Once i ate some HBWR seeds, and i was laying in my bed with my eyes closed journeying through my mind. This is my favorite way to take LSA.
I was seeing lots of closed eye visuals, and then i started talking to these beings, they seemed to be malevolent and were tormenting me, this went on for awhile, then the scene cleared and there was this being looking at me. All the other beings which were tormenting me ran in fear of this creature. And they kept fearfully saying that it was a "wendigo".
It was similar to a human in shape, it had brown skin and its eyes were like two large bottomless pits in its wide head. I had heard the name wendigo before but i have never researched what they are. Something about this thing really scared me, it had this really dark tribal energy about it. Well, just recently i looked up "wendigo" on the net, and found a wiki article about them. Its kind of creepy because it describes a very similar being to what i saw. Heres a quote from the article. "The Weendigo was gaunt to the point of emaciation, its desiccated skin pulled tautly over its bones. With its bones pushing out against its skin, its complexion the ash gray of death, and its eyes pushed back deep into their sockets, the Weendigo looked like a gaunt skeleton recently disenterred from the grave. What lips it had were tattered and bloody [....] Unclean and suffering from suppurations of the flesh, the Weendigo gave off a strange and eerie odor of decay and decomposition, of death and corruption." Heres the link to the article. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Wendigo
Edited by DimensionX (05/09/08 08:14 PM)
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I've tried Salvia, didn't get much out of it except clammy sweaty skin, a dirty feeling, and a spinning room. I can never break through on that stuff, I'm a hard head.. But two of my friends that don't know eachother, including my sister, have run in to an Indian man with a turban that claims to be some sort of gate keeper. When my sister tried it, she told me she saw not only him, but several others in our living room that were waiting to be "guided" by this man, confused individuals..
What I didn't know (until I found her diary much later while at her house) is that she's seen this man before through meditation, she's very spiritual.. She didn't tell me this, but the date in the diary on that page was long before she tried the Salvia.. I'm beginning to think that the brain has a lot of control over the soul, or essense.. Odd, actually, to think that a physical mass of cells can control something so far beyond this realm.
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