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well long story short, i just need some input on this.
i had about 2 grams dry, it was about 4 small caps and stems and thats all. and everything was going fine, just chilling and watching a movie (by myself, btw). and then i started looking on the internet just for fun and things started totally weirding me out. everything was strange and websites i normally visited seemed different and odd. that was humorous to me and didnt wig me out too much, but something went wrong and i just felt like it was all wrong, and something wasnt right. so i decided to go chill in my bed and try to sleep to avoid the "bad trip" i was having because i just didnt feel right...bad idea. i layed in my bed for an eternity (about an hour) listening to music trying to get these thoughts out of my head. i cant really describe it but it wasnt a good feeling. i totally lost my identity, not like who am i, but like i had changed and i lost my true self. it just plain crazy, i cant describe most of the feelings and thoughts. well an hour or so goes by and i finally convince myself that everything will be ok once this feeling goes away, so i start to smile and get some nice thoughts in my head and everything is perfect again. thank god
so what i was wondering is should i have just gone with the flow and ignored my wandering thoughts or was it just a bad trip? my view is that i didnt have anyone there to let me know it was cool. any comments would be apreciated
i dont think you had a bad trip i tihnk you let your thoughts over come you...when you trip everything is from a differant perspective so the web sites werent the same and the music probobly sounded differant...alot of times when i feel my self feeling that way...i say to my self...how would i normally act in this situation and when i find the solution i can enjoy the high and go with the flow...but when those thoughts go in your head try not to think, but that can be alot harder than it sounds...also find someone to talk to...when you talk to your self many thoughts go at once...
----this is all my opinion...if someone disagrees with any of this thats cool...this is just coming from my personal expeirances
thanks for the advice, ive been reading a lot about bad trips and think i got it all together now. i dont really think it was a bad trip, now that i think back on it i laugh at myself for taking my thoughts so damn seriously. and in the long run, the feelings i had after that were so comforting and meaningful that i dont regret it.
i think after bad trips, you just get better as a person and you can handle anything after that. i guess you could think of it as an immunization. but yeah, it wasnt that bad of a trip i just hadnt let my thoughts get ahold of me before, it was heavily psychological to me.