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#7927438 - 01/24/08 11:06 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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HOW'S LIFE?!
vs.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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OneLessForeskin said: HOW'S LIFE?!
vs.
HAH!
Life is simultaneously amazing and "holy shit" for lack of better English...
Sew, ill make a list 
A. my kids are awesome! B. I'm getting married!! C. Holy fuck!!
how you doin my favorite jew?
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Re: Todcasil PM Material [Re: Todcasil]
#7927491 - 01/24/08 11:17 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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Dude! Congratulations!
Honestly.
The past month and a half of my life....
perhaps the best period I've ever experienced. I am on riding a wave right now my friend. A wave of excellent energy. Things have truly never felt better.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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Sir, when you hit the crest of the wave, know it will fall... and the higher the wave, the bigger the crash.
A part of life is knowing how to prepare for your cyclical crashings, as it were.
Everyone keeps waving, the best ones know how to handle it when they fall.
/end soap box 
ALTHOUGH, it is good to hear from you my friend
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Re: Todcasil PM Material [Re: Todcasil]
#7927510 - 01/24/08 11:20 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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I know. But I'm in the moment now. Doing what feels right. What feels good. I know it'll bite me in the ass at some point. I'll be ready.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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hehe, yeah, thats what I always say too 
but don't let me spoil the moment for you! (not that some random internet user could!)
I'm planning on hitting up NE gather this year, will you be there?
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Re: Todcasil PM Material [Re: Todcasil]
#7927516 - 01/24/08 11:21 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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HOPEfully.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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well I WILL be there. Ive only made it out of my state for a gather once, and its about damn time I made it to one of the ones that count style. Not that EDC doesn't count, but NE is just huge. Their are too many people Id like to meet
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Re: Todcasil PM Material [Re: Todcasil]
#7927534 - 01/24/08 11:25 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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Add casil to the mix, and the attractor factor gets even radder.
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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I am a professional beacon of light, my friend...
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Two of my favourite shroomerites just hogging up this thread...
...I don't think so!
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Re: Todcasil PM Material [Re: Todcasil]
#7927557 - 01/24/08 11:29 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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Todcasil said: I am a professional beacon of light, my friend...
I may attach a spotlight to my new hat..
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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OneLessForeskin said:
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Todcasil said: I am a professional beacon of light, my friend...
I may attach a spotlight to my new hat..
haha fucking sweet man..you found one hey? verrry nice!
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hehe

My chakras spin at the speed of hats, but I cannot resist a pair of amazing glasses!
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Re: Todcasil PM Material [Re: Spooge]
#7927579 - 01/24/08 11:32 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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Yeah man...it was some full moon shit. I walked into a hat shop, tried on about 20 hats - that was the first one I tried on.
I said, do you take credit?
She said, we prefer cash, but yes.
The hat was $58.
I opened my wallet....and had $58 in cash, exactly. A full moon was out.
Thas' a sign right?
-------------------- Acid doesn't give you truths; it builds machines that push the envelope of perception. Whatever revelations came to me then have dissolved like skywriting. All I really know is that those few years saddled me with a faith in the redemptive potential of the imagination which, however flat, stale and unprofitable the world seems to me now, I cannot for the life of me shake. -Erik Davis
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Re: Todcasil PM Material [Re: Spooge]
#7927584 - 01/24/08 11:33 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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zooofthemoon, how art thou?
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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#7927587 - 01/24/08 11:34 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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hows life huh? well i hate to be the pessimistic one here, but life feels like a deep hole for me. depression, addiction, just an overall slump if you will. Its like no matter what i do, things just keep tumbling down on top of me (which I'm used to) But the way i look at it, it cannot get worse, for i truly believe I'm at rock bottom. I live back at home with my parents, am now unemployed, and still abuse painkillers. I have no significant other (which i feel i need to go on with this journey) and the woman i am truly interested in would rather be friends than anything else. i let all of these things get to me when i shouldn't and it all just builds up. what i really need to do is focus on my abstinence from opiates and slowly reconstruct the foundation of a decent life for myself. Easier said than done. that pretty much sums it up as far as I'm concerned...
