Let me explain...... I will try to make this brief and concise but it may run on a bit.
I have recently been thinking a lot about not what people believe, but why they believe it and how you can infer why they believe something from their words and actions.
For the first 18 years of my life I was devoutly atheist, preferring science and logic to explain everything. I was also mildly depressed. A few mushroom trips and interesting conversations later, along with a lot of reading books and the internet, I decided I had discovered truths such as everything being one, God being in everything, everything having a purpose, the world as we know it coming to an end in 2012, and on and on and on. Am I saying I believe these things are true or false? No, hear me out. After my depression subsided somewhat, I began to realize something disturbing about what had led me to my beliefs.
I hated my life situation, I hated the way the world was (or the way I perceived it then), I even hated myself. I believed the world would come to an end (or beginning or whatever you want to call it) more because I wanted my personal situation to come to an end more than anything.
Case in point: www.2012.com.au - Some very interesting reading, and also a lot of absolute bullshit. Read the NESARA updates. It is all a bunch of complete nonsense. And who are the people that eat the shit up - 99% of them I would bet you are people with miserable financial situations. They believe in what the person says because if it held true, it would mean the end of their money problems, which they wrongly perceive as the root of most of their life's problems. That is the sole reason they believe and cling to all the words there, because if they didn't believe it, it would mean they had PROBLEMS that weren't going to be solved for them.
Hell, you hate your life, but if there is some sort of purpose and karma that led you to your present situation, it gratifies your sense of fairness and makes you feel like there is some master plan being carried out so all is well. You don't like the way the world is, so you believe it is giong to stop being this way entirely on Dec. 21, 2012.
Now there seem to be 2 distinct kinds of personalities around the Philosophy forum here. Those who have arrived at their beliefs independantly and are truly experiencing something, and those who are clinging to beliefs because, above all, they are terrified what it would mean if the ideas were not true.
When the hardcore skeptics say they want proof, real solid proof, and get on people when they can't deliver it, these people react in two ways. Some are completely peaceful about it and make positive discussion ala Shroomism. But others get angry (because they are scared) and lash out, call names, etc. They act this way because what the skeptics imply directly challenges an idea they hold that serves them well. If the skeptic were right, would you have to change your life?
Seriously question a lot of hardcore Christians (not to single them out, same goes for any belief system really) and many will get angry, because the implications of you being right scare them so bad they refuse to even entertain the thought. It is much easier to tell you that you are obviously going to hell or are never going to be enlightened and to just fuck off.
Now, do I now believe that mysticism and shamanism and the astral plane and 2012 and the like are all bullshit now? Not at all. I think they are interesting theories no less credible than a lot of other more widely accepted theories. I think, in all likelyhood, a lot of these theories are probably fact in some way. And I still believe in God, although I have a pretty loose definition that you no one could ever really deny exists.
What I am really asking is, why do you believe what you do? Do you believe it because you actually experience it, or I should say because you have deduced it from your experiences? I know there are many that can rightfully and honestly claim this. But I also know that there are a lot of people around (because I've experienced it first hand) that hold self-serving beliefs. People who believe in XYZ just because if XYZ weren't the case, well shit, that wouldn't be fair, or that would mean that all your problems weren't just going to go away without a great deal of work on your part, or, heaven forbid, that after you died you were gone, finito, never again to exist. That last one is the one that really seems to get a lot of people.
I for one, truly believe there are mysterious forces at work in the universe. But I am trying to start figuring out things based on something besides what makes me feel the best to believe. You can't expect the truth to always be in your best interest can you?
I would like to hear any thoughts you have on the matter, but please try not to reply just to say you know what you believe is true unless you have something to back it up besides the "I experience what only a true believer experiences." That carries little weight when Zahid, my older sister, and my old roomate all use that as their defense, and also have three drastically (and I mean DRASTICALLY) differing views on spirituality. But they all know that they have the master plan of the universe figured out because they wouldn't experience what they do if they didn't (unless of course all they are experiencing is the security of some nice, self-serving beliefs).
Sorry that was so long, next time I have a long post like that I'll edit it down but I'm too lazy this time. Hope that came out right.
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