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Bodhi Reged: 08/16/16 Posts: 26657 Loc: The Primordial Mind |
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San I don't normally like to sensitize myself to the degree where I can feel such presences as if alive in me, at least...not while I'm still alive. Not that its like an 'on cue' type deal for anyways; However, on rarefied & intoxicatingly glorious occasions that something like as described by you had seemingly occurred, and, in a manner seeming beyond the ordinary pale of the spectrum of opposites, many varieties of dreaming and or exo-psychdelic induced exp. Despite countless of those aforesaid sorts of experiencing of the marvelously wondrousness of what I can borrow words like primordial or godhead, or something to try to explain the sheer incalculable magnitude of it all, causing one to physically tremble as one might do minutes before being informed that the sun would explode in 15 mins or something crazy like that...anyway, its wild, to tremble in honor? at the nobility of such a reality and drop to their knees, as if, stricken down via one's own good sense of reason with respectfulness towards the instantly unmistakable cognization as that suchness as the only true thing of manifolded manfiestational guise & visages, totally worthy of a reflex or intrinsic commandment penetrating as if into one's very genome to make it happen so perfectly.... naturally.... It is simply too awesome to share too early, and basically impossible not to love back too the amazingness of an already completed, in a manner of speaking, as if nonchalantly, merely greeting [while also pinpointed to one's soul] (simultaneously both at once), an otherwise 'relatively' intrapositioned & incomplete organism (wrt evolution over eternity past this embodied form's disassembly before merging infinitely once again (despite already having been merged from before the very get go) with the whole universe to manifest as all things in their true nature - thus, blinded yet beholding en toto in any and all ways conveyable to another ~ one of those ~ still here with us always in tandem. Another life exp of involving 4 still living relatives, and a plethora of others I did not personally know of at all (wrt personal exp). Lastly, perhaps most potent of them all, perhaps not, just another fractal of equal value ~ was with a deceased grandfather (mentioned earlier) imparting a wish or a blessing of sorts (to put something incredibly difficult to explain with more crudely put english alone, isn't cutting it... oh well) Cont'd...I wouldn't learn of until some years later while in discussion with one of his daughter's (one of my aunt's) who then informed me some 'things' after i'd prompted questions to her about my grandfather's lif ein general as she knew of it while growing up...anyhow, t'was the makings of a most beautiful, intriguing, and seemingly endlessly inspiring moment in the experienced moment of aboutness in suchness, as such, I can recall of it at any time of the day in my up until today, and it evokes the spirit to enliven . One, for alive relatives - like taking the lifepulse of life itself, but ordered sequentially like a tree of life, and noticing familia's life pulsing in the mix of it all too well as them, too. Now I loop back to the ol' Gramps story... the only other exp of a similar variety thus far involved one with my deceased grandfather ~ qualitatively different than a sensorially momentum stacking up on itself in varied arrangements (which can be so quick it seems like its not framestacking deluxe manifestation of the perceptually contrived only nature-type when it is, other times, similarly so but more slowly, allowing one to watch as they take in what they've put out, so to speak)...anyways, all of them, but especially the last one ? What if there's a (idk what) avenue or channel of sorts, whereby thereof such manner of things can occur that they don't happen via perception necessarily while all alone? T'Was and still is an ever lingering and daily, practically instant to instant - 'Omega-Woah' mystery material of a whopper, athe gift that keeps on keeping on despite all things transient transforming endlessly allowing eternal transfigurement's continuity... ^ that's what comes to mind, when speaking to such experiences, I can't help but use a form of imaginary art to help get it on paper or into soundwaves of the appropriate kinds, I guess to each their own - but - also shared in the sharing of. Like a natural inheritance of a priceless treasure trove. ppl: "that's impossible!?" "what r u even talking about" me: 'yep, idk exactly, but, good luck with however yours does it anyways." I leave the book writing of the nitty gritty of it all to y'all. ....Oh yea, Heyo, AmitaSan. Long time no look-see.
Edited by The Blind Ass (01/19/24 06:30 AM)
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