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InvisibleLara
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Reged: 08/24/22
Posts: 40
Denying insights from trip
      12/31/23 12:35 AM

Hi, guys,

I tripped on Friday, first time in my life. It was a solo trip, looking for insights. I was alone, so I took it easy, and ate around 8gr of fresh sclerotia (tampanensis).

I have to say that I’ve been preparing for this trip for a long time, and that I am also in therapy, where we have worked through some of the issues I wanted to explore during the trip.

The trip went well. There were no visuals or thought loops at all, only what felt a plunge into my troubles (there was a lot of crying) and I got some clear and lovely answers about myself. I felt grateful for what I had received.

The things is, 24 hours later, my mood swifted suddenly, and I began having these thoughts that it was all bullshit, hogwash, that none of those things I learnt will change my life a shred. It was intense and real, and I struggled to say to myself it was not true.

Has anybody experienced this? It was like I couldn’t trust what had happened. I had this feeling it’s just my ego trying to convince me I don’t need to accept any of what I felt, that I don’t need to change. But I do actually want to change and follow the path that was glimpsed.

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. * * Re: Denying insights from trip Lara   12/31/23 02:13 AM
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. * * Re: Denying insights from trip Lara   01/13/24 04:57 AM
. * * Re: Denying insights from trip Lara   01/07/24 01:10 AM
. * * Re: Denying insights from trip redgreenvines   01/08/24 01:56 PM
. * * Re: Denying insights from trip Lara   01/09/24 04:38 AM
. * * Re: Denying insights from trip Lara   01/13/24 05:09 AM
. * * Re: Denying insights from trip redgreenvines   01/13/24 04:58 PM
. * * Re: Denying insights from trip Neurotech   01/15/24 01:19 PM
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