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thekwazz
Calm.Collected.German
Registered: 09/01/08
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Loc: City of murder, GA
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It's been a long time since I've exploded
#9032615 - 10/05/08 02:05 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Today was not my finest day. I woke up early from a long night to go get my cousin from the hospital, he had surgery for appendicitis. So that's no big deal, but me and lack of sleep don't really mix I guess. I get home and my fiance calls me, out of the blue, and says those famous last words..."We need to talk."
Our history is intense. We've been through thick and thin, the good and the fucking worst. Curiosity has likely gotten the better of her, after not having been single for so long. It hits me sometimes too, I understand. But I suppose she had a freak out due to biology of the likes I'll never understand.
She wasn't even the same girl on the phone. She was so callous, and when I tried to get any word in she just ran from having to answer any questions and eventually hung up on me after the only words I ever got in the entire conversation were "I love you."
It's been a long time since I've felt that disgusting rush of heat that starts in the stomach and flushes to your head so fast... I was literally seeing red. I thought I was over outbursts and fits of rage but today, she taught me something about myself. Lots of broken pictures are in my yard right now, and I wasn't fully aware that I had kicked the screen out of the bedroom window until I started wondering how the pictures got there. Now I just feel stupid AND broken.
So that's that.
-------------------- Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go on an overnight drunk, and in 10 days I'm going to set out to find the shark that ate my friend and destroy it. Anyone who wants to tag along is more than welcome.
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Le_Canard
The Duk Abides
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Re: It's been a long time since I've exploded [Re: thekwazz]
#9032648 - 10/05/08 02:12 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Quote:
thekwazz said: "We need to talk."
When a woman utters these word, it's time to run away and hide.
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thekwazz
Calm.Collected.German
Registered: 09/01/08
Posts: 1,158
Loc: City of murder, GA
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Re: It's been a long time since I've exploded [Re: Le_Canard]
#9032718 - 10/05/08 02:27 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Should have just hid. I have to go clean up now. GD.
-------------------- Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go on an overnight drunk, and in 10 days I'm going to set out to find the shark that ate my friend and destroy it. Anyone who wants to tag along is more than welcome.
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JacquesCousteau
Being.
Registered: 06/10/03
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Re: It's been a long time since I've exploded [Re: thekwazz]
#9032730 - 10/05/08 02:30 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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thekwazz said: Should have just hid. I have to go clean up now. GD.
Don't forget to burn the pictures!
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boxcarguy07
Uno
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Re: It's been a long time since I've exploded [Re: JacquesCousteau]
#9032741 - 10/05/08 02:32 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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sorry to hear it man... that really sucks.
-------------------- Music doesn't stop at the ears when it begins at the heart. "Sit in reverie and watch the changing color of the waves that break upon the idle seashore of the mind." -Henry Wadsworth Longfellow
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thekwazz
Calm.Collected.German
Registered: 09/01/08
Posts: 1,158
Loc: City of murder, GA
Last seen: 10 years, 10 months
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Re: It's been a long time since I've exploded [Re: boxcarguy07]
#9033549 - 10/05/08 05:24 PM (15 years, 5 months ago) |
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Thanks. I'm calming down pretty good now. You ever feel like after you had a freak out all you want to do is sleep? I feel like I could sleep for days.
-------------------- Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go on an overnight drunk, and in 10 days I'm going to set out to find the shark that ate my friend and destroy it. Anyone who wants to tag along is more than welcome.
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