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Toadie said:
I've been just flicking through some of my old posts and i gotta admit, i was a fucking disproportionately enormous douchebag sometimes. I'm finding myself outright lying through my teeth on multiple occasions (most of which were posted at like 6am, for drug-induced reasons). It's become pretty obvious just how totally skewed my reality was due to all the drugs and booze, and i'm a little taken back by it looking at it all now.

It's pretty shameful, to be totally honest. It's just amazing for me to look back at all that now and realize how much of a total stain i was. Not to say i'm not still pretty shitty, but looking back at some posts, it's as if it's not even me talking.
Kinda scary, actually. Just goes to show where i was heading if i didn't get my shit together.

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If you really think about it though, i post no differently than anyone else here most of the time. You've just grown to believe what others have grown to believe because it's easier than gaining your own perspective through conscious observation.

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One of the most intelligent posts ever written on this site!
Baxter Morgan would be proud.