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I feel like fuck
    #7906145 - 01/20/08 03:27 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

im just down in the dumps.

no job, no money. no real life to speak of :frown:

its juct this crippling feeling that i am worthless and i am gonna die. usualy i can just absorb it and go on with my day. but this futile job hunting is just getting me down :sad:

the only thing that even comes close to making me feel good is thumping my bass.
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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906147 - 01/20/08 03:28 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

Get rid of your crutches, and you'll learn how to walk with your head up. That's the lesson I've recently learned. Whatever those crutches are, that's up to you to determine.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
    #7906152 - 01/20/08 03:30 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

good dvise. im not sure what crutches to get rid of. i mean right now im just kinda stuck.
no where to go


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906162 - 01/20/08 03:33 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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good dvise. im not sure what crutches to get rid of. i mean right now im just kinda stuck.
no where to go




Weed's a crutch, one that breeds contentment.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906175 - 01/20/08 03:37 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

Sorry to hear of your slump, buddy. Just thump that bass and shoulder through the darkness, my friend. You'll be alright. Plus, you live in Marin fucking county!! One of the most beautiful places that's near alot more beautiful places in the country. Go out and watch the sunset. That always makes me feel better. I'll think good thoughts for you, too.:heart:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: OneMoreRobot3021]
    #7906183 - 01/20/08 03:39 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

well if i had weed right now no doubt i would feel more content. but i have none, and will have none for at leased a while. but thats not truly the heart of the matter. its not even like im feeling sorry for myself. i just feel inadiquite.


and no there seriously are not any jobs in Eugene oregon.


constantly scanning craigs list to no avail can just get deppressing ya know


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: blissedout]
    #7906186 - 01/20/08 03:40 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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Sorry to hear of your slump, buddy. Just thump that bass and shoulder through the darkness, my friend. You'll be alright. Plus, you live in Marin fucking county!! One of the most beautiful places that's near alot more beautiful places in the country. Go out and watch the sunset. That always makes me feel better. I'll think good thoughts for you, too.:heart:



i moved to Eugene OR blissed :wink:


back in amrin i was living the cream dream, but i sacrafied it all to be with the one i love.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906188 - 01/20/08 03:41 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

I thought you lived outside SF. Oh well. Eugene's effing sweet, too! Jst go and find a shit job to fill some time while making at least a minimal paycheck. you can do that to at least fill in the idle time.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: blissedout]
    #7906201 - 01/20/08 03:45 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

lord i anmn trying. every free day i have for the most part is deadicated to looking for work. its just not that easy :nonono:


i love it here in oregon. weather, people, and scenery are all awsome. but i just feel like im taking steps backwards while im here.

i cant be livng in the past either tho :frown:

fak

ima go thumb through my marin picture book faze out into memory


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: blissedout]
    #7906216 - 01/20/08 03:48 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

Yeah man, just keep playing bass everytime you feel down. I know it doesn't solve anything really, but making music when I'm feeling down always seems to bring me right back up.:mushroom2:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: marshalldylan1]
    #7906231 - 01/20/08 03:52 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

it solves everything for me. but i dunno. i just dont feel like it now.

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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906243 - 01/20/08 03:58 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

if it makes u feel any better u got me abscessed with grateful dead


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Coaster]
    #7906245 - 01/20/08 04:00 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

abssesed?


well that does make me feel good
:gd_icon:

i dunno

this is just one of those laz idel hands kinda days.

i can only hope i can make another 200 dollers in 10 days otherwise i have no house


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906301 - 01/20/08 04:23 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

I :heart: U Pillow.

Why not go to school?  You're still young, you live in a place with a great educational system, and while your spelling and grammar are terrible, I get the idea that you're at least halfway intelligent.

Hell, most of the kids in college are dumb as fuck anyway.

Surely there is SOMETHING you like to do that could earn you a buck in this capitalist society?  I mean, even if you don't see yourself as a "college type", you might as well go for a few years.  They give any moron off the street a student loan, and if you have a part-time job while you're in school you can live pretty high off the hog.

Irresponsibly, of course.

