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Dark forces
    #7967863 - 02/02/08 08:31 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

I really don't have words for this.
I hear all the talk about bliss states, love, compassion...
Has anyone ever tapped into the other side??
The warrior reptilian soldier mode??
Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self directed at the current state of the world. 
I feel that it is a real vibration, death.
Why is it so comfy??
Why are there bonesmen in the office??
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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7967880 - 02/02/08 08:39 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

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backfromthedead said:
I really don't have words for this.
I hear all the talk about bliss states, love, compassion...
Has anyone ever tapped into the other side??
The warrior reptilian soldier mode??
Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self directed at the current state of the world. 
I feel that it is a real vibration, death.
Why is it so comfy??
Why are there bonesmen in the office??
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Just the ol yin/yang. They need each other for contrast it seems. I feel both just as most do. Identifying with just one leads to imbalance IMO.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
    #7967918 - 02/02/08 08:59 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

"Identifying with just one leads to imbalance IMO."

Tell me about it.
That stuff is thick and sticks.
Its as if I am constantly squeezing reality with my brain.
Somehow it feels good.
Feel kind of like a snake ready to strike.
Entrancing.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7967927 - 02/02/08 09:04 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Now you know how dictators feel.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
    #7967951 - 02/02/08 09:20 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

slither:tongue:


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7967960 - 02/02/08 09:27 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

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The warrior reptilian soldier mode??


Yes. It peaked for about a day, and it was just silly.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Lion]
    #7967967 - 02/02/08 09:33 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Silly indeed.
Powerful though.
I was stuck pupils huge for like a week.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968227 - 02/02/08 11:13 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

haven't you watched star wars on mushrooms yet? :sun:

an old friend went completely dark, he is utterly contained by mind... he trips in cellars of old abandoned houses and is the complete opposite of open-minded/aware.  yet he is powerful in a way.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
    #7968257 - 02/02/08 11:23 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Nope.
Its like it warps space time or something.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968258 - 02/02/08 11:24 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)
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Sound only arises from silence. Movement only arises from stillness. So, of course, light only arises from darkness. There cannot be one without the other. Too much of one and balance is lost. True power lies in balance...not in extremes. Extremes can give their own intensity to matters, but ultimately they lose force by expending themselves too quickly.

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Take an eye for an eye
Take a tooth for a tooth
Just like they say in the Bible
Never leave a trace or forget a face
Of any man at the table
When the moon is a cold chiseled dagger
Sharp enough to draw blood from a stone
He rides through your dreams on a coach
And horses and the fence posts
In the moonlight look like bones

Well they've stopped trying to hold him
With mortar, stone and chain
He broke out of every prison
Boots mount the staircase
The door is flung back open
He's not there for he has risen
He's not there for he has risen

Well he once killed a man with a guitar string
He's been seen at the table with kings
Well he once saved a baby from drowning
There are those who say beneath his coat there are wings
Some say they fear him
Others admire him
Because he steals his promise
One look in his eye
Everyone denies
Ever having met him
Ever having met him

He can turn himself into a stranger
Well they broke a lot of canes on his hide
He was born away in a cornfield
A fever beats in his head like a drum inside
Some say they fear him
Others admire him
Because he steals his promise
One look in his eye
Everyone denies
Ever having met him


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Huehuecoyotl]
    #7968295 - 02/02/08 11:34 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

I like.
Is that wrong??
:rockon:  :heartpump:
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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968297 - 02/02/08 11:35 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

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Nope.
Its like it warps space time or something.




i see what you are saying now, this is a different kind of "dark"... not necessarily of evil. it is through this darkness the timeless states have been encountered.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968305 - 02/02/08 11:39 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

although you said "Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self", which is of the darkness i was originally speaking of.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
    #7968320 - 02/02/08 11:44 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

It doesn't feel evil, just mischievous and snake like...
Reptilian.
Feel like I woke up in wonderland once or twice and this is what I get every time.
There is an amount of rage mixed in but its for all the 'right' reasons it seems.
Like a schizophrenic luciferian Christ archetype.
Ghoulish:uptosomething:
I love...  the dark!!


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968321 - 02/02/08 11:44 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Wrong? There is no right or wrong. That is a label created by your culture to control your actions. I like darkness as I like light, but there is weakness in embracing only one.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Huehuecoyotl]
    #7968332 - 02/02/08 11:49 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

There is no right or wrong.

