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cam4eva
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I am missing piff so bad man
#8004386 - 02/10/08 12:06 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Wats up everyone. Last time I posted I told you guys about the 2nd trip I was going to embark on... It never happened , my boys connect ran out the day we were gona cop, I was devestated. However now I am facing another dilema, the law inforced abscense of my beloved weed for possibly up to 2 years. I got in big trouble with the law in november did some time, and then I got bonded out by my family.
Now Ive been attending these drug rehab programs for my "weed addiction" and for a lighter sentence(my family thinks my pot use caused me to rob someone yet there was no pot involved, I was not high that night) and man let me tell all of you its hard every single day goin in there, trying to adapt a positive attitude towards being sober for possibly up to 2 years. Ive been weed free since January 11th... They are trying to tell me weed kill brain cells, makes people paranoid, lowers people motivation etc. For a young man such as myself to hear that just makes me want to say fuck all this bond bullshit just let me do my time so when I get out I got no probation bs to worry about. But for the sake of my family I could never do that.
Im just real lost on how to handle this situation. Ive smoke daily for 4 years prior to my arrest(6-8 blunts a day of piff, occasionally kush or sour d) and it never affected nothing. I was working fulltime,hustling(Im done with that now though),chilling with friends, going out to the club, working out, I had a girl for 2 and a half years..
I mean to me personally( my friends and I always discussed this) I always believed weed was a way to increase your awareness of self and surroundings. People always say "weed makes me paraniod", it dont make you paranoid bro, what it does is increase your sensitivity to your body and mind, once I figured that out I found that I was much more aware of everything going on then I am sober. Anyways Im gona miss weed because to me weed was that missing link in my life. While high everything was put in perspective, and its hard being sober and having to work at this bitch we call life without my piff.My emotions are like a roalercoaster and sometimes Id rather not deal with people cause I feal if they start poping of the mouth Im gona flip. But, fuck it, I gota do wat I gota do. I would like to know if anyone here has been in a similar situation, and if so how did they handle it, because this is the hardest obstacle I ever faced so far in my 21 years on this earth. For real.
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Helpme1
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: cam4eva]
#8004406 - 02/10/08 12:12 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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atleast crack addicts realize they are addicted to crack.
you *are* addicted to weed. weed *does* make you paranoid. weed *can* make you un-motivated.
and wtf is a piff?
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anyone420
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: Helpme1]
#8004444 - 02/10/08 12:22 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Piff is dank.
Me personally, i wouldn't jump through the governments hoops. I don't talk to police. I wouldn't consent to a drug test under any circumstance. And i definitely wouldn't listen to their bullshit about marijuana addiction.
I would exercise my 5th amendment, and refuse to participate in their ludicrous system.
Anyway, issues with the gov. get me really worked up, and i am normally a completely passive and carefree person. But when it comes to my freedom, i will fight to the death.
Good luck with your situation my friend, every time i hear about the state enslaving another harmless marijuana smoker my heart just breaks.
Do what you gotta do, hope you make it out alright.
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man *DELETED* [Re: Helpme1]
#8004449 - 02/10/08 12:25 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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cam4eva
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: Helpme1]
#8004458 - 02/10/08 12:27 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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piff is basically the term we use in my area for haze. And no piff may make you or whoever else paranoid but it doesnt make me paranoid, and shit I wouldnt call it an addiction Id call it a preference. The absense of it doesnt stop me from working or going to school or chilling. Its just Id much rather be high doing all that. I consider an addiction something that prevents a person from doing day to day activities and providing for themselves. Smoking weed never had that affect on me, it never limited me as a person, so how is it an addiction?
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anyone420
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: cam4eva]
#8004467 - 02/10/08 12:30 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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It's just bureaucratic nonsense. Its all about money and power.
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DayTripper1
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: cam4eva]
#8004472 - 02/10/08 12:31 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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I think you in ummmm.... OH Yea DENIAL!!!!!
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Helpme1
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alright yes, yes, im all for hating on the gov't, i hate cops as much as the next guy. and all
but he isn't exactly a harmless marijuana smoker, we didn't get all the details be he ROBBED someone, yeh im not saying he is necassarily a bad person and that he hasn't been reformed or anything, but he refered to himself as a "hustla". He isn't the most ideal, upstanding citizen that you would want your g'ma to have over for tea and crumpets.
And you can't just "not participate" in the government, they will find you, and they will arrest you, the best way to go about things is to play the mans game and try to get around stuff if you can, but for GOD'S SAKE, GO TO COURT. shit.
your problems dont just fade away if you dont go to court.
Oh, and marijuana IS addictive, you are being niave to believe that it isn't. We don't need to go into specifics, but if you are a daily smoker, you are deeply addicted to the shit.
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anyone420
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: Helpme1]
#8004498 - 02/10/08 12:36 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Don't feel like going into a long drawn out conversation about this. My opinions are my own.
Good luck with your arrest, cam4eva.
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Helpme1
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: Helpme1]
#8004507 - 02/10/08 12:38 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Oh, and by the way, just admiting the fact that you have a problem helps you understand the dynamics of power and struggle that weed actually has over your life.
If it is the *hardest* obstacle of your life to quit smoking weed, then by golly, wat we got here!? ADDICTION.
Don't ever start shooting up bro, you would fall for that and never get back up. DOA.
With that you have to realize you are addicted, and THEN get un-addicted, atleast with weed all you have to do is realize it, then mind over matter.
And just because *YOU* dont get paranoid from weed doesn't mean that there aren't 1000s of others that can and DO. It is mutually exclusive my friend.
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: anyone420]
#8004514 - 02/10/08 12:40 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
anyone420 said: Don't feel like going into a long drawn out conversation about this. My opinions are stupid and I wouldn't follow my own advice if I was arrested and would snitch on anyone I had to to get my sentenced reduced.
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cam4eva
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: Helpme1]
#8004520 - 02/10/08 12:41 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Being sober is not the hardest part for me, what hard is not smoking for like 2 years, I mean damn. Im down with the 2 years cause if I have to do it, Il do it, but right now its just hard to accept in my heart. Anyone ever been forced to quit smoking for a considerable amount of time if so howed you handle it?
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DayTripper1
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Re: I am missing piff so bad man [Re: anyone420]
#8004530 - 02/10/08 12:45 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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HelpMe said it best when he mentioned playing that man's game.
I was arrested as well and put in a similar program. Yes, I had to stop smoking. Yes, it sucked. Yes, I thought about smoking all the time.
But, you just have to do what they ask you to do. And then you will be free to do whatever you wanna do when they let you go.
I know the day my probation was over, I started smoking, and have been doing so ever since.
If you learn anything from it all, learn to become smarter about. smoking.
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