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leetdod
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Registered: 01/21/08
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Trip report... what is reality?
#7996336 - 02/08/08 01:47 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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One day for unknown reasons i decide to eat a few shrooms i have... its about 1.2 grams dried
Its lunchtime at school i must return in 20 minutes.....
i wash them off and eat them
period 5.... nothings happening... i have a test and i take it i do good and i move on
period 6...... i feel it... a friend tells me i have huge pupils... i laugh.... i take notes on world war 2 everything is slipping....
period 7... last period.... my girlfriend isnt there like she ussually is.... what am i feeling? things jump out at me... im all alone... i talk to no one.... very solitary....
the bell rings and i walk home... the world outside is beautiful... the sun is shining and i am just captured in its warmth and beauty...
i smoke a cigarette and let it burn away lost in my own thoughts....
the feeling is so hard to describe as i sit here alone and type.... my life is meaningless... im so small... i feel as if i died no one would care... is this bad?... unnussual or strange...?
what do i care anyway.... no one means anything..... reality is spinning... i feel as if time has stopped and nothing i do has any effect on the future... and if it does i dont care
nothing makes sense i cant piece together logic i sit and type.......
this post is useless ill read it later tonight when im not tripping and be like wtf.... what are these magic mushrooms?? i think i like it but im not sure i certaintly dont feel depressed sad or anything bad
i start to cry for no reason... this world is so cruel... i wish i could help everyone in need and be there when people are sad.. i wish i was a better person
sorry if this random flow of words doesnt mean anything to you...
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wickedscepter
Freedom Fighter



Registered: 02/19/07
Posts: 239
Last seen: 6 years, 10 months
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Re: Trip report... what is reality? [Re: leetdod]
#7996395 - 02/08/08 01:57 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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haha shrooms are awesome. Go back outside. Computers only confuse me when I'm tripping.
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Chronic7

Registered: 05/08/04
Posts: 13,679
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Re: Trip report... what is reality? [Re: wickedscepter]
#7997018 - 02/08/08 04:40 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Dont just wish to be a better person, the shrooms are trying to reveal your true nature.
And remember after tears comes joy!
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redgreenvines
irregular verb


Registered: 04/08/04
Posts: 37,532
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Re: Trip report... what is reality? [Re: Chronic7]
#7997866 - 02/08/08 07:57 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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the report is very well written nothing fake about it even or especially the unresolved references.
I think that it takes a strong mind to describe things yet not to fill in the gaps with garbage, just so something will appear connected or purposeful in a socially acceptible way.
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leetdod
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Registered: 01/21/08
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Last seen: 15 years, 5 months
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Re: Trip report... what is reality? [Re: redgreenvines]
#7998457 - 02/08/08 10:51 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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this trip really changed the way i look at the world.... thanks for reading it guys
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