I just finished drying the results of a B+ monotub harvest and tried the result three times in as many weeks. The very fist was just a very small amount of powdered mushroom, perhaps 1/10 of a gram very maximum. I almost immediately recognized a very clear, acid-like sharpening of my senses, an increase in very pure energy and an interest in staying awake, watching videos and doing stuff. It only lasted about an hour and I was soon able to sleep normally.
A week later I took a little more than 1 gm of dried, coarsely chopped shrooms that I bathed in lemon juice for about an hour, after which I drank the entire contents in a gulp or two, with virtually not bad taste or nausea. Within about 45 minutes I became overcome with muscular fatigue and could barely walk to the bedroom to crash. My body for all purposes went to sleep and my mind remained conscious but went on a trip vaguely similar to acid. There was virtually no anxiety or fear at any point, just some insight into how my mind worked, the mind viewing the mind.
This last time, I took 3.5 gm and self administered the same Lemon tek method. About 10 minutes later, I noticed my mouth sort of tasting something but more like it was buzzing subtly. I quickly went into couch lock and remained supine on my mattress for 5 hours without moving. It was little different from the previous time, just a little more PHYSICALLY intense. Now, five days later, I notice that I am still quite fatigued in a physical more than mental way, with the muscles of my face, the body's emotional center. I am totally surprised by my reaction to shrooms, at least on the basis of this batch. I had no previous experience until now, but had extensive experience with acid and peyote, which never depressed my energy like phenobarbital might. Any ideas, fellow travelers?
Edited by Murphthesurf (04/30/21 04:10 PM)
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Your face is fatigued? I know shrooms bring on awareness of medical problems for me. I became aware of a cavity I didn't know I had, that was causing a sinus infection. I thought it was just sinuses, but stared feeling pain in my jaw the next day, that I never felt before and knew it was a tooth. I became aware of high cholesterol and lost the desire to eat fast food and soda. Also I stopped getting low blood sugar for the first time in my life right after finding the mushrooms, and it has never come back. And again, later, I started feeling a new cavity in another tooth a year after the first one after taking shrooms. I also feel alot more pain, just like I did when I was younger, before I damaged all the nerves from a life of hard labor. My limbs were numb and I didn't feel cuts and scrapes or cold or hot much at all. Now little injuries are felt again. I guess it's nurogenisis, but I really don't know. I just know it happened after I started doing mushrooms. Also, when I first started doing mushrooms, I noted that I was really wore out from working to hard the following weeks after doing them. I realized that it was because I had torn down mintal walls/copping mechanisms, and gained confidence in my abilities and just got smarter in general, so I was actually working harder and getting more done and felt good enough to take on alot more work. So I actually was just wearing myself out working. That was all. Now I have to make myself take breaks and pace myself, were as before all the mental clutter did that for me by not letting me get as much done in a day. So like, I had had to site and think, worry, and mentally prepared myself and avoid the work, and procrastinate. Now I jump head on, with enthusiasm and end up wearing myself out by the end of the week if I'm not careful. The mushrooms talk to me alot, and I trust them and believe them. Maybe they are telling you something.
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Thanks for your reply. I find it a little surprising how little has been written and posted on this, as well as how little interest it seems to generate. My own theory about the reason for this unusual fatigue is that I severely strained my eyes looking at internal visuals. This could possibly explain some of the neurological symptomatology I have been experiencing. I realize that this is all a learning process, even for people who have been doing it a long time. Unfortunately, the scientific research community has been held back by repressive regulation for the past 50 years in the US.
Edited by Murphthesurf (04/30/21 10:15 PM)
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