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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Drunken_Jester]
#9605202 - 01/14/09 12:06 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Cepheus said: Are you going to elaborate on the details of your experience then?
10 grams dry cubensis I was losing all connections with reality in waves dissociating to other places times etc and when I would come down from a wave I was still tripping so fucking hard. I could no longer distinguish my own thoughts from what others were saying etc.
So eventually I run into some authority figures who begin to interrogate me because I look really fucked up and am talking like a crazy person (I could barely form complete sentences and when I did they made no sense). Needless to say I was not in the mood there was alot of yelling and grabbing involved on there part.
I just snapped IDK I was tripping too hard and just wanted them to leave me alone but they wouldn't.
I split into two different people who began to struggle for control of my mind.
The whole experience left me pretty fucked mentally for awhile.
Thats as far as I'll get into it.
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Cepheus]
#9605213 - 01/14/09 12:08 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Earth-shattering in a good way or a bad way? I've had both, and both involved acid. I guess I'll link to the good one.
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Cannabischarlie]
#9605264 - 01/14/09 12:15 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Drunken_Jester said: Basically in the hospital they tested my mental stability, but by then I was coming to so I let them know I was suffering amphetamine psychosis. So they just watched over me until someone could pick me up. Ummm...long term yea of coarse the sketchy sticks with me...I mean at that point it was totally real. I haven't touched meth since July 08, but I've dabbled with stimulants and I get instant paranoia. Long term, I dunno I still think a lot about those times, I guess that's it. Also I have dreams about doing meth, all the time.
why mess around with meth anyway?
I always wonder what makes someone want to do this?
have you ever smoked it? I dunno...I got introduced to it when I was 14. It made me horny and had girls around me be groupies...little sluts.
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Silversoul]
#9605268 - 01/14/09 12:15 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Both are equally as significant, which is why I didn't specify .
I'm glad you found your path man . You going to go into your trip in a bit more detail for the purpose of this thread?
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Cepheus]
#9605282 - 01/14/09 12:18 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Cepheus said: I'm glad you found your path man . You going to go into your trip in a bit more detail for the purpose of this thread?
Nah, that's okay. I don't think I could do it justice anyway.
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Silversoul]
#9605319 - 01/14/09 12:26 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Cepheus said: I'm glad you found your path man . You going to go into your trip in a bit more detail for the purpose of this thread?
Nah, that's okay. I don't think I could do it justice anyway.
Ain't that the truth.
I can drop words like time travel/hyperspace/telepathy, but words never do justice. Not even close.
I hate it when you can't logically disprove trippy things as illusions/delusions...sanity goes out the window and you release there never was such a thing in the first place.
Hard to fully come back from these experiences...
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Silversoul]
#9605325 - 01/14/09 12:26 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Of course not.. words fail almost admirably at expressing intangible things .
I'm just curious as to what the actual content of these ground breaking trips are, as well as the resolution / realisation at the end.
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Cepheus]
#9605414 - 01/14/09 12:43 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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The minutes of peaking in the back of an ambulance with tubes and pharm-drugs being pumped in me were the one of the most insane moments in my life.
I don't even know if I can begin to explain without sounding like I'm exaggerating. But in truth whatever I type will be far less exaggerated from what I actually experienced.
From about 5 minutes before the ambulance picked me up, till the point that I reached the hospital, I was jumping back and fourth in time by 5 or so minute intervals.
When ever I would focus on the paramedic that was asking me questions IN THE AMBULANCE, the roof the of the ambulance would fly off, the car would deconstruct and fly out into space, and I'd be back in the ditch I passed out in, talking to the cop that first approached me when I was lying on the ground. And when I stopped focusing on the female paramedic in the ambulance and just laid there trying to take it all, I'd be back in the ambulance bleeding all over the place/getting my stomach pumped. I swear the ambulance deconstructed 3 or so times before I actually reached the hospital.
Sorry if that didn't make sense. It's hard to explain, like trying to explain how a fourth dimension object looks. 
That was my first time travel experience, I had two more, both induced from post-hospital Salvia trips. One from extract and one from dry leaf. The extract trip actually topped my hospital trip night as far as how complicated and just fucking impossible the experience was.
I'll post my Salvia extract time travel trip tomorrow, gatta get some sleep now.
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Cepheus]
#9605802 - 01/14/09 02:20 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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Cepheus said: I want to hear the details of what you people remember from these experiences, not just what you ate .
