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OfflineIncompl
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My sister committed suicide today
    #9094002 - 10/17/08 09:42 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

She was only 15.  I love you Anja.


Bro's 4 life <3

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094007 - 10/17/08 09:44 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Wow, sorry man. I know it's hard but keep your chin up.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094008 - 10/17/08 09:44 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

so sorry for your loss.
i wsh i had words for you, but i do not. so sorry.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094022 - 10/17/08 09:45 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Wow man, I'm sorry.  I couldn't imagine what it would be like to lose my sister.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: calientepocket]
    #9094025 - 10/17/08 09:46 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:heart:
Try to keep the family together :heart:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Your Destination]
    #9094046 - 10/17/08 09:50 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

She was such a beautiful person.  The last time I spoke with her was last night, I called her out of the blue on my way to a party and told her I loved her, she said she loved me too.  :heart:

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094053 - 10/17/08 09:51 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

how did she do it?

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094057 - 10/17/08 09:52 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I can't say I feel like you feel, I've yet to lose a sibling.

RIP Anja


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094070 - 10/17/08 09:54 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Wow, RIP.  :heart:

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094081 - 10/17/08 09:56 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

sorry to hear that, OP :sad:

may she rest in peace

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094088 - 10/17/08 09:57 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Wow man, that's horrible. I can't imagine how hard that must be for you and your family. If I was the praying type, I'd pray that you guys don't take it too hard. How has everyone reacted? How are you holding up?

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: ltd]
    #9094093 - 10/17/08 09:58 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

the only thing keeping me from doing the same, is i dont want to make things worse for my family. Im srry bro :frown: i wish you great luck with anything else that happened

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094110 - 10/17/08 10:02 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

That sucks big time. My condolences.  I wish people would seek help for their depressions.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: MysticMushy]
    #9094114 - 10/17/08 10:03 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

She went in the medicine cabinet and took every pill in every bottle, a lot of tranquilizers and tylenol. 
My mother is on prescription tranqs for sleep problems, when Anja took them her heart slowed down more and more until it stopped. 

As for how I'm taking it, I cried my eyes out for a couple hours straight, then I listened to music that reminded me of her, cried a little more, and now I'm sort of emotionless.  I will eventually stop weeping but I'll never forget her

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094201 - 10/17/08 10:21 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Try to keep your family together. My brother killed himself 4 years ago and life still isn't right.

To be brutally honest, Thanksgiving and Christmas are going to really, really suck this year. Birthdays are going to be hard. Today will always be a terrible day every year.

You're going to have days where you just can't take it anymore.


It gets softer though. Be glad that you're numb right now. I know it's really hard to contemplate right now, but every day it gets easier, and every year will be easier. Just be ready to man-up and have a really tough year ahead of you. Be there for everyone else, but most importantly, find time to be there for yourself.

I'm really sorry for your loss.. it's a terrible fucking thing to go through.

Never forget how blessed you've been these past 15 years having such a great sister.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Adden]
    #9094301 - 10/17/08 10:44 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Sorry to hear OP. Good luck for the future.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Adden]
    #9094322 - 10/17/08 10:48 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I'm so sorry.

i have no idea how hard it must be for you.

s2 is right



its gonna be real rough, but you dont have to go through it alone. be there for and with your family

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: SavageSporeBeast]
    #9094364 - 10/17/08 10:58 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

i am sorry. i really feel for you. i cant imagine if my sister was gone.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094378 - 10/17/08 11:02 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Sorry to you and your family.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094380 - 10/17/08 11:03 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Sorry for your loss.  I cannot say I feel for you, as I have no clue how you do feel, and hope to never have to.  But you and your family will be in my thoughts, for whatever that is worth.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094382 - 10/17/08 11:04 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I can understand your grief.

I can also understand why your sister commited suicide, since I have attempted suicide many times in the past.

I, in fact, have contemplated suicide recently. It is not something that I have completely disregarded.

Death is something that I long for.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094442 - 10/17/08 11:17 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Incompl said:
I love you Anja.




