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mdma lost its magic
#10129401 - 04/08/09 11:19 AM (14 years, 9 months ago) |
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it was my favorite drug but apparently i abused it. although my gf rolled with me everytime and she still feels it. i am really embarrassed to admit it because i always said it would never die out for me, but i think it has. i even tried a couple month break and dosed really high when i ceased the hiatus of really pure mdma and it didnt really work but my gf was rolling. i dont understand why i am so different i am so frustrated with mdma now. usually i wouldnt feel the roll until i smoked something but even when i smoke its not working like it used to. and i used to have sex on it and feel so amazing and now its like whatever. maybe its because im so used to the feeling i dont really no. anyways i just wanted to get this off my chest.
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Anonymous #2
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Its just a party drug dude. Most people grow out of it.
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Anonymous #1
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you cant grow out of it, thats like saying you grow out of dancing. its not some phase people go through. its a magical experience and a lot of people just stop doing it for various reasons but not because they become more mature. and its not just a party drug its much much more than that, it creates this impenetrable bond between you and your friends, it was made my gf and i so close we have become one.
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Anonymous #3
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Anonymous #1 said: it was my favorite drug but apparently i abused it. although my gf rolled with me everytime and she still feels it. i am really embarrassed to admit it because i always said it would never die out for me, but i think it has. i even tried a couple month break and dosed really high when i ceased the hiatus of really pure mdma and it didnt really work but my gf was rolling. i dont understand why i am so different i am so frustrated with mdma now. usually i wouldnt feel the roll until i smoked something but even when i smoke its not working like it used to. and i used to have sex on it and feel so amazing and now its like whatever. maybe its because im so used to the feeling i dont really no. anyways i just wanted to get this off my chest.
I think that just a couple of months is not enough, depending on much E you've done, and how frequently. It could also be that you built tolerance and now you just need to take more at once, although I wouldn't recommend it. Just try to stay away from it for a longer time (even a year or more if necessary), and don't be afraid to tell your gf about it, it is just how you feel right now, and obviously what your body needs. It doesn't mean that you've lost the magic, it's just chemical reactions. Do you feel weird with your head after rolling? You might have developed some sort of neuro-toxicity. Try doing healthy stuff for a while, exercise, drink lots of water, eat lots of fruits, veggies, and foods rich in carbohydrates that are known to increase the serotonin levels.
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Anonymous #2
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Anonymous #1 said: you cant grow out of it, thats like saying you grow out of dancing. its not some phase people go through. its a magical experience and a lot of people just stop doing it for various reasons but not because they become more mature. and its not just a party drug its much much more than that, it creates this impenetrable bond between you and your friends, it was made my gf and i so close we have become one.
lol Dont be an idiot. Its a party drug. People do grow out of it all the time. Sure its a good time, but forming a self-identity around it is quite lame.
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Anonymous #4
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you cant grow out of it, thats like saying you grow out of dancing.
I weigh 300lbs. I grew out of dancing
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Anonymous #5
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I haven't rolled in about 6 years. Got some a few weeks ago (the shitty turtle, rabbit ones). I was so disappointed with what they have become. Apparently theres a lot of bunk shit in them now days.
What happened to them? Are they mostly all like this now? I was so pissed I threw the two I had left away.
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Anonymous #6
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Then don't take it?
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Anonymous #7
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you cant grow out of it, thats like saying you grow out of dancing.
Almost everyone who has at one time loved MDMA has grown out of it.
After awhile its more annoying and less euphoric and you don't really want to take it anymore.
Its time to move on to the next stage in your life (eating cactus).
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Anonymous #8
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you cant grow out of it, thats like saying you grow out of dancing.
I weigh 300lbs. I grew out of dancing 
I shed a tear... then giggled a little.
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Anonymous #9
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Anonymous #2 said:
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Anonymous #1 said: you cant grow out of it, thats like saying you grow out of dancing. its not some phase people go through. its a magical experience and a lot of people just stop doing it for various reasons but not because they become more mature. and its not just a party drug its much much more than that, it creates this impenetrable bond between you and your friends, it was made my gf and i so close we have become one.
lol Dont be an idiot. Its a party drug. People do grow out of it all the time. Sure its a good time, but forming a self-identity around it is quite lame.
OK
Your're an idiot.
What's with these absolutes MDMA is a great drug that has supported therapeutic value.
Kill you're self you arrogant dumbass.
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Anonymous #10
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When I lost the magic I just switched over to Ketamine and LSD for a while...
The combo is 
I took a break and when I tried it again my tolerance was still fairly high but the "magic" had returned.
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Anonymous #11
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lol.
you guys are lucky you even had the magic to begin with hahaha
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Anonymous #12
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Take a break dude. A real break, not a couple months break. I stopped for a year and 4 months, then i took a molly and it was fantastic. Its like u take a break from masturbating for over a week, when u finally do let it fly its great.
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Anonymous #13
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I agree, take a longer break from it.
IMO mdma 'magic' is as much of a mindset thing as a physical tolerance, I have the same the thing with shrooms. If I do them more then 2 or 3 times in a few months they lose their 'magic' and the experience is more 'meh' as opposed to the the beautiful mind opening experiences I had when I first tried them.
The first few times on any drug are usually the best because you've never had that feeling or experience before, but it still has the 'magic,' you just need to space it out.
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Anonymous #14
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Your brain needs time to replenish your Serotonin levels. All MDMA doess is open up the chamber that holds your body's serotonin. If you run out of serotonin then there's nothing for the MDMA to release. Take anywhere from a 6 month break to a year or more. The older you are the longer it takes to replenish your serotonin, hence why teenagers have no problem rolling every weekend or month but adults seem to "grow out of it".
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