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Stranger Reged: 05/30/21 Posts: 2875 |
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I don't know if this counts as an entity. With mescaline I frequently have a conversation with the 'spirit of the cactus', usually in the form of the hearing of instructions. They're distinguished from my mental content just by a vague feeling that it's being instructed to me by the cactus. Now, I'm not insane - I don't take such advice as a divine sign or something like that, nor do I view it uncritically. It's probably my body internalizing or forming the drug into a concrete message. The spirit of the cactus seems to care merely about the best way to use the drug. It once instructed me to go for a walk - good advice at the time, as I wasn't so impaired that I couldn't walk, and the nature was much appreciated at that time. Another time, near the end of the trip, the spirit of the cactus told me I was not to use mescaline again until I had better organized my life - like it was shutting off the gates of the drug. That was an important trip, in which I'd seen a vision of myself destroying my past selves, which I took as a sign to overcome and be stronger than my past. And as this faded, the spirit of the cactus had told me, no more. I took this advice very seriously - not because it was from an entity, but because it seemed to be very sensible in my circumstances. At the time I wasn't getting what I could from the drug as I wasn't properly learning from the experiences and integrating them. So the drug itself, in a sense, told me to learn better. And I've yet to use mescaline since that day.
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