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The reason for starting mushrooms was the idea to heal my depression and anxiety. First of all I have a predisposition for depression like everybody in my family. Then there was the pandemic with all its social side effects. And then there were all the other crises, wars, floods, wildfires and climate change in general. We stupid humans are ruining our planet with ever increasing speed and there's hardly a thing one can do about it and all of that dragged me down down down. I felt paralyzed and helpless in spite of my loving partner and my friends and family who supported me. I couldn't think of the future as something positive. All I saw was the coming apocalypse. I started taking SSRIs again, which helped me come out of the deepest hole and stabilize. But being just stable is not being happy. But then I started with shrooms, about two months ago. Until now I only took some mild doses and some micro doses but I can already feel the effect. I got more active again, more talkative and outgoing, even relaxed and happy. Then I stopped the SSRIs and it was pretty OK. I still have fears (which I think are valid) and I'm not always in a good mood. But I have the impression that the mushrooms gave me back my mental flexibility. I'm not stable like a rock but I can balance things out much better. Like a blade of grass swaying in the wind I'll always find my center again. I will definitely explore this further, trying higher doses eventually. Ah, yes, I don't believe in God and would prefer to keep it that way.
-------------------- Nothing in life is to be feared, it is only to be understood. -Marie Curie
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