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If you feel like it's affecting you (or anyone else) negatively, you need to step back and look at what might be causing it. What's making you unhappy? Are you trying to escape from something? Do you feel like you're in a rut? If you're only happy when you're not sober, it doesn't sound to me like you're happy at all.
I dunno man, I hope you're able to work this out.
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wrestler_az
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Re: drinking [Re: aDoS]
#8063090 - 02/24/08 02:01 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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aDoS said: its your individual right to be unhealthy
i see your logic...
yet, i may be too drunk to argue my points in a manner that get my point across clearly. so i will leave it at that. this history of self destructive behaviors are really getting to me... yet the fact that they are present only escalates these behaviors. it really is becoming quite the vicious cycle.
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aDoS
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im pretty fucked up right now as well
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: drinking [Re: mayfly]
#8063102 - 02/24/08 02:07 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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mayfly said: If you're only happy when you're not sober, it doesn't sound to me like you're happy at all.
gft
i am not. i could go on for pages as to why i am not happy... thats another post, another time. but thank you for being the one to bring it up in this thread. its given me a new train of thought to go with, which may lead to something more productive...
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Edited by yageman (04/20/06 4:20 PM)
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lighttheway
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Yo. Dont even start thinking that. People in the ages behind us used to drink to get drunk. There was no such thing called "Pussy Liquor"; it was all whiskey. Beating women, Canning beets drunk fo sho. You probably have a problem. But who cares man, we all got em. My dad's a drinker, every day gets up and starts to drink a bottle of Jaquelin's rum till he passes out again. Thats just how it goes man. I envision you withering away and dissipating back into the dust. It's all good.
*Finishes glass of homemade wine*
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antiPock
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group hug!
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wrestler_az
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Re: drinking [Re: antiPock]
#8063153 - 02/24/08 02:36 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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im not that kind of a drunk...
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Caribou_Lou
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well if you don't change what do you think is going to happen? if you grew up in my family you'd realize how fucked up alcoholism really is
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wrestler_az
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if i dont change? or if i continue with this pattern and get worse?
ill probably end up a dead beat homeless son of a bitch begging for change on the street corner. worst case scenario, of coarse. i dont know man, seriously. i think im going to pass out here in a bit. hopefully some sleep will do me some good. staying awake and looping my thoughts like i am isnt doing me any good.
however, this community means alot to me. and what you guys have to say really gets me thinking. which is what i need. i dunno, im in a period in my life where a crossroad is right around the corner. while i wait to get to that point, its easy for me to just drink my time away.
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Get your duffle bag packed, soldier. Get your shit together. Pack it up neat and tight. Move with a sense of purpose derived from your own ambitions, not the orders of some warehouse manager.
SPINE, man. FUCKING SPINE AND A DOSE OF CONCENTRATION ARE A POWERFUL COMBINATION.
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heres a song, and im out. pretty sums up my mood. i wouldnt mind this thread to disappear into the dark underbelly of forgotten theads... but aty the same time, any input would be much more understandable once i be sober again. thank you shroomery.
-------------------- how's your WOW?
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aDoS
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if I was a doctor I would prescribe you a large healthy dose of opiates.
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: drinking [Re: GnuBobo]
#8063248 - 02/24/08 03:15 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Perhaps a mushroom trip? For the past few years I had been drinking heavily, but the other day I went on a mushroom voyage, and it showed me how much alchol was effecting me, how damaging and how I was wasting away due to alchol, It told me I need to QUIT RIGHT NOW! It was showing me all this with such strong emotions and wow it was mind blowing!
I have not had a drink since, which well really suprises me.
oh and excuse my rating lol I got bored one day and posted a bunch of fake stories which well resulted in my rating lol.
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Re: drinking [Re: Fexor]
#8063250 - 02/24/08 03:16 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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awww how sweet
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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antiPock
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Re: drinking [Re: aDoS]
#8063257 - 02/24/08 03:20 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Hahahaha or did you just post in OTD too much, I left there as I felt a gang rape coming on.
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Caribou_Lou
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I don't know man it seems like you don't smoke much.. it's much better to be high all the time than be drinking all the time. I'm the same way, I hate sobriety. If I have any drugs I will usually do them all. It's not like I have to get fucked up, I just prefer to. If I didn't smoke so much weed I don't know what I would do..
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aDoS
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marijuana tends to make me feel like
just the effects i get I suppose
-------------------- "If we could sniff or swallow something that would, for five or six hours each day, abolish our solitude as individuals, atone us with our fellows in a glowing exaltation of affection and make life in all its aspects seem not only worth living, but divinely beautiful and significant, and if this heavenly, world-transfiguring drug were of such a kind that we could wake up next morning with a clear head and an undamaged constitution - then, it seems to me, all our problems (and not merely the one small problem of discovering a novel pleasure) would be wholly solved and earth would become paradise." - Aldous Huxley GIVE ME OPIATES OR GIVE ME DEATH
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Re: drinking [Re: antiPock]
#8063262 - 02/24/08 03:23 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Well yeah I was pissing off the otd people lol,
And also posted a story about dosing a friend with datura lol, I just had to see peoples reactions was quite funny
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antiPock
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Re: drinking [Re: Fexor]
#8063267 - 02/24/08 03:26 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Oh jesus I would given you zero shrooms for dropping datura (or any tropane) on someone unannounced too, but if you say it was fake I'll take your word at it. 
edit: and wow you have 38 ratings with 145 posts. I have but 8 ratings with 100 more posts. I guess your story made quite a splash!
Edited by antiPock (02/24/08 03:28 AM)
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Re: drinking [Re: aDoS]
#8063271 - 02/24/08 03:28 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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aDoS said: awww how sweet
We need some loud, hardcore metal nowishly. Chase off the hippies. They deserve to be caged, but it's more cost-effective to let them go free range. The price per pound on free-range hippies brings in a tidy profit at these health-nut stores.
Seriously--imagine a woman that is 60 or so, and you can tell she was pretty hot when she was young. Give her a leg of organic, free-range Pillow, and it'll be like John Bonham is back from the grave.
-------------------- Jerry Garcia. JERRY GARCIA! JERRY GARCIA!!!!
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