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appleorange
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041223 - 02/19/08 12:38 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Omni said: I just hope I'm not stuck this way or I have a hell of life ahead of me.....that's for sure.
eh, I'm only 18. Shit will change I'm sure of it.
lolz. i' was goings to replenish to this post, but thits xninxax it gits me everytyme. thaat fuckcer!
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Robo
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: appleorange]
#8041227 - 02/19/08 12:38 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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what the fuck are you even saying man
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Robo
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Tangerines]
#8041236 - 02/19/08 12:40 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Tangerines said: Yea time changes a person so don't feel too down bro. I just turned 20 and have a bit of a rough patch but smooth sailing is too come. I am sure of it.
I'm thinking eventually I'll tap into natural happiness instead of chemical
then again, isn't happniness itself chemical....and everything that happens in the brain...
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appleorange
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041237 - 02/19/08 12:40 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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I"M SORRY. i shuldnt post on teh intnert when on so mchu xainax.
I"M SHORRY.
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Sell Your Soul
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: appleorange]
#8041240 - 02/19/08 12:41 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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You're starting to act like Fungi_X.
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Robo
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: appleorange]
#8041241 - 02/19/08 12:41 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Eh don't worry man
I understand, trust me lol
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: appleorange]
#8041242 - 02/19/08 12:42 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yea it's all chemicals but there is a difference between natural happineses and artificial isn't there? You KNOW natural happiness is real...but happiness from drugs is short lived and artificial. Make sense?
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Robo
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Tangerines]
#8041246 - 02/19/08 12:44 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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but its not the drugs themselves that cause the happiness
its their effects on natural chemicals already present within the brain
MDMA is to serotonin as coke is to dopamine and so on
if I can just tap into that same functioning without the drug as a catalyst
So the happiness is there I just have find out how to get to it without drugs
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041253 - 02/19/08 12:46 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Exercise has been proven to increase Dopamine levels. That is a natural way to tap into the happiness chemical.
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Robo
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Tangerines]
#8041257 - 02/19/08 12:48 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yeah true Im not healthy so I have no excuse for complaining i guess
i dont eat right, dont sleep well, dont excercise, nothing...
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Tangerines




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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041260 - 02/19/08 12:48 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Same here I am apathetic for the most part. 
I never feel like working except at the most weird obscure times.
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Robo
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041261 - 02/19/08 12:49 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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But i've been down that road, working out, eating right, being healthy.
And I was still socially akward and not that happy
Im fucking numb man, numb to emotion and maybe even fucking reality
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Robo
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041266 - 02/19/08 12:49 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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I dont live in the real world hardly
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Tangerines




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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041269 - 02/19/08 12:50 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Welcome to my life. Sobriety gives me no shelter. I feel like I am going to go crazy sometimes.
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Robo
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Tangerines]
#8041273 - 02/19/08 12:52 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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already have bro.
I've literally snapped about 3 times in my lifetime only at the age of 18
like literally mental breakdowns
fucking anxiety and shit, not cool stuff
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Tangerines




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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041279 - 02/19/08 12:56 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Anxiety is serious business mang. I know it. I battle it everyday. Sometimes I win, sometimes I lose....
It sucks hard. And honestly I have zero good friends where I am living now. I have friends, but only on a superficial level for the most part. No one I can talk to...
So all this shit just is in my head and never leaves. The only faucet for me to drain my thoughts is the shroomery. I need to start writing poems or just writing down thoughts me thinks.
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Tangerines]
#8041285 - 02/19/08 12:58 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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the shroomery is good and bad for that reason
Its a great place to hide from reality,honestly. Its like my internet safe haven.
But reality is still fucking there whether I like it or not
I gots some serious work to do
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041295 - 02/19/08 01:01 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yea bro. Remember if shit gets rough there are people like me who have the same problems even if you think you are the only one. We are here hiding beneath the internet veil just as you. 
I got my work ahead of me as well.
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Robo]
#8041298 - 02/19/08 01:02 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Its weird, Ive gone through some times where Ive posted a lot but I never viewed it as something I sincerely had or wanted to do ...merely something to kill time. Never viewed it as a home away from home or community just a place to read facts on drugs, not get to know anybody. I sort of wish I saw it in the same light as you guys.
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Re: do something with this picture [Re: Tangerines]
#8041300 - 02/19/08 01:03 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Tangerines said: Anxiety is serious business mang. I know it. I battle it everyday.
The battle never ends I swear 
The herb is good medicine for that.
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