One of the most profound trips I've ever experienced was on 3 hits of acid + then the wash from the bottle after we rinsed it out with everclear. I've never tripped so hard on acid before in my life. We were sat in our bush along this wooded area that runs along the top of our town (we always trip there, its beautiful). We sat down, lit a fire and sparked a blunt. As we toked the blunt the acid began to kick in really fricking fast and hard (I've never come up like that before) and we hadn't a clue how much we'd ingested (apart from the 3 hits we did to start). The bush became almost claustrophobic, so I had escape into the field that was next to it. I stumbled out of the bush (whilst still coming up hard) and was hit by the most beautiful full moon ever. We then decided to sort of stumble (as we were incapable of coherent walking) towards the main path place to explore before we could do nothing but roll around on the floor. We got out onto the main path and there are these 2 big beautiful oak trees which look over my town, one of which has been butchered by tree surgeons. Me and my best friend sat at the base of this tree, only to be greeted by the moon beaming down on us (at the point we were starting to peak). We shut our eyes and meditated under the moonlight against this amazing tree, I've never seen such intense patterns in my life and the whole time I could hear the most beautiful crisp music I've ever heard. Very quickly the patterns sort of melted away and 'I' wasn't anything (whilst simultaneously being everything), I can't explain it other than death or being god. Then after an infinite amount of time like that, a white light began to appear and exploded everything back into existence, where there was some kind of female entity (all I could see was brilliant white light over an absolutely perfect landscape) that was blasting raw love and energy at me. I've never ever in my life felt so good, then the light started to get further away and I drifted back to myself and I opened my eyes. I was still tripping, but I may as well have been sober. I tried for quite a while to get back to that place, but my efforts were futile.
I've never experienced anything like that before and I haven't eaten any acid since. For me that was the pinnacle of the psychedelic experience, when I realised I was comfortable with it and that I am who I am. That trip affects me on a daily basis... I'm still pondering what it all means in relation to me. I don't think I need to eat any more acid until I figure this shit out (yah know, process what I've learnt). I've got a 10strip of some apparently potent acid here, but I need to do some thinking first.
Amazing story. Sounds beautiful man.
On my very first mushroom trip I was getting like almost telepathic messages from the earth(or it seemed this way). She was telling me not to be afraid as I wandered outside. I didn't want to be inside, in the car, or anything during that trip. I kept getting the feeling that technology was evil and we were going in the wrong direction. I've decided however that technology isn';t evil, but it is majorly being used for evil where it should be used in the opposite, as we all know.
The most spiritual trip I have ever had in my life, however, was an 8th of mushrooms in chocolate. This was at burning man. We ate the 8th at shiva vista, fire dancing. It was awesome and amazing. Chilled out at "Deep Heaven" for a bit which is just a bunch of pillows placed on the ground in random orders for people who are maybe tripping to hard to lay on (Hehe). We then rode bikes down the playa until we reach The Opulent Temple, a huge rave was going on. Amazingly large stereo system, huge screens, and all the typical rave shit. Crazy lights, crazy dancing, crazy everything.
This is where shit got amazing for me. Dancing away to the trippy music, tripping out on the huge screens playing random clips of videos.
I felt as though I were worshiping a deity. I don't believe in God's, they may be possible but as of now I don't really believe in them. But the dance felt so much like a worship. A bunch of barbaric dancing in the middle of the desert to a crazy light show with loud music. Everyone was in sync even without dancing that way. Everyone was having fun, so much positive energy.
This was the one time I believe I have experienced a feeling of pure bliss. I couldn't feel better, even when my body ached and wanted to lay down I kept dancing. It wasn't that I felt I had to please this strange deity that seemingly consisted of the energy of all the like-wise humans around me, it was that I wanted to please it.
This night I also ran into a beautiful girl who made me feel good though our time together was short I will always cherish it.
And when I went to sleep (still tripping) I had amazingly strange close eyed visuals of something I can only describe as a trick played by 3 deemsters in an open door of my mind. They taunted me with a skull + snake coming from its mouth. On the left side was an square of light with three slender silhouetted figures with pointy ears.
Woke up the next day feeling great.
An all around great experience.
If you read all that, thanks. I hope you enjoyed reading them as much as I enjoyed experiencing them.
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: igwna]
#9607119 - 01/14/09 10:26 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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And when I went to sleep (still tripping) I had amazingly strange close eyed visuals of something I can only describe as a trick played by 3 deemsters in an open door of my mind. They taunted me with a skull + snake coming from its mouth. On the left side was an square of light with three slender silhouetted figures with pointy ears.
this happens to me quite often, even in sober states. when i try to go to sleep, i will see skulls or jaws full of teeth. it's really scary and keeps me awake.
other times i will see cars, or like i'm driving in a car and running people over, or going wild on the road.
very very very rarely i am visited by the three elves. they come in glowing white light, and their faces are indistinguishable. they have absolutely perfect bodies, and during my last dream i heard that one of their names was 'claire'. i can remember feeling her body, and thinking 'these beings were created perfectly for masturbation'. i know that's kind of sick, but that's what happened in my dream.