I'm so very sorry for your loss, times will be very hard in
the coming weeks and I'll let you know now you'll have a hard
time with adjustment, you'll keep expecting her to pop in the
door, I know pretty well what you're going through, I lost my
sister last year, she was my closest friend, the only person
I ever turned too for help.

take extra care of your mother, she's one that will be hurt
the most, it'll be very rough on her, my love to you and your
family, should you need anything, I'm here as are the rest of us

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094932 - 10/18/08 01:31 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I'm very sorry to hear of your loss. Try to keep your chin up and be there for your family.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: THE KRAT BARON]
    #9094946 - 10/18/08 01:44 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Incompl said:
She went in the medicine cabinet and took every pill in every bottle, a lot of tranquilizers and tylenol. 
My mother is on prescription tranqs for sleep problems, when Anja took them her heart slowed down more and more until it stopped. 

As for how I'm taking it, I cried my eyes out for a couple hours straight, then I listened to music that reminded me of her, cried a little more, and now I'm sort of emotionless.  I will eventually stop weeping but I'll never forget her




i went though the same thing about 3 yrs ago, my roommate/college buddy/co-worker killed himself in our flat. my other roommate and I  found him strung up in the rafters of the attic. i feel your pain right know. it was so hard to face his family at the funeral, as bad as I felt I knew that his family felt ten times worse about it. well, take care. i dont know what else to say except that you shouldnt blame yourself.

take care.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094951 - 10/18/08 01:45 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

i know me saying worry wont be any different than anyone else, but i really am sorry for your loss and hope you gather all the lost pieces and try to start back up on a clean slate, finding ways to make your life a better place.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: razmablues]
    #9094956 - 10/18/08 01:48 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:heart:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #9094959 - 10/18/08 01:48 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Quote:

Prisoner#1 said:
Quote:

Incompl said:
I love you Anja.




I'm so very sorry for your loss, times will be very hard in
the coming weeks and I'll let you know now you'll have a hard
time with adjustment, you'll keep expecting her to pop in the
door, I know pretty well what you're going through, I lost my
sister last year, she was my closest friend, the only person
I ever turned too for help.

take extra care of your mother, she's one that will be hurt
the most, it'll be very rough on her, my love to you and your
family, should you need anything, I'm here as are the rest of us




Pris said it best.  I am so sorry.

:hug: :heart:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9094965 - 10/18/08 01:54 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:sad:



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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: LeftyBurnz]
    #9094989 - 10/18/08 02:06 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:sad:

Hold in there man.:sun:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095000 - 10/18/08 02:12 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

stay strong brother

we're all here for you :heart:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: supra]
    #9095002 - 10/18/08 02:16 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Wow I'm sorry for your loss. RIP:heart:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095012 - 10/18/08 02:22 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Wow this is terrible. I have a sister around that age, I couldn't even begin to imagine something like this happening.

Any idea why she would do this??? How could you really know that you want to die at such a young age, there was so much ahead of her.

RIP. :frown:

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: supra]
    #9095071 - 10/18/08 02:50 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:heart:rip anja.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: JT]
    #9095120 - 10/18/08 03:13 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I love you, your sister, your family, and anyone else close to you.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095310 - 10/18/08 05:28 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I wish there was some experience in my life that I could relate to this to offer you some advice.

But there isn't.

So I will just say, I am sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how hard it is to lose someone so close to you unexpectedly.

If you need someone to talk to, we're always here. This community has a lot of heart... and if you need it, it will come out of the woodwork like fucking termites to help eat away your sorrow. :heart:

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: JacquesCousteau]
    #9095362 - 10/18/08 06:24 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:sad:


:heart:

I couldn't imagine losing my sister. Stay strong brotha


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095367 - 10/18/08 06:32 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

keep your head up, man... much love goes out to you and your family... :hug:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: In(di)go]
    #9095374 - 10/18/08 06:39 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:heart:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095378 - 10/18/08 06:41 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Infinite condolences and L.O.V.E.

When ever I loose a loved one, It is hard until
I see myself as them. Takes a while, and the clock is
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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Apollyphelion]
    #9095402 - 10/18/08 07:18 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

One of my best friends killed himself last Friday, it's really hard, it sucks and i know how much it hurts.

