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Soul Searchin Reged: 02/21/14 Posts: 108 |
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So I told myself A while ago that I wouldn't make a thread about the biggest problem in my life. But I feel as though I need to express my feelings and get a bit of support from some people. My skin is so bad. I am not talking like the occasion break out I am talking cystic disgusting hurtful shit that takes over a month per to go away. I cry almost everynight because I can feel and see my life being literally shattered, One by one the relationships with people begin to lessen and it's because I can't go out anymore. I just can't. I don't like being around my friends because they all look at me like I am an alien. I have one friend left who will always be there for me and even still I feel like I am slowly getting outta contact with him. I can't socialize properly I act normal but can feel the people I am conversing with don't want me around. Honestly I used to be this charming, charismatic and handsome dude and I know that because my younger photo's show that. But now my face is overrun with red and I feel like every move I make is being judged. But this really isn't about relationships or being judged. It's more about what could I do that will help get rid of the acne. I would show people pictures but I choose not too look at myself in the mirror anymore and taking a photo would be just as bad. I do not touch my face. Only when applying my new regimen from acne.rg. I have a healthy diet that consists mostly of fresh fruit and vegetables and then at night I will tend to have a cooked meal at night but it will be healthy because I stray from unhealthy. I am vegan which means I do not consume any meat or animal products. I exercise about 4 times a week but make sure I am cleaned afterwards. I try and get at least 30mins of sun onto my face a day and meditate everynight but to be honest i don't know if I am doing it right. I have 6 ganoderma 500mg pills a day and sometimes up the dose to 7 or 8. I go to bed at 9 - 10:30 most nights except friday and sat. I do not drink I have not had alcohol for over a year. I do not smoke I do smoke weed every now and then though but would consider that helping because it makes me very relaxed. I try live stress free but these past couple weeks have been hell and I have been on this battle for about 2 years now. I wanna know if anyone else has been in a situation similar because I am stuck in a hole that is getting deeper. I have done mushrooms twice and have found both experiences to bring a lot of positivitey in my life and if anything help my skin get better. I will add more stuff later probably. Thanks guys
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