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hows life huh? well i hate to be the pessimistic one here, but life feels like a deep hole for me. depression, addiction, just an overall slump if you will. Its like no matter what i do, things just keep tumbling down on top of me (which I'm used to) But the way i look at it, it cannot get worse, for i truly believe I'm at rock bottom. I live back at home with my parents, am now unemployed, and still abuse painkillers. I have no significant other (which i feel i need to go on with this journey) and the woman i am truly interested in would rather be friends than anything else. i let all of these things get to me when i shouldn't and it all just builds up. what i really need to do is focus on my abstinence from opiates and slowly reconstruct the foundation of a decent life for myself. Easier said than done. that pretty much sums it up as far as I'm concerned...
well come into lnc and let's bullshit about the good things left in life! 
omr(or olf i guess now! hehe): hehe your shitting me right? you had the exact amount? that's to perfect of a story. haha I believe you though, that's very odd. perfect moon indeed. very nice hat!
tod: I'm doing not bad man. I finally don't work tomorrow. I have a good buzz going on, some led zep dvd in the background(well actually, it's turned up quite loud). The gf, is taking a bath and I'm just sort of rocking out and enjoying the night. I've been working a lot, but enjoying it. Locksmithing is very very cool stuff.
How you doing?
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xshadowmage666x said: hows life huh? well i hate to be the pessimistic one here, but life feels like a deep hole for me. depression, addiction, just an overall slump if you will. Its like no matter what i do, things just keep tumbling down on top of me (which I'm used to) But the way i look at it, it cannot get worse, for i truly believe I'm at rock bottom. I live back at home with my parents, am now unemployed, and still abuse painkillers. I have no significant other (which i feel i need to go on with this journey) and the woman i am truly interested in would rather be friends than anything else. i let all of these things get to me when i shouldn't and it all just builds up. what i really need to do is focus on my abstinence from opiates and slowly reconstruct the foundation of a decent life for myself. Easier said than done. that pretty much sums it up as far as I'm concerned...
godamn if I don't feel like I attract individuals with these kind of problems.
You ARE in a deep hole. You are living for yourself (which is OK) but at the same time you are ignoring the needs of everyone else.
give that girl some damn space. Your love probably freaks her out! And if you truly think you need her love to go on, did you ever think you were being so selfish that you were trying to coerce her into feeling something that she doesn't just to appease your ego? Would you want someone to betray there own feelings just to make you happy for some brief moments until you think you need something ELSE to make you happy?
holy crap am I rambling.
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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Re: Todcasil PM Material [Re: Spooge]
#7927647 - 01/24/08 11:43 PM (16 years, 8 days ago) |
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ZoooftheMoon said:
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hows life huh? well i hate to be the pessimistic one here, but life feels like a deep hole for me. depression, addiction, just an overall slump if you will. Its like no matter what i do, things just keep tumbling down on top of me (which I'm used to) But the way i look at it, it cannot get worse, for i truly believe I'm at rock bottom. I live back at home with my parents, am now unemployed, and still abuse painkillers. I have no significant other (which i feel i need to go on with this journey) and the woman i am truly interested in would rather be friends than anything else. i let all of these things get to me when i shouldn't and it all just builds up. what i really need to do is focus on my abstinence from opiates and slowly reconstruct the foundation of a decent life for myself. Easier said than done. that pretty much sums it up as far as I'm concerned...
well come into lnc and let's bullshit about the good things left in life! 
omr(or olf i guess now! hehe): hehe your shitting me right? you had the exact amount? that's to perfect of a story. haha I believe you though, that's very odd. perfect moon indeed. very nice hat!
tod: I'm doing not bad man. I finally don't work tomorrow. I have a good buzz going on, some led zep dvd in the background(well actually, it's turned up quite loud). The gf, is taking a bath and I'm just sort of rocking out and enjoying the night. I've been working a lot, but enjoying it. Locksmithing is very very cool stuff.
How you doing?
holy moly thats something Ive never done, but is right up my ally.
I would love to be a locksmith hehe...
-------------------- Men look at themselves and they see flawed humans, we look at women and we see perfect GODDESSES Women look at themselves and they seem utterly human, when looking at men they see proud GODS. ~Casil
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