I hope you can get through it OK, nothing can take away all the good times you had together.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095410 - 10/18/08 07:29 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I'm so sorry brother...I can say that I've been where she was, but thankfully lived through it.
Always remember that the healthiest thing you can do right now is cry & remember her fondly. Recall good memories. Support others that loved & knew her.

& remember that suicide is never anyones fault.

Hold in there hunny!
She'll always be there with you. I suggest keeping a small token that reminds you of her positive light with you.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095431 - 10/18/08 07:56 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I'm very sorry about your loss.. I cannot imagine the heartache if I lost my sister. :frown:

:peace: and :heart: to you and your family.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095456 - 10/18/08 08:22 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Just imagining what it would be like if I lost any of my brothers or sisters brought a tear to my eye.

I can't even begin to contemplate what it must be like when something like this happens so prematurely, with someone you've shared some of the best times of your life with.

Much love :heart:.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Cepheus]
    #9095507 - 10/18/08 09:01 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Shit dude, I'm really sorry to hear that :frown:

best of wishes..


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095558 - 10/18/08 09:25 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Man I wish I knew what to say

:shineon:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095593 - 10/18/08 09:42 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Wow, sorry to hear. :sad:

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095648 - 10/18/08 10:03 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:sad::hug: :peace:

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: norml840]
    #9095671 - 10/18/08 10:09 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

So sorry to hear of your loss. Peace and love be with you.

:heart:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095732 - 10/18/08 10:36 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

I'm so sorry. :frown:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095756 - 10/18/08 10:46 AM (15 years, 5 months ago)

Hey man, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. I can relate somewhat to how you feel dude. My dad killed himself when I was 10 years old--it devastated me. Just know that in time things will get better. Hang in there. :heart:

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9095983 - 10/18/08 12:11 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

She's in a better place now.
She'll live on through you every time you remember her.

Whatever you do, don't blame yourself. Turn your pain into love for those around you who need it. :heart:

Best wishes. Be strong. Love is the only thing which can get you through this.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: niteowl]
    #9096335 - 10/18/08 02:11 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

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niteowl said:
I can understand your grief.

I can also understand why your sister commited suicide, since I have attempted suicide many times in the past.

I, in fact, have contemplated suicide recently. It is not something that I have completely disregarded.

Death is something that I long for.




I just read the link in your sig and I have to say that you inspire me. Pulling yourself out of such a mess is something that most people cannot do. And to the OP, my heart is with you. It's hard to forget and move on but it's the only way.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Adden]
    #9096367 - 10/18/08 02:19 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

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S_2 said:
Try to keep your family together. My brother killed himself 4 years ago and life still isn't right.

To be brutally honest, Thanksgiving and Christmas are going to really, really suck this year. Birthdays are going to be hard. Today will always be a terrible day every year.

You're going to have days where you just can't take it anymore.


It gets softer though. Be glad that you're numb right now. I know it's really hard to contemplate right now, but every day it gets easier, and every year will be easier. Just be ready to man-up and have a really tough year ahead of you. Be there for everyone else, but most importantly, find time to be there for yourself.

I'm really sorry for your loss.. it's a terrible fucking thing to go through.

Never forget how blessed you've been these past 15 years having such a great sister.



Wells said...sorry for your loss. :hug:

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: supra]
    #9096376 - 10/18/08 02:21 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

keep your head up man


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: djblackout]
    #9096397 - 10/18/08 02:24 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

:heart: :hug:

Sorry for your loss.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9096632 - 10/18/08 03:16 PM (15 years, 5 months ago)

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She went in the medicine cabinet and took every pill in every bottle, a lot of tranquilizers and tylenol. 
My mother is on prescription tranqs for sleep problems, when Anja took them her heart slowed down more and more until it stopped. 





was it on purpose do you think? For example did the cabinet just have 3 differen't types of tranqs and some tylenol. Could she have just been a normal teenager wanting to get fucked up and had a headache or was it clearly intentional.

