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Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity
      01/21/24 03:23 AM

Hi! I'm on SSRI's, max dose and seeing a psychiatrist. I started growing because I saw potential for consuming mushrooms as medicine. I've done doses ranging from 1g up to 8g (highest dose not recommended). I started taking mushrooms last year somewhere in november and my trips have mostly been similar. Usually with a dose of 3g once a week, I'd get extreme relaxation and maybe some close eyed visuals. A dose if 3 or 4g every other day would yield moderate relaxation, some introspection. Sometimes rarely some feelings come up, body tenses up and tears and saddness escape as I let them go. 1g is usually enough to experience brighter light, more beauty is environment and sound, more immersion. Often I would dose and half an hour later be in awe of the realization of the state I was in before dosing. I did not understand how I could tolerate and manage feeling that way.

So a few days ago I dosed 4g, dried powdered, down with orange juice. Things started happening that never happened before with the same dose. I became a spectator, body stopped regulating heat and I needed an electric blanket not to freeze, I saw everything at once and felt my whole body at once from head to toe. There were no visuals like is normal for me with this dose. I felt that there was a whole separate world under my blanket, very spacious. I saw things in 500 fps and when I turned on music with a fast tempo, my partner started devouring her cheese sandwitch like she hadn't eaten in a week. Telling her to eat slower did not work, but switching to chopin nocturns sure slowed things down.

Long story short, 3 hours after dosing I was coming down and then I understood what kind of sensory depravity I was living in for the past many years. I felt everything I was supposed to feel, I was reborn, alive once again. I cried out of happiness because I felt that I escaped the nightmare I was living in. I told my partner that I was back and that I can now take care of her like she deserves.

The next day I was slowly falling back into a hole, started slowly tapering ssri's so that maybe mushrooms can help me better at a lower dose. Took 2g and it helped me feel once again like a normal human being and enjoy all of the sensations I could not feel before.

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. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity Goodlife0209   01/21/24 12:06 PM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity Blueberry Muffin   01/21/24 12:52 PM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity redgreenvines   01/21/24 01:32 PM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity Blueberry Muffin   01/21/24 02:00 PM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity Blueberry Muffin   01/23/24 07:26 AM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity Blueberry Muffin   01/23/24 09:41 AM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity redgreenvines   01/23/24 10:55 AM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity Blueberry Muffin   01/23/24 12:36 PM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity Ferdinando   01/24/24 01:38 AM
. * * Re: Natalensis trips, escaping depression and sensory depravity Blueberry Muffin   01/24/24 06:42 AM


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