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Overcoming social anxiety
    #838814 - 08/23/02 05:01 PM (21 years, 5 months ago)

anyone got it bad?
or overcome it?
what are your views on it?

it feels like your missing something that everyone else has..
maybe that has something to do with a childhood event... i dunno
and somehow by allowing myself to overcome it i feel like im leaving a part of me behind.. like a part of my soul..
like i feel unnatural.. or something..
i guess thats the viscious cycle im hearing about..?
my brains playing cruel tricks on me..
too often i feel like i dont know what is right and wrong.. and where i belong in my current time and space, or have a biblical sense that im doing something wrong.. like i feel like untrue morals are contradicting what my heart really feels like doing..

somethin like that
im baked
any input?



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Re: Overcoming social anxiety [Re: World Spirit]
    #839321 - 08/23/02 08:28 PM (21 years, 5 months ago)

but they do feel totally right and like "the real me" when i do them.. and as i act out on my obscured feelings more and more im starting to feel all-around better (that and im on medication)

its such a mindfuck though
all these bogus negative social classifications and systems that ive made up in my head because of when i felt extremely alienated from peers in the past.. its all total bullshit, yet it continues to haunt me and warp my whole world in the matter of an hour...
it feels so wrong and im trying to put my mind in a state of "letting things go" when it happens..

in the past i used to desperately search in my brain for a 'formula' if you will, of how things worked, or how all people thought and how i fit in, like a puzzle or something.. trying to cling on to an illusion.. thats totally the wrong thing to do, though
you have to just let go and your there... but its the hardest thing sometimes

i know the pieces fit


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Re: Overcoming social anxiety [Re: Xlea321]
    #843622 - 08/26/02 06:21 AM (21 years, 5 months ago)

Oh yea
What are all your views on anti-depressant/social anxiety medication?
i was on it for awhile then for some reason i felt wrong by taking it and got off it and got really messed up in the head
im back on it now and feeling open-mindedly stable for perhaps the first time in my life..


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