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Lost Wolverine Reged: 08/24/22 Posts: 40 |
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Hi, guys, I tripped on Friday, first time in my life. It was a solo trip, looking for insights. I was alone, so I took it easy, and ate around 8gr of fresh sclerotia (tampanensis). I have to say that I’ve been preparing for this trip for a long time, and that I am also in therapy, where we have worked through some of the issues I wanted to explore during the trip. The trip went well. There were no visuals or thought loops at all, only what felt a plunge into my troubles (there was a lot of crying) and I got some clear and lovely answers about myself. I felt grateful for what I had received. The things is, 24 hours later, my mood swifted suddenly, and I began having these thoughts that it was all bullshit, hogwash, that none of those things I learnt will change my life a shred. It was intense and real, and I struggled to say to myself it was not true. Has anybody experienced this? It was like I couldn’t trust what had happened. I had this feeling it’s just my ego trying to convince me I don’t need to accept any of what I felt, that I don’t need to change. But I do actually want to change and follow the path that was glimpsed.
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