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eats bugs Reged: 09/14/23 Posts: 442 Loc: lives in trees |
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Appreciate that wolf. I think I met you in discord today maybe? I will reread your post when I'm more awake and less defensive. I can't sleep. Had an argument with my girlfriend and been up all night. I've had one level 5 in three decades of eating psychedelics. A lot of level 4s. But yeah, the level 5 was hard to rationalize. It was mushrooms not any form of DMT. I guess I've been giving everyone my own rationalizations for my level four trips. The level 5 was to weird to even use words like entity. https://www.shroomery.org/forum I also have a lot of trauma so letting go with vaped DMT never worked for me (but I've had my thinking stop completely in nature for a good five minutes which was insightful). And I've been terrified to try a big dose of Ayahuasca again. Been persuing meditation and non-cube mushrooms. edit: Thinking about it more, I think I have had level 5 vaped DMT trips. I think I just dismiss them because they're so weird and so short. But again, I don't find entities when I breakthrough. Concepts like self or other breakdown completely for me and there's memory of the experience but I'm not there in that sense I can say this is me, and this is someone or something else then me. And wolf, I agree with what you're saying. Definitely real or not real isn't the way for me. I have been defensive tonight because of the home situation and I can see how Genesis finds me sometimes dismissive. It is a habit I have and I'm working on it. Shit, rereading this post I'm even dismissive towards myself. -------------------- Listen to the silence behind the engines' noise. Jesus, Sweets, listen. Hear it? It's a love song. For whom? You are loved. ~ David Foster Wallace, Westward the Course of Empire Takes Its Way Edited by tree frog (12/06/23 04:20 AM)
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