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Re: Addicted To Sleep And Dreaming? [Re: theLola]
    #11942155 - 02/01/10 01:51 PM (13 years, 11 months ago)

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theLola said:
I think it's hard for me to identify this as depression b/c it's different than the depression I had growing up. Back then it was dark, devastating, and painful. Now I feel okay for the most part, but I don't really feel like seeing people, going anywhere, etc.

Some nights I go to bed at a decent hour, set my alarm for 7 or 8 hours from when I lay down, and psych myself up for the next day. It's the moment of waking that I lose my hopefulness, desires, and excitement about the day- and nothing I tell myself is more powerful than wanting to go back to dreaming.

I know a big change would snap me back into a healthy lifestyle- but I feel that my current responsibilities and obligations are too great for me to do what I would really love to do. If I leave the place I've never liked and always felt stuck for the place I really long to be, I know I'd let too many people here down and/or create too many problems for others. I don't want them to clean up my mess, but I don't have the energy and motivation to fix every thing I need to fix.

blah. I guess that's really my issue in a nutshell. O_o

Family Guy said it best: "I'd be more apathetic if I weren't so lethargic."





I have the same problem... I usually feel most motivated late night.  It could be that I am a night time person tho. but i am trying to work on this...


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