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one of the immediate effects of mushroom comming on is tiredness or the yawns. after a bit it goes away but I will periodically yawn throughout the night despite not being tired. The best thing I can tell about them, if you have issues with your self that your don't comfront, you will be during the trip. These are what people say are "bad trips". I can tell you every "bad trip" I have had, was a direct result from irresponisibility, and bad personality traits. On the other hand, if you are sincere person that is full of life, they can, according to your beliefs, show you God. Don't write off any experience for what it is, until you analyse every aspect. You can learn more in one night, that you normally could in one month. They are a great thing.

Mushrooms are very sacred thing for me. I don't necessarily eat them to have fun. I thoroughly try to become one with everything.This past winter, on one the coldest nice, after the biggest snow in the last decade hit, I was peaking and I walked outside and stared at the cystal clear sky. I looked around, and could feel engergy all around. I began to understand multi level conciousnesses and the could feel conciousness of plants. It was then when I wanted to completely disapear into this new level of conciousness. And all the sudden, I had completely let go, detatched into this level. I felt as if I didn't exist and I was one with everything. The sky, the stars, the moon, everything was so clear physically and mentally. It was amazing. But it was short lived due to the cold.
Trips like that are everlasting. They change who you are as a person and your core values. But always for the better. I have eaten mushrooms more times than I can count. Mushrooms played a major role in quitting smoking. They helped me through the lowest parts of my life. I personally treat mushrooms with as much respect as a cristian would a bible. Mushrooms changed my life for the best, and I can only hope you can do the same.
The real magic begins with growing your own.

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