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notapillow
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So i am sober
#7993388 - 02/07/08 07:29 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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have been for 3 days
i quit pot well buying it at leased, on dec 27th
im hoping that this month i can clear my head and discover some things that may have been neseled within me and forgoten under the thc fog.
dont get me wrong. i still love pot, all be it too much really
so i still wont turn down the chance to smoke. but being free from the hagging stoner voice in my head feels great. i no longer feel compeled to go buy a sak and just melt.
alot of folks have been making these "no more pot" kinda posts latly and i have to say im happy with my choice.
its also makign my gf a shit ton happyer/prouder of me
i love my chemicals, i really really do, but sometimes pot can make you lose sight of why you use them at all. it becomes a carrot dangeled infront of your face.
im also not gonna be taking any mushrooms this month (shocking i know!)
hopefully that will make them a bit more special when the time comes
so anyhooo.
once march rolls around i will have a much clearer head and alot more money in my pocket.
i plan on blowing out big time once march first is here. 4 grams of cyans, the largest does i have ever taken. along with some dmt, n2o, and you guessed it. dank ass weed
im hoping that this little break will help me apreciate it that much more once this shmorgashboard is in my lap 
march is gonna be a barn burner of a month i can tell you that right now
what with my birthday (the vernal equinox) and les claypool coming to town 
i shall keep you guys updated

    
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sui
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i'm always sober during the week.
usually i'll do a TBTN
trip balls thursday night
but not this week.. too much shit...
which reminds me..
i should finish my paper.
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What's a TBTN?
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drkrobotnik said: usually i'll do a TBTN
trip balls thursday night
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4 g cyans, N2O, and DMT! Wow man, your gonna have to let us know how that goes. Ive heard of people using N20 with shrooms or acid, but never DMT; thats gonna be a wild time.
Anyways, good luck with sobriety
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notapillow
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boy am i glad i dont have school to worry about. i did just get a job this week tho wich i am soooo very exited about.. finnaly i cna pay my rent. buy a new bong. and food and what not 
also i got rather plastered the night my cousin died, kinda in here memory. it was a strange night. filled with confusion and psychedelic drunkedness. thats really the only way i can get drunk, if i turn it into one big shifty vision trip out spree. but anyway, i got completly hung over. and did not feel right again for 4 days. my body is just not used to/built for booze. so that had alot to do with it as well, also the fact more abd more people seem to be slipping away to chemical dependencies as of late. i just dont wanna be that guy. even if it is just the loser pot addict guy. not the dead OC addict dude
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Re: So i am sober [Re: sui]
#7993451 - 02/07/08 07:38 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Im so stoned dude.
I know ya can do it. I should prolly take a break too.
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I think I lost track of what I would call "responsible" use like... a few years ago.
I need to quit too but I find that I can't unless I have something to replace it with.
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notapillow
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fear.loathingSF said: 4 g cyans, N2O, and DMT! Wow man, your gonna have to let us know how that goes. Ive heard of people using N20 with shrooms or acid, but never DMT; thats gonna be a wild time.
Anyways, good luck with sobriety
its my prefered method by far
you already have one foot in the door so to speak. so its alot less inpact when you do smoke it, but alot more on the vision side of things. also it seems to last a lot longer.
n2o on the dmt comedownis like mothers milk 
and dont worry. im sure ill find time between all that binging to post a little
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Re: So i am sober [Re: sui]
#7993474 - 02/07/08 07:41 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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suimush said: Im so stoned dude.
I know ya can do it. I should prolly take a break too.
i wish i could be there with ya bro 
i really do miss lprawling out and hitting the bub and just letting all my cares waft away, but when i really think about it its not that great, espeialy 2 hours later when im lethargic and cant think straight.
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Quote:
notapillow said:
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suimush said: Im so stoned dude.
I know ya can do it. I should prolly take a break too.
i wish i could be there with ya bro 
i really do miss lprawling out and hitting the bub and just letting all my cares waft away, but when i really think about it its not that great, espeialy 2 hours later when im lethargic and cant think straight.
i hear ya. a break allways makes it better when you do go back.
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Re: So i am sober [Re: Plok]
#7993488 - 02/07/08 07:43 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Plok said: I think I lost track of what I would call "responsible" use like... a few years ago.
I need to quit too but I find that I can't unless I have something to replace it with.
yeah. it crept up on me
i remember freshman year of hs being liek "all right! im gonna smoek some fucking pot this weekend!" like i would seiously look forward to it and appreciate it
once it becomes a major habbit its just not as baddass.
tho still...pretty sweet
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Re: So i am sober [Re: sui]
#7993493 - 02/07/08 07:44 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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suimush said:
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notapillow said:
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suimush said: Im so stoned dude.
I know ya can do it. I should prolly take a break too.
i wish i could be there with ya bro 
i really do miss lprawling out and hitting the bub and just letting all my cares waft away, but when i really think about it its not that great, espeialy 2 hours later when im lethargic and cant think straight.
lol 3 days is my biggest break in 3 years
i hear ya. a break allways makes it better when you do go back.
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notapillow said:
its my prefered method by far
you already have one foot in the door so to speak. so its alot less inpact when you do smoke it, but alot more on the vision side of things. also it seems to last a lot longer.
Never thought of it that way. Im still kind of intimidated by DMT; my brother has an unlimited supply of 5meo DMT from his toad, but I whenever I think about dosing I just get kinda nervous about how mind blowing it will be. I really want to try it, but all in good time I guess...
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notapillow
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all good things in all good time my freind 
i dunno 5meo does not sound all that cool to me
but then again. i have no clue what its really like.
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notapillow said: all good things in all good time my freind 
i dunno 5meo does not sound all that cool to me
but then again. i have no clue what its really like.
youll see.
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Re: So i am sober [Re: sui]
#7993535 - 02/07/08 07:50 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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will i?
 i have no ambition to try it at this point. iv been ofered it a few times.
i really need to get my head into the cacti game is what
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well if ya want.
cacti sounds fun. A birdy gave me a pedro today!
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Re: So i am sober [Re: sui]
#7993567 - 02/07/08 07:55 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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nice~!
i have some back home growing around town
and a few at an undisclosed persons house 
it seems like it would be just my kinda deal 
anywho
im gonna have to still be saving all my money. but at leased i have a 40hr a week job again
bong shopping kicks so much ass.
having new glass while tripping is better than pretty much anything
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