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Azrah
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aaaah I cant stand it anymore!
#8000802 - 02/09/08 04:07 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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So last monday me and three other friends ate 2g's of some nice mexican mushies and went to a golf course after hours (the view is amazing their). Anyways the trip was awesome, but the only thing that bothers me now is life itself. My friend and I had this conversation about life while we were tripping. We talked about how everything about life is just one giant loop and is a contradiction itself. Now it just pisses me off that I think life if pointless. I already knew their was not point, but not to this extent and its just really annoying. I'm not suicidal or depressed because I know their is a meaning to live to hang out with friends and have a good time, but the whole general picture of life itself just bothers me because we're not going anywhere. Has anyone experienced this before. Please respond.
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: Azrah]
#8000820 - 02/09/08 04:11 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Ya There is this funny sort of trend within all human cultures to give life divine purpose. You just realized this might not be so. It doesn't mean life isn't wonderful you are aware of yourself and your surroundings, thats all the meaning life needs.
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: awesomebastard]
#8000828 - 02/09/08 04:13 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Ya and it still pisses me off. I liked being ignorant of this
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: learningtofly]
#8000869 - 02/09/08 04:21 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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ya
i but later trips made me realize that i like being happy, so i try to live life doing all sorts of random shit, being nice and positive, and living an adventure.
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: impgl]
#8000885 - 02/09/08 04:25 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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It's only pointless if you think that there has to be an ultimate goal to life.
It's not the end that's important, it's the process.
What's better, sex or ejaculation? (hope you get my analogy lol)
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: learningtofly]
#8000891 - 02/09/08 04:26 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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The purpose in life, for me, has always been experience. You're put here in this vast and truely amazing world and are pretty much given free range of it. Not exactly, but you get my point.... If you wanna jump out of a plane, do it. If you're into drugs, traveling, whatever your interests may be... endulge in them while you can. That's how I see it. Because when you die, whether there's some sort of an afterlife or not... life will be over. You only live once sorta thing. If I die without seeing at least half of the world and doing a shit load of things that I'm interested in, I will seriously feel extremely cheated. How dare I not enjoy the time I'm given here on Earth, regardless of who is responsible for giving it to me. I'm not religious at all (don't know if that's apparent or not).... But that's irrelevant. Anywho, that's how I see things. My 2 cents. Happy journies to you...
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: g00ru]
#8000901 - 02/09/08 04:28 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Quote:
guruu said:
What's better, sex or ejaculation? (hope you get my analogy lol)
sorry i dont get the analogy.
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: poeticphoto]
#8000905 - 02/09/08 04:29 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Guruu, you may have said it better than I did. And with a lot less words, lol... That's what I get for being stoned..... Nice icon by the way, that cd's fucking incredible.
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: poeticphoto]
#8000907 - 02/09/08 04:29 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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If you think life is pointless, you are on the wrong path.
Take a different one- be it; spiritual, intellectual, or ambitious- find a path that suits you, take it, and excel.
Report back.
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: Azrah]
#8000920 - 02/09/08 04:31 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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no point to life but you know there is meaning to live? do you enjoy your life? if yes then why worry about the 'whole general picture of life'. in essence the whole point of life is to exist and in your existence you should try to achieve your ambitions. you should cherish your life and make the most out of it as you can!
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xshadowmage666x
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: poeticphoto]
#8000939 - 02/09/08 04:34 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Last time i tripped it was on salvia, and after the intense experience was over (see my trip reports on this if you'd like) i came to the conclusion that what i was doing everyday in my life was "wrong" this included my addiction to opioid painkillers, drinking, and other things i do not wish to mention. Its as if the drug connected me back my brain, which before hand seemed like it was unable to think rationally, and make the right choices in this journey we call life. Tripping makes you contemplate all sorts of things, be it good or bad or neutral. For me its always thoughts of things that ive done to hurt myself or others. This would be why i dont enjoy tripping that often unless its mushies, as im able to "let go" much more easily on these and not worry to much...
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: Shroomo]
#8000944 - 02/09/08 04:35 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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why do you need a point? ponts are dangerous you could poke yer eye out! 

life is what it is is what it is is what it is
no need to search for the point, your living it
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Azrah
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: Shroomo]
#8000960 - 02/09/08 04:37 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Thanks guys you helped a lot. I'm not pissed or confused about the situation before. I had a cigarette before i read your responses and felt guilty for having one. Then after reading these responses I smoked the cigarette and thought to myself, I enjoyed it; who cares if it does kill me earlier than I should die. Point being is now I have a new and better perception on life even before the trip. Thanks guys! Happy tripping and good vibes! P.S. mexican mushrooms are too strong for me haha. I think I'll stick with cubies.
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notapillow
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: Azrah]
#8000987 - 02/09/08 04:41 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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im pretty sure you ate cubes? or where they ps. mexi if so those are quite rare
or where they just mexican cubes?
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: notapillow]
#8001028 - 02/09/08 04:48 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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glad you're feeling better. It's easy to get sucked in a negative thought spiral sometimes-happens to me sometimes.
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Totally off topic, but Ive got to say that shadowmage's avatar is awful. I feel like throwin up every time I see it and I cant even watch it for more than like .5 seconds
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Azrah
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: greystealth]
#8001098 - 02/09/08 04:58 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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I honestly cant tell I was told they were mexican and they didn't look like p. cube. They were the same kind I got at a festival, and those were from a different guy who said they were mexican too. So I dont know what to tell ya. Anyways I'm gonna go smoke a blunt, its been two days :O!
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xshadowmage666x
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Quote:
fear.loathingSF said: Totally off topic, but Ive got to say that shadowmage's avatar is awful. I feel like throwin up every time I see it and I cant even watch it for more than like .5 seconds
Thank you my friend
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notapillow
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its actualy not bad at all. or i dont find it to be
i can think of 3 other people who have had it over the years
i actualy usualy end up staring at it for a good 3-5 loops
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Re: aaaah I cant stand it anymore! [Re: Azrah]
#8003092 - 02/09/08 11:11 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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yeah, that's just a lot of crap going through your head. You know, you got to let that go, that means that that was something already in your head, and that showed you a perspective already in you. well, take it easy. Try meditation, observe your breathing through your nose, observe the sensations in your body, that helps more than you think. peace
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