Don't be so down.  Listen, I'm 25K in debt to my student loan companies, I have a degree thats completely worthless where I live, its 15 degrees below zero outside, and I have to move a bunch of furniture to my second floor apartment without any help.

And I stopped smoking pot a week ago, so I'm crabby as hell.

And I have a couple of ounces just sitting in my closet.

Staring at me.

Hungrily.

It could be worse.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Madtowntripper]
    #7906339 - 01/20/08 04:33 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

thanks bro

yeah. school

i dunno
iv been free from it for just over 1 whole year. last year i actualy was proud of myself. i was living in some sort of sureal artistic dream. everyday i was blessed to be able to play and create with kids. all day long. i felt like i had an inportant job to do, and i loved doing it. i was making money and life was pretty good. exept for the fact my gf lived 500 mils away.

now that im up here and i truly realise how hard shit can be day to day it just mnakes me wonder what if anything, was the right choice.

education is not my thing. infact i find it offensive for the most part.

im all about learning, and creating. thaose are things you do yourself, somtimes with the guided hand of a close freind or mentor.
education is somthing that is done  TO YOU. often times you have to pay for it, and that IT is genneraly just a peice of paper. no real knolage.



MUSIC. is all i have. its all i can do above average.

playing bass maks it appere as tho i do have somthign inside of me worth sharing.
just knowing that i am able to hit the right notes, im able to compose, and to inprovise makes me feel better.







sittin on the docks of the bay
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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906346 - 01/20/08 04:35 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

i really aprciate that post. as my well learned ness is not always that evident over the intronetz :wink:


truth is its too late for me on alot of things. im nt gonna go back and learn how to spell and do myy times tables at this late stage.
i will survive. as long as people still crave low end vibrations i will have a place in this world


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906362 - 01/20/08 04:38 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

I'm not entirely sure how it is out there, But are there any temp services? Those have always helped me out when i didn't have a job. Yeah they suck but it's work.

Craigslist is how i got my job I'm at now, but it took FOREVER!..

I've been down in the dumps most of my life so it didn't bug me as much. I finally figured out what i was doing wrong. It was almost like i had no motivation at all.

I wish you luck man, my prayers go out to you. Hopefully something will come along!. If you ever need anyone to hit up or talk to man, I know I'm a stranger but hit me up!.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906384 - 01/20/08 04:42 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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im just down in the dumps.

no job, no money. no real life to speak of :frown:

its juct this crippling feeling that i am worthless and i am gonna die. usualy i can just absorb it and go on with my day. but this futile job hunting is just getting me down :sad:

the only thing that even comes close to making me feel good is thumping my bass.
:crazy:




I feel you. I've been in a slump for a year or more. :shrug:

I just deal.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Tangerines]
    #7906443 - 01/20/08 04:54 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

thanks guys. it means alot

i know full well i have it good in many regards.

i just need to deal like you said tang



i just ate some pizza so life is looking up slightly


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906452 - 01/20/08 04:55 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

Man I went to a Chinese Buffet and I feel like I need to go dump 10 pounds in the toilet. :poop:

Playin Edward 40 Hands later tonight. :drunk:

And btw, I noticed you eat a SHIT LOAD of pizza. :lol:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906476 - 01/20/08 05:02 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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see, fools try to tell me, the times are hard, be out on the streets tryin to find a job its the same old song so sad and melancholy but i got my own tape and its a much better copy i think that y'all are tripping you should go ahead with out me if you think that any difficulties would ever stop me

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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Tangerines]
    #7906500 - 01/20/08 05:10 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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Man I went to a Chinese Buffet and I feel like I need to go dump 10 pounds in the toilet. :poop:

Playin Edward 40 Hands later tonight. :drunk:

And btw, I noticed you eat a SHIT LOAD of pizza. :lol:



ya
i wansnt gonna say nothing.
bit i think im on day 9 if not more of daily pizza intake


its how i make it throught the day


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: coulterIV]
    #7906507 - 01/20/08 05:12 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

You're not alone broham:macdre:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906521 - 01/20/08 05:14 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

thanks
i know im not

some time its just hard to convice myself what i knwo is worth knowing

ya know?


