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Draigan
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Just had the worst trip on ritalin and mushrooms.
#8029784 - 02/16/08 12:26 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Started around 2:00 this afternoon. Buddy came by with some rids. I been eating them till 11 pm. Chasing the dragon. COuldn't sleep. Had the dumb idea to drink a 2 and a half gram mushroom tea. Was I ever wrong. I lost my mind, and thought every dark horrible thought one can possibly imagine. Luckily my beautiful friend was there to stick by me. Fuck Drugs. Heres what I wrote in the midst of chaos. I could barely get the words out before a twitch or fear cast me away from my keyboard. Learn from my mistake. I sure have.
I pass by the sword and the pick axe, what do I see? Suffering everywhere around me. The quiet screams have become begs, and the ego is up to his old tricks. For want of some comfort, something to take the pain away, who is at expense?
Would you hurt your own daughter to better yourself? What sort of mind are you? Decisions decisions, all these fucking decisions. Thats the joy and the pain of life.
Here I sit, pirched on my tattered throne of despair. Beneath me are the screams of the tainted. They want more! Toxic wastelands werent enough. I dragged my fading body to steps of despair I thought my crimes would get me somewhere. Hahah, I was a fool. I lost to my own self. Haha! And in one instant I catch the eye of my own mind.
So who comes strolling into my office today? My own self? Shall I rape myself again? For how long shall I taste upon blood? And for what pleasure is any of it worth?
Im so high on vomit!! WOoooWOOOO
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Chronic7

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Re: Just had the worst trip on ritalin and mushrooms. [Re: Draigan]
#8030261 - 02/16/08 06:36 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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The fact your mixing something man made with mushrooms you deserve a bad trip. Harsh but true. Why the fuck do people mess with pharms i dont get it at all, nature provides everything you will ever need.
The pure and impure do not mix and never will.
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anyone420
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Re: Just had the worst trip on ritalin and mushrooms. [Re: Chronic7]
#8030265 - 02/16/08 06:40 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Thats some crazy shit
-------------------- for all y’all niggaz out there that be puffin shit when the music go on, y’all listen to this alright
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marshalldylan1
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Re: Just had the worst trip on ritalin and mushrooms. [Re: anyone420]
#8030288 - 02/16/08 07:02 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Stupid combo, but I'm sure you'll never do it again.
Try mushrooms and LSD next time or something.
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Draigan
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Re: Just had the worst trip on ritalin and mushrooms. [Re: marshalldylan1]
#8030321 - 02/16/08 07:36 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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I thought the mushrooms would just calm me down and put me to sleep. Oh god lol.... Im still strung out. Its so painfull lol.
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MOTH
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Re: Just had the worst trip on ritalin and mushrooms. [Re: Draigan]
#8030431 - 02/16/08 08:30 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Much love man... Live and learn! You're stronger for the experience now but I bet you won't put this one on repeat.
Take it easy!
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Draigan
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Re: Just had the worst trip on ritalin and mushrooms. [Re: MOTH]
#8030474 - 02/16/08 08:48 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Yah I am in hell right now. The shrooms gave me the weirdest dreams while I was on them. I was seeing the most awful, horrible sufferings of me and others. All I could focus on was destruction and suffering. Sigh. I learned so much from this.
I learned that I need to be a lot more carefull in all my actions. Many foolish things I did led up to this catastrophe! All for some stupid pleasure...
Thanks for being supportive guys
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