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schizophrenia
    #875505 - 09/10/02 08:09 PM (19 years, 18 days ago)

I was reading about schizophrenia and I found some of the things kind of alarming. I had almost every one of the warning signs. But it was still shady on what it actually feels like to be one, before onset and during. I've had a real psychotic reaction before while tripping, but it was after tripping on robitussin for 6 days in a row. There are many others things wrong with me but there are so many that I can't even begin to talk about it. I'm certain that I have chemical imbalances and judging by what I learned in my abnormal psych class the second day, I have the four D's of a mental disorder.... I think I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder years ago. I need help.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #875518 - 09/10/02 08:20 PM (19 years, 18 days ago)

Hey, anything is possible.. but I've noticed that most people (except maybe hardcore bible-thumpers or other such "straight and narrow" types who are convinced otherwise) realize that they exhibit some if not all signs of some sort of condition..

My grandfather loved to tell a story about the war, where these two guys tried to get dismissed from service by claiming insanity, and they were denied. The Doc told 'em "If you think you're crazy, you've got enough sense to know better."

Kinda bizzare, but it brings up an interesting point.. a lot of people who _do_ have a serious condition don't even know it, and would deny accusations of such wholeheartedly.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: Drink_Punk_Soda]
    #875567 - 09/10/02 08:38 PM (19 years, 18 days ago)

Quite. I think I read somewhere that one of the most tell-tale signs of insanity is your absolute conviction that you 're perfectly sane. Think about it; the common axe wielding psycho doesn't go on his organ-eating rampage if he's kinda iffy about right and wrong...he's CERTAIN that he's acting through the will of God when he wears his victim's appendix like a little beanie.

Just an example, you understand...

And, if you're taking a Psychology class, chances are you're just getting paranoid. Its common, some kind of psychosomatic-symptom-fear thing that makes the rounds with most Psych students at one time or another.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: Discordja]
    #875851 - 09/11/02 12:02 AM (19 years, 18 days ago)

Don't worry, there is no such thing as schizophrenia. ANd every other anxiety "disorder" may very well be a load of crap also. If you read up on the "disease" you will find that the effects are exactly the same as when you're tripping. It is what happens when your kundalini energy suddenly awakens and you are not prepared either mentally or physically for the change in consciousness.

Do some research. DOn't buy into all this crap. I have taken drugs for schizophrenia and all they did was dull my awareness and supress my creative potential (for example I couldn't play guitar anymore because there was nothing in my head).


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #875974 - 09/11/02 03:58 AM (19 years, 18 days ago)

read this book !!!!!!!!!!
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Re: schizophrenia [Re: gnrm23]
    #877553 - 09/11/02 11:43 AM (19 years, 17 days ago)

I have an awful diet. hmmm....

Well anyway.... if I was crazy, wouldn't I have dilated eyes permanently? What do dilated eyes look like exactly?


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #877640 - 09/11/02 12:08 PM (19 years, 17 days ago)

i learned in my psych class that schizophrenia is when the brain doesn't interpret the world correctly. Signals don't get directed properly or they are cycled through the brain and the imagination expands on the info. Schizos cant trust their senses and how they react to their world through their falty senses is what makes them seem crazy when in fact they are doing the best with what their senses provide them.

I think that it is an interesting concept that maybe schizos are really arent crazy they just are enlightened. maybe their "third eye" is pryed open or something.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #877689 - 09/11/02 12:23 PM (19 years, 17 days ago)

dialated eyes----when the pupils get enlarged, like when i ma tripping, my eyes get so dialated that the pupil completly covers my brown, all you see is wite.... then black! kinda trippy in front of the mirror..... anyway, my aunt is a skitzo, perfectly fine with her meds, but once when i was 10, she stopped taking them for a few days, then broke every mirror in her house because she thought that the devil was spying on her through them.... to make things worse, she thought that I was the devil! it kinda got to me emotionally, i was 10 after all.....and im not sure if this is the reason, but every now and then when i am tripping, i grow horns...lol, not really of corse, but i see myself with them in the mirror.....first time this happened made for a horrible trip....now it just trips me out....lol