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906530 - 01/20/08 05:18 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

OH, I know.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906553 - 01/20/08 05:23 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

Pillow I can totally hear what you're saying about playing music.  I wish I could jam with ya but I'm down here in san diego. 

Emotions are like the weather, sometimes stormclouds roll in and block out the sun and its hard to see when it'll end, but the storms always blow through.  All you can do is keep honing your skills and looking for work and wait for your mojo to come back.  You've got a ton of mojo, more than most people could ever hope for, you're just feeling temporarily down, you'll be back on your feet soon!

I just went through a week of severe depression--full on couldn't eat, couldn't sleep--just laying there all day watching TV feeling like I was being eaten from the inside.  Then the sun came out and I went for a couple of long walks and had some coffee and I'm feeling better.  It'll pass--just fucking go get some exercise, work up a sweat, that always helps.  If you like coffee that can help a lot too. 

And now I leave you with some uplifting lyrics from da boys:

Well the first days are the hardest days don't you worry anymore
cause when life looks like easy street there is danger at your door
think this through with me
let me know your mind
whoa oh what i want to know-oh... is are you kind?:sun:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906574 - 01/20/08 05:29 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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thanks
i know im not

some time its just hard to convice myself what i knwo is worth knowing

ya know?




This is hands down the shittiest time of my life..I'm in school right now pretty much because my parents wants me to "succeed" in life w/e that means.  Last semester I think I got like a 1.0 gpa..I don't know what to do w/ myself..so yeah, my point is..life fucking sucks lolz.  They want the best for me but not even I know what's best for me..I'm so confused.:scream:  But life isn't always fun & games ya know?  You have to learn to live in the moment no matter how shitty that moment may be.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Noviseer]
    #7906582 - 01/20/08 05:31 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

thanks noviseer

indeed. waves.
thats all i think about usualy.

some are a going up and some are a goin down. :grin:


iv had so many real deal bouts with depression in my time it always scares me when i get lost in the black. but i know better now.

its just the jaded bordom i get struck with sometimes, then i just feel like. "shit am i just waiting to die, am i just eatin pizza and playing bass untill i rot"

also, i know i got da mojo. i have it inside me to make people listen. thats somthign people have always made clear to me.

what i shoulc be doing is trying to get some lyrics down on paper.
but bleehhh


well well well
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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906592 - 01/20/08 05:36 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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reeferaddict69 said:
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notapillow said:
thanks
i know im not

some time its just hard to convice myself what i knwo is worth knowing

ya know?




This is hands down the shittiest time of my life..I'm in school right now pretty much because my parents wants me to "succeed" in life w/e that means.  Last semester I think I got like a 1.0 gpa..I don't know what to do w/ myself..so yeah, my point is..life fucking sucks lolz.  They want the best for me but not even I know what's best for me..I'm so confused.:scream:  But life isn't always fun & games ya know?  You have to learn to live in the moment no matter how shitty that moment may be.



tru dat bro

i feel ya.
SOOOO many of my closest oldest freinds are in that boat. im just glad im so retarted my parents where on my side about not going to collage. i would still take classes. early childhood edu is one im interested in. but truly i feel liek that will only make me dumber. fill my head with worthless dribble. i already know how kids work, how they learn, how they play, and how they grow, i know cus im still one myself. going to school will only distence me from the purity and inoccence i kling to dearly


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906632 - 01/20/08 05:48 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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notapillow said:
Quote:

reeferaddict69 said:
Quote:

notapillow said:
thanks
i know im not

some time its just hard to convice myself what i knwo is worth knowing

ya know?




This is hands down the shittiest time of my life..I'm in school right now pretty much because my parents wants me to "succeed" in life w/e that means.  Last semester I think I got like a 1.0 gpa..I don't know what to do w/ myself..so yeah, my point is..life fucking sucks lolz.  They want the best for me but not even I know what's best for me..I'm so confused.:scream:  But life isn't always fun & games ya know?  You have to learn to live in the moment no matter how shitty that moment may be.



