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PyroBurns
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Re: Still feeling depressed.... [Re: PyroBurns]
#9743192 - 02/05/09 07:36 PM (15 years, 27 days ago) |
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PyroBurns said: Me too. I was abused by my brothers, step-dad, my mom was a bitch for awhile, and my dad used me while telling me to trust no one and that I didn't need friends ever (because I had him!).
But I got over it. That's their madness. Every person is a wonderful creature but for some reason when certain people are wounded they use you as an outlet. But don't let that make you hate them or humanity.
Read this AmPsy.
BTW for Sperm banks you have to be like Patrick Bateman. You can't be short, can't have bad eyesight, bad teeth... etc... Who would accept Woody Allen's spunk? They want someone like Dorian Yates. Okay maybe not him because he looks like a bull.
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Re: Still feeling depressed.... [Re: PyroBurns]
#9743202 - 02/05/09 07:37 PM (15 years, 27 days ago) |
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PyroBurns said:
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PyroBurns said: Me too. I was abused by my brothers, step-dad, my mom was a bitch for awhile, and my dad used me while telling me to trust no one and that I didn't need friends ever (because I had him!).
But I got over it. That's their madness. Every person is a wonderful creature but for some reason when certain people are wounded they use you as an outlet. But don't let that make you hate them or humanity.
Read this AmPsy.
BTW for Sperm banks you have to be like Patrick Bateman. You can't be short, can't have bad eyesight, bad teeth... etc... Who would accept Woody Allen's spunk? They want someone like Dorian Yates. Okay maybe not him because he looks like a bull.
Shit I'm near-sided!! NOOOO!!!
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Re: Still feeling depressed.... [Re: PyroBurns]
#9743380 - 02/05/09 08:03 PM (15 years, 27 days ago) |
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PyroBurns said: don't let that make you hate them or humanity.
I still generally don't like these beings on this planet, they scare me actually.
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PyroBurns
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What is there to be scared of?
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AmericanPsycho
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Re: Still feeling depressed.... [Re: PyroBurns]
#9745830 - 02/05/09 09:59 PM (15 years, 27 days ago) |
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PyroBurns said: What is there to be scared of?
I don't know they just scare me. They look scary, their facial expressions are scary, some of their thoughts are really scary
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Re: Still feeling depressed.... [Re: PyroBurns]
#9746101 - 02/05/09 10:13 PM (15 years, 27 days ago) |
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Ok so i dunno how much this is gonna help. but i remember feeling sort of stuck in life and in looking at my future. i feel like i don't really have much of a choice in what i do. i have to get a job when i get out of college move out find a place to life and uspport myself. and somehow in there i have to realize that my life is mine to live and somehow agknowlege my freedom in living life however i want to.
ANYWHO so in reading your post and blurbs about what's troubling you it made me think of this dude, who basically went around and traveled for... i forget the duration of time. at LEAST a year traveling with NO money. and i don't mean being some glorified homeless guy who takes advantage of people and does nothing in return, but he did it all with barter systems, volunteer work, hitch hiking and so on.
the point is that youre life, no matter what the norm, the standard of living is, is yours. and you really have the ultimate control in beign as creative as you want in utilizing the resources of the world and the resources you have. sometimes you need to prove to yourself that the impossible is possible. and the world isn't all shit. there are gems under the heaping pile of shit. and there is ALWAYS a way to get to it. sometimes we really take for granted the things that bring us happiness, we forget, cause we think they are meaningless, or pointless. every single thing you encounter on a daily basis can be a source of inspiration it's just a matter of waking yourself up to it.
drugs won't make you feel better and niether will giving up. sometiems drugs can. but the drugs will point the finger back at you in the end. sometimes when i'm upset and confused and depressed and i take psychadelics in that state of mind, it helps kinda clear the air, but everytime it's told me "hey you just need to look at yourself, you've got everything you need to keep on going and lead a happy life"
don't give up. i have faith in you.
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