i have a lot of trips, both drug induced and sober. tho they have all been post-tripping so perhaps my head is still ajar.
i've mentioned before that for a year i would wake up almost every night, unable to move and feeling like i was falling and my heart was stopping. i would also wake up and TOTALLY be tripping. i have this sari hanging on my wall from sri lanka, and i can remember waking up and seeing all the patterns swirling. i would also wake up and hear like... air escaping from balloons. sometimes really loud electronic chirping in my pillow. it was terrifying. i am STILL sure to this day that my room mate at the time was doing it to me somehow... putting shit in my food or leaking it into the air while i was sleeping. he was chinese, and sometimes when i would talk to him i swear to god i would just start tripping. i hated that kid with all my guts.
one of the reasons i quit smoking weed was because i was ULTRA paranoid. perhaps the ghetto thugs i was buying dimes from were sprinkling meth on my shit, because i was paranoid the same way jester there was paranoid. i can remember riding my bike home to my apartment from the ghetto and hearing all these black dudes sitting on their porch saying to me telepathically "get the fuck outta here white boy." this one day it was really bad, and i was thinking about getting on the bus but was too paranoid that the cops were following me. i rode my bike to my apartment, and as soon as i went to enter my apartment i started hearing those beeps you hear on walkie talkies. i was SURE that the cops were set up outside my apartment, waiting to take me in (at the time i had about $70 worth of dime bags in my pockets). i rode my bike out into the woods, tossed them all into the trees, threw my bike up into a tree, then went on this epic ass walk around the city. i finally came down, and started laughing at myself about how fucked up i was. i went home and went to sleep. the stupid thing was, i went to the woods trying to find those dime bags the next day. i never did tho, and i'm thankful i didn't.
the nicest trips i had were on mushrooms, going for walks out in the woods. i would see pine trees giving me the thumbs up. this one time i went way out into the woods in the middle of the night, creeping reallllllly slowly in a karate cat stance so as to make no noise. i walked into this big open field, and saw a HUGE herd of deer all grazing in the middle of the night. i just sat there and watched them for awhile, and then a plane flew overhead. the deer all stopped, and looked up into the sky watching the plane. for some reason, it was at that moment that i like, FIGURED OUT that animals possibly have the same kind of mental capacity that we as humans do. the thing is they don't have the same means to communicate, and don't have to... so basically, they are just like lazy humans without hands and mouths.
really tho, the best times i had were with my friends simply smoking weed. i was in this big golf course one night with my best friend, and looking down into the middle of the city. the cityscape looked SO BEAUTIFUL, so fucking beautiful, it was like a painting. i couldn't believe how beautiful it was. we sat down on these steps, and it started to rain. i can remember watching the worms come up out of the ground as it started to get wet, and it was something i had never ever seen before. then we walked down to the bottom of this hill, and walked out this big stone gate into the neighborhood (the golf course was in the middle of a neighborhood) and the sounds suddenly DRASTICALLY changed. it was like we had ZONED (a term from everquest).
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: stimpson]
#9607149 - 01/14/09 10:34 AM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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On my strongest shroom trip I was unable to remain in my own body for more than a few minutes. I would look at a speaker and become it, seeing through its perspective and it felt as though my consciousness was being beamed through my eyes and into whatever object I became. It was so intense a feeling that it blew my mind into what seemed like a million pieces. It took me awhile to come down from that trip.
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Rocker232]
#9607662 - 01/14/09 12:21 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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I would have to say the most profound and earth shattering experience would be with DMT. I bought a lb of rootbark and extracted like so many do.I decided I would load it up on top of some herb and melted that shit. In one blast I took in about 50mg here is were it got earthshattering I had my wife next to me to take the pipe the second the pipe hit her hands it sounded like a boeing jet taking off then everything just pixelated and went into all kinds of colors and geometric shapes I just remember meeting people or things and they were giving me information then slowly I remember coming to in the fetal position crying feeling like I had lived a life time in 5 mins. Whatever information I was given was not retained but I can say for sure there is few things on earth that has left me in awe as this single expereince. I have drastically changed since then even my wife will vouch for me my drug use curtailed a bit and I take tripping pretty fucking serious 2 years later and I haven't tried it again but am planning on giving it another go here soon. DMT is a hell of a drug!
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Re: Your most earth shattering drug experience [Re: Blow_in]
#9607687 - 01/14/09 12:24 PM (15 years, 1 month ago) |
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first time on mushrooms. 1.75 grams. listening to Wish Your Were Here for the first time ever. peaking.
i have never felt that good again. it was pretty much nirvana.
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