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Fexor
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Re: drinking [Re: antiPock]
#8063272 - 02/24/08 03:29 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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xshadowmage666x
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wrestler_az said: at what point, does it become a "problem"? ive been drinking a lot more recently, especially since ive quit smoking pot. its starting to become a daily ritual for me... as was pot back in the day. why do i feel the need to not be sober? why am i afraid of being sober? just some thoughts... ive been doubting my actions as of late. im fucking hammered drunk right now, again, and am once again finding myself in a peculiar mood. im not even sure what the point of this post is... but there is definitely something that needs to be said, and discussed... i see myself becoming quite the alcoholic... and i dont like it. but i like to drink. this is my dilemma.
You asked the question "when does it become a problem?" My best friends mother is a severe alcoholic, she is not sober for more than 5 minutes after waking up, cannot talk to her own daughter without slurring her words and becoming hard to understand, has shit herself in the past due to chronic alcoholism, and the fact that she cant control her own body functions beacause she's been drinking excessively for so long. Just yesterday me and her daughter went over and cooked dinner for her and ran to the grocery store beacause her mother COULDNT.
This is when it becomes a problem. Lord knows that i love to drink to, but luckily this woman scares me into keeping it a once a week kind of thing. Your a grown man and can make your own choices, but i urge you as a friend to be careful, as you are playing with fire.
I too feel the need to substitue another drug for one that ive quit or has gotten me into a lot of trouble. Ive been battling addiction to opiod painkillers as of late, and due to the fact that i dont plan on taking anymore of them i have upped my pot intake as of late. I too am afraid to live life sober, thats for sure!
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g00ru
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Whenever you're unhappy, think about what the most difficult thing for you to accomplish would be.
That's usually what you're gonna have to do to become happy again.
Drinking is just a side issue, a distraction. Don't let drinking become a central issue, or you will have a hard time ever getting to the core of your problems.
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wrestler_az
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Re: drinking [Re: g00ru]
#8065136 - 02/24/08 04:40 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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after some heavy drinking, some heavy thinking, some heavy sleeping, and a heavy hang over... i have come to some conclusions.
i am confused. i am bored. i am lonely. i am frustrated. and i feel stuck and helpless to do much about anything. i know the part about being helpless isnt true, but i guess its a lot easier to get down and out on yourself than to actually do anything about it.
plus my job situation has really sucked lately. when i first got hired, work was booming and i was working a lot, making some decent money. feeling pretty good about what i was doing. than BAM... work slows to almost a stand still. leaving me with plenty of time to sit around and drink myself out of my mind.
i get to start working again tomorrow, hopefully on a regular basis again. this lack of work seems to be what has allowed myself to get into this get drunk and feel sorry for myself attitude. i wasnt like this when i was working, i couldnt be like this when i was working. because i had work to do.
anyway, im done feeling sorry for myself at the moment, aside from god awful hangover i have... lol
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