But there is a right and left weedhopper.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
    #7968340 - 02/02/08 11:51 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

And an up and down....unless your in outer space in which case both are merely an illusion.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Huehuecoyotl]
    #7968352 - 02/02/08 11:54 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

But everything is in space, isn't it?  :sherlock:


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Huehuecoyotl]
    #7968355 - 02/02/08 11:55 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Along with all form.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
    #7968359 - 02/02/08 11:55 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Correction... I meant outside Earths immediate gravitational field.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
    #7968365 - 02/02/08 11:57 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

The anger and hatred really comes from knowing that there is an experience that can produce what's called GOD and somehow this is not important to society, yet.
That its being hinted at and riddled out in most religious works and not investigated further by most creates an us and them mentality that is hard to overcome with compassion.
Not that I know more or am wiser or am more enlightened...
These experiences are very powerful and rewire the basic underlying of reality. Reality right now is a problem.
Its enraging that they have been written out of history and that most people don't know that it is possible to pop the top and enter into this kind of trans formative consciousness. (Christ??)
So warrior/soldier mode?? Wrath??
Fighting for good??
These are things I tried to get away from.
War and what not.
But it seems that there is a religious war going on all the time all throughout history.
One of state sanctioned worship versus felt presence and direct experience.(magic/socery/witchcraft)
It seems that there are three teams...
Two balls and a phallus.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Huehuecoyotl]
    #7968366 - 02/02/08 11:57 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Even within Earth's gravitational field, we are arbitrarily deciding what is up and what is down.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Huehuecoyotl]
    #7968374 - 02/02/08 12:00 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

There are black holes and then there are also stars.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: WScott]
    #7968416 - 02/02/08 12:11 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

"There are black holes and then there are also stars."

Black hole.
White hole.
Star.




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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968427 - 02/02/08 12:12 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)



There we go.
Maybe I just need to grow some balls.:shrug:


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968453 - 02/02/08 12:19 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Make sure where you grow them, cause if you do that on the soles of your feet they won't do you any good. :hehehe:


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Re: Dark forces [Re: MushroomTrip]
    #7968461 - 02/02/08 12:22 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

I might learn to love stomping on my balls all day.
Never know.
Its that enlightenment through suffering angle, right??
Come...
Let us now stomp your balls, ohhhhhhmmmmmm
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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968480 - 02/02/08 12:28 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)



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My body I will give to pleasures,
to diversions that I’ve dreamed of,
to the most daring erotic desires,
to the lustful impulses of my blood, without
any fear at all, for whenever I will—
and I will have the will, strengthened
as I’ll be with contemplation and study—
at the crucial moments I’ll recover
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Lion]
    #7968487 - 02/02/08 12:30 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

He looks like he's almost there.
How bout another??


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968493 - 02/02/08 12:31 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

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The anger and hatred really comes from knowing that there is an experience that can produce what's called GOD and somehow this is not important to society, yet.
That its being hinted at and riddled out in most religious works and not investigated further by most creates an us and them mentality that is hard to overcome with compassion.




why fret over the reality of others? it is hard to overcome this mentality by mere compassion, the way i see it compassion is the result of the practise of continuous self-reflection.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7968503 - 02/02/08 12:33 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)



We have a weiner!


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I will not fear my passions like a coward.
My body I will give to pleasures,
to diversions that I’ve dreamed of,
to the most daring erotic desires,
to the lustful impulses of my blood, without
any fear at all, for whenever I will—
and I will have the will, strengthened
as I’ll be with contemplation and study—
at the crucial moments I’ll recover
my spirit as was before: ascetic.”


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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
    #7968724 - 02/02/08 01:22 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

'why fret over the reality of others?'

It seems that 'they' are doing this blindly.


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Re: Dark forces [Re: Lion]
    #7968738 - 02/02/08 01:25 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

Team dinner at Timmy's house.
His mom is hot and they have SaviourPops, bonus!!


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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7969289 - 02/02/08 03:49 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

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backfromthedead said:
It doesn't feel evil, just mischievous and snake like...
Reptilian.
Feel like I woke up in wonderland once or twice and this is what I get every time.
There is an amount of rage mixed in but its for all the 'right' reasons it seems.
Like a schizophrenic luciferian Christ archetype.
Ghoulish:uptosomething:
I love...  the dark!!




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Re: Dark forces [Re: prankster]
    #7969504 - 02/02/08 04:55 PM (15 years, 11 months ago)

I certainly can't.
Can't even balance my fuckin check book.:lol:

Ahhh...  Balance.  Balance.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: backfromthedead]
    #7971823 - 02/03/08 04:47 AM (15 years, 11 months ago)

When you do something, that is good for you, but bad for another, then war (maximum powerplay) arises.
Good and Bad primarily resulted from a personal perspective. It was a replacement for healthy and harmful.
The transmutation onto many people aka society brought another subject into play, sacrifice.
But if one doesn't profit from the 'goods' of society, but more suffers on the 'sacrifices' for personal 'bad', than society has to be overcome (by personal withdraw or fight/change).
Here is where 'power' comes into play.
All these factors are running a wild game of balance and imbalance.

Remember, prime origin is personal health. Second no suffocation to others :wink:

But if the dark side will catch you, you will feel personal good in the exploitation and suffocation of others and the escape herefrom becomes a bit harder.


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