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I really don't have words for this. I hear all the talk about bliss states, love, compassion... Has anyone ever tapped into the other side?? The warrior reptilian soldier mode?? Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self directed at the current state of the world. I feel that it is a real vibration, death. Why is it so comfy?? Why are there bonesmen in the office??
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backfromthedead said: I really don't have words for this. I hear all the talk about bliss states, love, compassion... Has anyone ever tapped into the other side?? The warrior reptilian soldier mode?? Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self directed at the current state of the world. I feel that it is a real vibration, death. Why is it so comfy?? Why are there bonesmen in the office??
Just the ol yin/yang. They need each other for contrast it seems. I feel both just as most do. Identifying with just one leads to imbalance IMO.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
#7967918 - 02/02/08 08:59 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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"Identifying with just one leads to imbalance IMO."
Tell me about it. That stuff is thick and sticks. Its as if I am constantly squeezing reality with my brain. Somehow it feels good. Feel kind of like a snake ready to strike. Entrancing.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
#7967951 - 02/02/08 09:20 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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The warrior reptilian soldier mode??
Yes. It peaked for about a day, and it was just silly.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Lion]
#7967967 - 02/02/08 09:33 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Silly indeed. Powerful though. I was stuck pupils huge for like a week.
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haven't you watched star wars on mushrooms yet? 
an old friend went completely dark, he is utterly contained by mind... he trips in cellars of old abandoned houses and is the complete opposite of open-minded/aware. yet he is powerful in a way.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
#7968257 - 02/02/08 11:23 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Nope. Its like it warps space time or something.
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Sound only arises from silence. Movement only arises from stillness. So, of course, light only arises from darkness. There cannot be one without the other. Too much of one and balance is lost. True power lies in balance...not in extremes. Extremes can give their own intensity to matters, but ultimately they lose force by expending themselves too quickly.
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Well they've stopped trying to hold him With mortar, stone and chain He broke out of every prison Boots mount the staircase The door is flung back open He's not there for he has risen He's not there for he has risen
Well he once killed a man with a guitar string He's been seen at the table with kings Well he once saved a baby from drowning There are those who say beneath his coat there are wings Some say they fear him Others admire him Because he steals his promise One look in his eye Everyone denies Ever having met him Ever having met him
He can turn himself into a stranger Well they broke a lot of canes on his hide He was born away in a cornfield A fever beats in his head like a drum inside Some say they fear him Others admire him Because he steals his promise One look in his eye Everyone denies Ever having met him
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backfromthedead said: Nope. Its like it warps space time or something.
i see what you are saying now, this is a different kind of "dark"... not necessarily of evil. it is through this darkness the timeless states have been encountered.
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although you said "Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self", which is of the darkness i was originally speaking of.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
#7968320 - 02/02/08 11:44 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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It doesn't feel evil, just mischievous and snake like... Reptilian. Feel like I woke up in wonderland once or twice and this is what I get every time. There is an amount of rage mixed in but its for all the 'right' reasons it seems. Like a schizophrenic luciferian Christ archetype. Ghoulish I love... the dark!!
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Wrong? There is no right or wrong. That is a label created by your culture to control your actions. I like darkness as I like light, but there is weakness in embracing only one.
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There is no right or wrong.
But there is a right and left weedhopper.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
#7968340 - 02/02/08 11:51 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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And an up and down....unless your in outer space in which case both are merely an illusion.
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But everything is in space, isn't it?
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Along with all form.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
#7968359 - 02/02/08 11:55 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Correction... I meant outside Earths immediate gravitational field.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
#7968365 - 02/02/08 11:57 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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The anger and hatred really comes from knowing that there is an experience that can produce what's called GOD and somehow this is not important to society, yet. That its being hinted at and riddled out in most religious works and not investigated further by most creates an us and them mentality that is hard to overcome with compassion. Not that I know more or am wiser or am more enlightened... These experiences are very powerful and rewire the basic underlying of reality. Reality right now is a problem. Its enraging that they have been written out of history and that most people don't know that it is possible to pop the top and enter into this kind of trans formative consciousness. (Christ??) So warrior/soldier mode?? Wrath?? Fighting for good?? These are things I tried to get away from. War and what not. But it seems that there is a religious war going on all the time all throughout history. One of state sanctioned worship versus felt presence and direct experience.(magic/socery/witchcraft) It seems that there are three teams... Two balls and a phallus.
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Even within Earth's gravitational field, we are arbitrarily deciding what is up and what is down.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: WScott]
#7968416 - 02/02/08 12:11 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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"There are black holes and then there are also stars."
Black hole. White hole. Star.

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There we go. Maybe I just need to grow some balls.
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I might learn to love stomping on my balls all day. Never know. Its that enlightenment through suffering angle, right?? Come... Let us now stomp your balls, ohhhhhhmmmmmm
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-------------------- “Strengthened by contemplation and study, I will not fear my passions like a coward. My body I will give to pleasures, to diversions that I’ve dreamed of, to the most daring erotic desires, to the lustful impulses of my blood, without any fear at all, for whenever I will— and I will have the will, strengthened as I’ll be with contemplation and study— at the crucial moments I’ll recover my spirit as was before: ascetic.”
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Lion]
#7968487 - 02/02/08 12:30 PM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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He looks like he's almost there. How bout another??
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backfromthedead said: The anger and hatred really comes from knowing that there is an experience that can produce what's called GOD and somehow this is not important to society, yet. That its being hinted at and riddled out in most religious works and not investigated further by most creates an us and them mentality that is hard to overcome with compassion.
why fret over the reality of others? it is hard to overcome this mentality by mere compassion, the way i see it compassion is the result of the practise of continuous self-reflection.
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We have a weiner!
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'why fret over the reality of others?'
It seems that 'they' are doing this blindly.
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Team dinner at Timmy's house. His mom is hot and they have SaviourPops, bonus!!
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I certainly can't. Can't even balance my fuckin check book.
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When you do something, that is good for you, but bad for another, then war (maximum powerplay) arises. Good and Bad primarily resulted from a personal perspective. It was a replacement for healthy and harmful. The transmutation onto many people aka society brought another subject into play, sacrifice. But if one doesn't profit from the 'goods' of society, but more suffers on the 'sacrifices' for personal 'bad', than society has to be overcome (by personal withdraw or fight/change). Here is where 'power' comes into play. All these factors are running a wild game of balance and imbalance.
Remember, prime origin is personal health. Second no suffocation to others 
But if the dark side will catch you, you will feel personal good in the exploitation and suffocation of others and the escape herefrom becomes a bit harder.
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