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The Fear
    #7951231 - 01/29/08 04:33 PM (16 years, 3 days ago)

I was sitting outside about 10 minutes ago, on this randomly fucking 66º day (a few days ago it was 20º outside), smoking what was left of a blunt of some really nice weed. I was thinking about a lot of shit. The wind was coming in very strong gusts - I love this kind of weather.

I felt myself get high really fast. I didn't smoke yesterday so my tolerance had taken a blow (a day really makes a difference in my mind). Plus, I endured the birth of my son and helped guide my wife through the most intense experience of her life. The intensity was fuckin' palpable. She screamed bloody murder about 4 times, and when she did all 6 (or was there 5..) of the nurses and myself looked up. It was crazy... blood-curdling shit.

What an ego trip having a baby is.

I have found something to put myself into completely and put before myself. It's something that makes you very proud. I feel an immense amount of pride, because I had a kid. I think it's unavoidable, unless you're just a cold-hearted son a bitch.

I am unfamiliar with this kind of pride. I've never had much pride in myself, to be honest. I've been kinda hard on myself over the years. The unfamiliarity is something that I fear. Humans innately fear the unknown.

I believe what I truly fear is the potential of myself. It hinders me, and it holds me down. I also believe this is all of humanity's deepest fear... ourself.

Maybe now I can finally kill that fucking criticizing voice in my head.


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Re: The Fear [Re: manyc]
    #7951471 - 01/29/08 05:14 PM (16 years, 3 days ago)

Children change your life forever. I can't imagine life without my son.


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Re: The Fear [Re: Crasher]
    #7951488 - 01/29/08 05:16 PM (16 years, 3 days ago)

crasher that sig is hillarious. I cant believe they make ads like that!


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Re: The Fear [Re: 2859558484]
    #7951991 - 01/29/08 06:51 PM (16 years, 3 days ago)

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Maybe now I can finally kill that fucking criticizing voice in my head.





I don't think that guy can be silenced, I feel like its in my head to but less critical more analytical. I just cant let myself be sometimes.


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If you wake up at a different time in a different place, can you wake up a different person?

Cf. A.C. Doyle "I'll rise above this, you can't keep me down, for I am Divine, and I know it all too well."


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Re: The Fear [Re: Overclock22]
    #7952362 - 01/29/08 07:58 PM (16 years, 3 days ago)

Just try hard to love yourself, sounds gay but my life is so much better now that I've learned to do that.


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