tru dat bro

i feel ya.
SOOOO many of my closest oldest freinds are in that boat. im just glad im so retarted my parents where on my side about not going to collage. i would still take classes. early childhood edu is one im interested in. but truly i feel liek that will only make me dumber. fill my head with worthless dribble. i already know how kids work, how they learn, how they play, and how they grow, i know cus im still one myself. going to school will only distence me from the purity and inoccence i kling to dearly




yea..I'm starting to think that maybe college isn't for me, or maybe later but not at this time.  bloody Fucking hell...although I'm currently taking a career development class to hopefully help me at least narrow down my list of shit I want to do w/ myself.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906637 - 01/20/08 05:49 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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im just down in the dumps.

no job, no money. no real life to speak of :frown:

its juct this crippling feeling that i am worthless and i am gonna die. usualy i can just absorb it and go on with my day. but this futile job hunting is just getting me down :sad:

the only thing that even comes close to making me feel good is thumping my bass.
:crazy:




But just as many people feel like that with money and a job.

Its all in your head man.

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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Ego Death]
    #7906646 - 01/20/08 05:51 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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notapillow said:
im just down in the dumps.

no job, no money. no real life to speak of :frown:

its juct this crippling feeling that i am worthless and i am gonna die. usualy i can just absorb it and go on with my day. but this futile job hunting is just getting me down :sad:

the only thing that even comes close to making me feel good is thumping my bass.
:crazy:




But just as many people feel like that with money and a job.

Its all in your head man.

Meditate, become a monk, they are proven to be the happiest people on our planet.




damn, I wanna be a monk.  What's the closest thing to being a monk tho?


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Ego Death]
    #7906647 - 01/20/08 05:52 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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Meditate, become a monk, they are proven to be the happiest people on our planet.




I agree wtih the meditate part, but become a monk?
If he does that, he won't be coming around here anymore.
What's worse - if he does come back, he may end up preaching Jesus.
No no, just do the meditation part. :cool:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906650 - 01/20/08 05:53 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

I am pretty sure monks are celibate....


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Ego Death]
    #7906661 - 01/20/08 05:55 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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im just down in the dumps.

no job, no money. no real life to speak of :frown:

its juct this crippling feeling that i am worthless and i am gonna die. usualy i can just absorb it and go on with my day. but this futile job hunting is just getting me down :sad:

the only thing that even comes close to making me feel good is thumping my bass.
:crazy:




But just as many people feel like that with money and a job.

Its all in your head man.

Meditate, become a monk, they are proven to be the happiest people on our planet.



who proved that :shrug:
in south east asian and such being a monk is nothing. every family is expected to have at leased 1 son in a monistary.

iv been study meditation and to a lesser extent buddhism since i was in 6th grade.
iv thought about being a monk. but resigning myself to an order, group, sect, or anything of that sort just makes me feel uneasy.

there is one place in west marin tho. called the green gultch zen center.
and i always have it in the back of my mind that no matter how hard i fuck up in life. no matter how dire my sittuation is. if i can make it back to marin i can live there for free. work and live of the land with like minded people.

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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906671 - 01/20/08 05:59 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

I wanna live in the middle of nowwhere on a farm and live off it! FUCK society!!:macdre:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906676 - 01/20/08 06:00 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

You could always join the Amish. :thumbup:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Sell Your Soul]
    #7906686 - 01/20/08 06:04 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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You could always join the Amish. :thumbup:




The Amish are a society to:thumbdown:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906694 - 01/20/08 06:08 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

ya, omish are quite uncolorful


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906705 - 01/20/08 06:11 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

just play your music man. everything will work out you just gotta keep going. sounds corny but its true :shrug:

Youll find somethin, hit up music stores. Thatd be such a sweet job.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906707 - 01/20/08 06:11 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

are there no like minded musicians around you to get something serious going with?


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: razmablues]
    #7906709 - 01/20/08 06:13 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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are there no like minded musicians around you to get something serious going with?





there has to be. I mean it is oregon.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: sui]
    #7906721 - 01/20/08 06:15 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

i just was chillin with one of the only freinds i have made up here.
hes a mandolin player and i think his style has real promis with mine.

still have yet to actualy jam together but i think we could have sothign worth working with

we need a drummer tho.
i wanna have a trio or quartet. nothing too big

i dunno


as some of you may know im not the most social guy, and not drinking in a collage town kinda singels you out


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    #7906730 - 01/20/08 06:17 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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are there no like minded musicians around you to get something serious going with?



i search craigslist for gigs ad stuff alot. most "bass player wanted" ads are just some lame ass cover groupe who need some one to paly 12 baqr blues .ect

i need experimentation and steamy inprov.


i really just wanna get back on stage. that in and of itself woulf be the biggest ego boosete i have had in years


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906741 - 01/20/08 06:19 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

pillow if I lived near you we could get an acid hip hop thing goin on. You play bass and I rhyme acid drenched rhymes! That would be tight.


