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Stranger Reged: 12/17/22 Posts: 75 |
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I’ve been on the path of self improvement through sacrifice and discipline for years now. Meditation, reading, podcast, wake up early, regular exercise, healthy nutrition, limit alcohol, cold showers…. I’m already deeply spiritual. I already believe we’re spirit “driving” the body no different than we drive a car. Mushrooms blew this “knowing” up even more. It makes perfect sense to me how someone dying of cancer can gain acceptance and peace with the use of mushrooms. I see how people can be atheist and then “know” there’s a God after consuming mushrooms. It’s changed the way I think and interact. I’m more productive, less procrastinating, less anxiety… it’s like I now see through all the BS illusion that is this world annd life even more so. I don’t get caught up in the illusions that people create and the games that people play (I stay off social media due to this). I more clearly realize what’s important and what’s not. I have a better understanding of time and patience. To not obsess over something that takes time. You can’t speed it up. And in that understanding I also realize the opposite. You can’t slow or reverse it either. Both are priceless understandings. And like so many people say…. A lot of it I can’t put into words. Now I’ve only had my first trip in a very long time 6 days ago, and again just yesterday. But this feeling and knowing and experiencing is lasting I can tell. Many spiritual people will tell you once you understand or once you “know”…. Once something resonates with you and you just “know” like an intuition, you never go back. You can’t. I plan to explore this much more deeply. Yesterdays experience was so deeply spiritual and almost as if downloading info into my subconscious mind. Felt incredibly ceremonial and uplifting. At one point as I sat in front of a mirror looking at myself the thought that came into my head was “I am a God.” Hell if nothing else having such deep positive loving thoughts and feelings and emotions filled with deep intuitions of knowing and connecting, love and joy, that alone is highly beneficial. Whether it is or isn’t mystical or truly spiritual doesn’t matter. Incredibly mentally healthy either way. If anything my sub conscious mind is polluted through 37yrs of life and I feel as if I’m beginning to clean it up. I feel like I could go on and literally write a novel. At the same time I can’t find the words. There’s not words it’s another form we don’t use.
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Sub-Easy | 12/22/22 01:37 PM |
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PancyanterA | 12/22/22 04:22 PM |
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jay.ach | 12/22/22 05:54 PM |
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Sub-Easy | 12/22/22 08:35 PM |
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