Either way, it must be tough to lose a younger sibling.  I couldn't imagine what it must be like, but life goes on. That is all you can really tell yourself, i guess. I hope everything is well for you.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9885584 - 02/28/09 04:33 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

Very sorry to hear about your sister, my sister also died and  the only advice I can give you is tell all the people that tell you they are so sorry to fuck off they have no idea of what your going through and only say that so that on some level they can feel better about themselves your sister is actually in a better place because well she's not here and no matter what anyone says we all know that this world and the people in it are the real reason  for anyone taking their own life to your sister I say rest in peace you earned it

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: twalker701]
    #9885603 - 02/28/09 04:36 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

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tell all the people that tell you they are so sorry to fuck off they have no idea of what your going through




uhh.. they probably do... death happens all the time and nearly everyone has experienced such a loss.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: twalker701]
    #9885616 - 02/28/09 04:38 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

Yeah please don't tell people to fuck off just for offering their condolences.  When my dad died I really needed people's support.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: twalker701]
    #9885619 - 02/28/09 04:38 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

tell people who are sorry to fuck off?

thats your first post?

just because people dont know what hes going through dont mean they arent sorry for his situation.

glad you got the whole world figured out though...

stupid troll.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: CptnGarden]
    #9885681 - 02/28/09 04:48 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

Tell your mom it's not her fault about the tranqs. Some people, usually women, feel completely guilty about something they played no part in. God bless her, at least in my beliefs, RIP pretty girl....


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: CptnGarden]
    #9885770 - 02/28/09 05:05 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

someone cast resurrection on this thread.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: ManianFH]
    #9885820 - 02/28/09 05:14 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

Why the fuck would someone bump this thread??

Ya, that's what I want to remember some random ass saturday


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Ferris]
    #9885838 - 02/28/09 05:18 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

That dude needs to re-register or something. I rarely if ever say anything negative about another poster but that is the most epic fail for a post (all things considered) that I have seen in the 10 years I have spent coming to the Shroomery.

It's very tempting to give out my first 0 rating, but is that too harsh?


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: whattheheck]
    #9885844 - 02/28/09 05:20 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

A 0 rating on the internet too harsh?  Dude, its practically meaningless.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: twalker701]
    #9885850 - 02/28/09 05:22 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

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Very sorry to hear about your sister, my sister also died and  the only advice I can give you is tell all the people that tell you they are so sorry to fuck off they have no idea of what your going through and only say that so that on some level they can feel better about themselves




except some of us do know what he's going through

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: whattheheck]
    #9885851 - 02/28/09 05:22 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

I'll go first.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9885860 - 02/28/09 05:23 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

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She was only 15.  I love you Anja.


Bro's 4 life <3




Bro's 4 life? So is that your sister, or your brother? I can't tell.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Tangerines]
    #9885868 - 02/28/09 05:25 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

I knew eventually someone was going to make a comment like that.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Prisoner#1]
    #9885874 - 02/28/09 05:27 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

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Quote:

twalker701 said:
Very sorry to hear about your sister, my sister also died and  the only advice I can give you is tell all the people that tell you they are so sorry to fuck off they have no idea of what your going through and only say that so that on some level they can feel better about themselves




except some of us do know what he's going through




Yeah right. :foreheadslap:


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: DragonChaser]
    #9885881 - 02/28/09 05:27 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

Leave it to me to be the asshole of the thread. :smirk:

How do  we know if he is even telling the truth anyways.

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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Tangerines]
    #9885890 - 02/28/09 05:29 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

It was my first instinct, but I decided to read through all the posts to see if anyone else had.  By then, seeing everyone else's sympathy made me think I shouldn't be a dick.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: DieCommie]
    #9885892 - 02/28/09 05:29 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

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A 0 rating on the internet too harsh?  Dude, its practically meaningless.




I hear that. I just don't want to jump on a guy who's new and may end up being a great member. I try to speak only words that are positive or silly.


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: supra]
    #9885894 - 02/28/09 05:29 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

sorry for the loss man, i give my condolences to you and your family right now


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Re: My sister committed suicide today [Re: Incompl]
    #9885931 - 02/28/09 05:34 PM (15 years, 22 days ago)

This thread has been closed.

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I don't think the OP wanted this thread bumped four months later.  If he wants it unlocked he can PM a mod.

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