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#7967863 - 02/02/08 08:31 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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I really don't have words for this. I hear all the talk about bliss states, love, compassion... Has anyone ever tapped into the other side?? The warrior reptilian soldier mode?? Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self directed at the current state of the world. I feel that it is a real vibration, death. Why is it so comfy?? Why are there bonesmen in the office??
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backfromthedead said: I really don't have words for this. I hear all the talk about bliss states, love, compassion... Has anyone ever tapped into the other side?? The warrior reptilian soldier mode?? Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self directed at the current state of the world. I feel that it is a real vibration, death. Why is it so comfy?? Why are there bonesmen in the office??
Just the ol yin/yang. They need each other for contrast it seems. I feel both just as most do. Identifying with just one leads to imbalance IMO.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
#7967918 - 02/02/08 08:59 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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"Identifying with just one leads to imbalance IMO."
Tell me about it. That stuff is thick and sticks. Its as if I am constantly squeezing reality with my brain. Somehow it feels good. Feel kind of like a snake ready to strike. Entrancing.
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Now you know how dictators feel.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
#7967951 - 02/02/08 09:20 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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The warrior reptilian soldier mode??
Yes. It peaked for about a day, and it was just silly.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Lion]
#7967967 - 02/02/08 09:33 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Silly indeed. Powerful though. I was stuck pupils huge for like a week.
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haven't you watched star wars on mushrooms yet? 
an old friend went completely dark, he is utterly contained by mind... he trips in cellars of old abandoned houses and is the complete opposite of open-minded/aware. yet he is powerful in a way.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
#7968257 - 02/02/08 11:23 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Nope. Its like it warps space time or something.
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Sound only arises from silence. Movement only arises from stillness. So, of course, light only arises from darkness. There cannot be one without the other. Too much of one and balance is lost. True power lies in balance...not in extremes. Extremes can give their own intensity to matters, but ultimately they lose force by expending themselves too quickly.
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Take an eye for an eye Take a tooth for a tooth Just like they say in the Bible Never leave a trace or forget a face Of any man at the table When the moon is a cold chiseled dagger Sharp enough to draw blood from a stone He rides through your dreams on a coach And horses and the fence posts In the moonlight look like bones
Well they've stopped trying to hold him With mortar, stone and chain He broke out of every prison Boots mount the staircase The door is flung back open He's not there for he has risen He's not there for he has risen
Well he once killed a man with a guitar string He's been seen at the table with kings Well he once saved a baby from drowning There are those who say beneath his coat there are wings Some say they fear him Others admire him Because he steals his promise One look in his eye Everyone denies Ever having met him Ever having met him
He can turn himself into a stranger Well they broke a lot of canes on his hide He was born away in a cornfield A fever beats in his head like a drum inside Some say they fear him Others admire him Because he steals his promise One look in his eye Everyone denies Ever having met him
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backfromthedead said: Nope. Its like it warps space time or something.
i see what you are saying now, this is a different kind of "dark"... not necessarily of evil. it is through this darkness the timeless states have been encountered.
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although you said "Its just that I feel that I have found a fountain of anger and hatred deep in my self", which is of the darkness i was originally speaking of.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: deranger]
#7968320 - 02/02/08 11:44 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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It doesn't feel evil, just mischievous and snake like... Reptilian. Feel like I woke up in wonderland once or twice and this is what I get every time. There is an amount of rage mixed in but its for all the 'right' reasons it seems. Like a schizophrenic luciferian Christ archetype. Ghoulish I love... the dark!!
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Wrong? There is no right or wrong. That is a label created by your culture to control your actions. I like darkness as I like light, but there is weakness in embracing only one.
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There is no right or wrong.
But there is a right and left weedhopper.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
#7968340 - 02/02/08 11:51 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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And an up and down....unless your in outer space in which case both are merely an illusion.
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But everything is in space, isn't it?
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Along with all form.
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Re: Dark forces [Re: Icelander]
#7968359 - 02/02/08 11:55 AM (15 years, 11 months ago) |
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Correction... I meant outside Earths immediate gravitational field.
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