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906751 - 01/20/08 06:21 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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i just was chillin with one of the only freinds i have made up here.
hes a mandolin player and i think his style has real promis with mine.

still have yet to actualy jam together but i think we could have sothign worth working with

we need a drummer tho.
i wanna have a trio or quartet. nothing too big

i dunno


as some of you may know im not the most social guy, and not drinking in a collage town kinda singels you out




who would wanna hang out with the cliche drinking college fucktards anyways..good luck though d00d. :rainbowcloud:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: Tangerines]
    #7906759 - 01/20/08 06:22 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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pillow if I lived near you we could get an acid hip hop thing goin on. You play bass and I rhyme acid drenched rhymes! That would be tight.



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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906761 - 01/20/08 06:22 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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who would wanna hang out with the cliche drinking college fucktards anyways




Hey I am a drinking college fucktard! not cliche tho.....


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    #7906769 - 01/20/08 06:24 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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who would wanna hang out with the cliche drinking college fucktards anyways




Hey I am a drinking college fucktard! not cliche tho.....




prove it:macdre:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: RonaldFuckingPaul]
    #7906775 - 01/20/08 06:25 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

Shit man, I ain't got SHIT to prove.


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    #7906782 - 01/20/08 06:27 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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Shit man, I ain't got SHIT to prove.




:macdre:


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    #7906788 - 01/20/08 06:28 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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Shit man, I ain't got SHIT to prove.



very well then


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906866 - 01/20/08 06:48 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

mando bass and drums would be really cool, but you got no steady rhythm instrument, so you'll all have to be doubly good which i don't doubt can happen. i think a synthy guitar player, who knows his shit in any field of music would be the cherry on top.


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    #7906875 - 01/20/08 06:50 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

indeed. i do alot of chords and other stuff on bass. im not doubting that it could work with just bass mando and drums. but it would be hard. also in a perfect world he would have an electric mando so we could do effected jamz.
wich is what i really do


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906890 - 01/20/08 06:53 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

ya i just ish my virtuostic guitar playing freind did not live in denver


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    #7906896 - 01/20/08 06:54 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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ya i just ish my virtuostic guitar playing freind did not live in denver




why didn't ur gf move in w/ u instead?:macdre:


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906901 - 01/20/08 06:55 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

do you run your bass through alot of effects or keep it clean? and what genre(ish) of guitar does your friend usually rock?


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    #7906929 - 01/20/08 07:04 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

i play through my digitek BP 200

its nothing super flashy but you can layer and make your own effect, save them. bla bla bla. its not super clean tho.

my freind in denver is fucking amazing. hes a jazz man. but loves everything from steve vai too Phish
bluegrass to bucket head

hes kinda all over the place, hes one of the smartest people i know musically speaking


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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7906937 - 01/20/08 07:06 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

I hope you feel better soon dude.  :thumbup:







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    #7906943 - 01/20/08 07:07 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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ya i just ish my virtuostic guitar playing freind did not live in denver




why didn't ur gf move in w/ u instead?:macdre:



huh

i moved i with her


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    #7906948 - 01/20/08 07:08 PM (16 years, 12 days ago)

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I hope you feel better soon dude.  :thumbup:
thanks buddy.
im feelin better
trying to transfer last nights prophetic dream into words. slow going tho









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Re: I feel like fuck [Re: notapillow]
    #7909108 - 01/21/08 10:53 AM (16 years, 11 days ago)

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constantly scanning craigs list to no avail can just get deppressing ya know




I know what you mean, i've been out of work over a year, and craigslist has been nothing but b.s. for me. i just found career builder, and it's way more legit. Go for it!


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