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: wrestler_az]
    #877761 - 09/11/02 12:51 PM (19 years, 17 days ago)

Mirrors are bad when you are tripping.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: 905]
    #877777 - 09/11/02 12:57 PM (19 years, 17 days ago)

Here here, mirrors scared the shit owt of me once.
I had eaten 10-13g of MG seeds and when i looked in the mirror i have never had such an insane feeling.
I felt chemicals in my skin and could see weird shit going on, i truly felt like a drug.
(strange shit mirrors.)


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: wrestler_az]
    #877802 - 09/11/02 01:07 PM (19 years, 17 days ago)

So maybe I don't have schizophrenia. But I still have a phobia of people that I don't know and it sucks.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #877854 - 09/11/02 01:30 PM (19 years, 17 days ago)

Maybe this be ye new home??





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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #878062 - 09/11/02 02:43 PM (19 years, 17 days ago)

be scared, very scared!!! lol, thats nothing to worry about...... im scared of people i dont know also, especially when they keep sending me notes that are made up of cut up magazines saying they want to take my severed head to prom.....


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #878259 - 09/11/02 03:57 PM (19 years, 17 days ago)

I wouldn't worry about it. There's a very real danger of "physician suggested illness" that's when your doctor tells you something or you read something in a book and start convincing yourself you have it. You can do it with pretty much every disease in the book - and mental illness is probably the most easiest to "prove".

You read that psychotics are depressed and you go "Well, i've been depressed....i must be psychotic!!".

Just relax. If you're concerned to and see a professional and share your concerns with him.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: 905]
    #879698 - 09/12/02 05:35 AM (19 years, 17 days ago)

What do you mean mirrors are bad when you're tripping?
I love mirrors when I'm tripping.
On moderate doses of psilocybe mushrooms, I love to look in the mirror..
watched myself turn into Satan once, that was .. neat ...


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: Brugman]
    #879728 - 09/12/02 05:44 AM (19 years, 17 days ago)

Discordja: ?one of the most tell-tale signs of insanity is your absolute conviction that you 're perfectly sane.?

Typingwords: ?Don't worry, there is no such thing as schizophrenia. ANd every other anxiety "disorder" may very well be a load of crap also.?

LOL. Gotta love it.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: Brugman]
    #880300 - 09/12/02 11:58 AM (19 years, 16 days ago)

ya, i love the mirrors too, thats why im allways in them...... but it just kind flips me out when i see the horns grow :shocked: lol 


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #881308 - 09/13/02 02:38 AM (19 years, 16 days ago)

Sitting here reading this with two minds going at once. One mind, my mind, my front mind (most of the time) simply wants to come here, read, reply, learn a little, relax, enjoy the always interesting shroomery forums. The second mind is off busily unraveling the mysteries of everything, seeing every little thing that no on else can see. The things my second mind comes up with scares the shit out of me sometimes. Well, I'm so jaded to it I simply don't listen. Am I schizo? Maybe, but I just came to this conclusion last night after having an emotional breakdown at a friends house. I guess medically I could be a Severely Depressed Schizophrenic w/ Severe Social and General Anxiety. My search for truth within the world has led me towards myself has led me to places in my being I never wanted to see. Truth and happiness are very powerful things, make sure you're prepared before you ask for them.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #881602 - 09/13/02 09:59 AM (19 years, 16 days ago)



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Re: schizophrenia [Re: Chikhai]
    #881657 - 09/13/02 10:27 AM (19 years, 15 days ago)

I am a schiz......last night........i ate a full box of matchsticks......after which.....i lit a fart........(other mind suggested this)........and BOOM.....my ring enflamed.......I need....hel...p......I need help.....or maybe just some cream...


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: ]
    #901314 - 09/23/02 10:39 AM (19 years, 5 days ago)

other temporary mental illness can seem like schizophrenia... i had an anxiety disorder for 9 months once, caused by stress and drugs like dxm and ritalin.. it was hell. i made a fool of myself in all social situations, even worse than usual, and i thought about my social mistakes and shortcomings non-stop in a paralyzing self-critical thought loop. i always wanted to die and i had no positive emotions, no motivation, no pleasure, and no energy. it only went away after i dropped acid for 2 days in a row, then snorted a moderate dose of pcp on the second day (good weed/hash smoked also). i helped my friend herd sheep..that is the trippiest thing i have ever done even without drugs, and i was on peace and acid! wow! shrooms have also aided the healing process in an extreme way... so eat lots of shrooms.. psychedelics have even been known to reverse schizophrenia in some cases.. they have helped me become far less autistic than i used to be.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: Drink_Punk_Soda]
    #903370 - 09/24/02 02:04 AM (19 years, 5 days ago)

On another note though people who are going insane usually know it. But once you are there you lose rationality.


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Re: schizophrenia [Re: Chikhai]
    #905594 - 09/24/02 10:46 PM (19 years, 4 days ago)

Yeah that's how I feel. I just realized it one day. There's always that inner voice thinking about something completely different and I don't pay attention to what's actually happening. Most of the stuff I think about doesn't make any sense. And most of the time it's very mean to me. I have learned a lot of other stuff about myself through my abnormal psychology class. I neve really formed an ego, let alone a super ego. You could even call me a 19 year old baby. All I care about is just pleasure and fun and I can't sit though classes anymore. It's just torture. I can't focus on the bullshit they try to teach me. I think I'm going to drop out and just get a jerk off job and get fucked up all the time. I'm just a big insane burnout. If they legalize weed in canada, I'll seriously move there. I also realized that I've never felt love for someone before. I'm a narccist and I haven't really cared for someone else. I've never been in a relationship before. I have trouble just talking to people. It's always been that way but it was worse before. Usually people talk to me and i just smile and look away. Who needs psych drugs when you're already insane. When I lay in bed at night while trying to fall asleep I start having real auditory and visual hallucinations. Sometimes I'll be lying in bed and I'll have a dream while my eyes are closes but I don't think I was even asleep....

I might go to a mental facility someday. Whenever I talk to my mom about this stuff (she's an idiot, she never believes a thing people tell her and she argues over anything she hears, she's wrong most of the time) she doesn't take it with a grain of salt because I've always acted just plain weird and it kind of just seemed like I was a kid with an imagination. Although I do tell her a lot of the weird stuff that goes though my head, I might also be a hydrochondriac. I come from a really normal red blooded american family who my sisters just sat in their rooms and studied and got A's and here I am a fucked up psycho-burnout.

The thing is that I hate my life and my self and all I want to do is sit in my room and listen to music and play guitar. I think this country is fake and evil and I feel exactly like I'm in the book 1984. But it's all true. freedom is slavery. I guess this could happen to someone that has never felt love for someone else. I was always alone through my whole life.

I'm just insane and immature. I got really drunk last night and I realized that how I've been acting like a little spoiled brat to everyone. And I haven't been a real person.

I think most of my psychoticness was caused by robitussin. I think I had a small underlying neurological disorder before any drugs and it was the part that robitussin acts against. I was a lot worse two months ago... but a week or two ago I could actually feel the vacuoles pop in my head and my brain felt more normal again. I promptly gained back a lot of my muscle control and felt more normalfied.

The oddest thing yet..... you know what I hear in my head right now..... DEAD SILENCE. That voice is gone and you know why? I sat up straight..... It's all true. I just gained back the control in my back. I wonder how many months I was just walking around tripping and not knowing it. I can't even produce that voice in my head right now. I think I liked being insane.

Ok that's enough psycho-ramblings.


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