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notapillow
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high doses and emotional states
#7894635 - 01/17/08 07:54 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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on my last 2 mushroom trips. both of them i would consider high doses. i have at some point run into some for of emotinal ripple hostility and misunderstaning the first time then this past trip i ran into the whole gamet. it was like nothing i have ever felt before tripping. my gf came home and we got into an argument. well basicaly she just got pissed at me for not doing 1thing (laundry) and it escalted into her full blown ranting at me about how horrible i am. and in my extremly fragil state i couldent take it. i have never thrown up n mushrooms but i was damn close while i was in the middle of her little tyrade. i litteraly was feeling all of her agreshion and disapointment and i felt like a fucking shallow selfish peice of shit. my body ached. it hurt! i litteraly poued all my energy into hiurting myself. my trip became very fucking disorentating and i could barly hold myself together as i tred to respond and explain ect.
any way we worked it out. and she is much happyer now. but both times these sittuations have conpletly drained me. mentaly physicaly and spiritualy. the one thing im grateful is the all have had very clear and meaningful messages about daily life. no real sou searching required its just blaring in my face kinda.
after that fiasco tho me and my gf just watched a movie and had pizza and bla bla bla. and i was amazed at how sober i was. i poureed my whole trip into that one fucking intese phycho anilitcal tourcher chamber.
so in short. i guess i just really need to be more prepared
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: notapillow]
#7894739 - 01/17/08 08:14 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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A good rule to go by before a trip is make sure you have no priorities to do, and all shall go well.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: never_2_high]
#7895269 - 01/17/08 10:20 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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Maybe have a little talk with her about the state of mind of someone tripping? Seems like a pretty hostile thing to do in such a state. Not that I'm passing judgment on your girlfriend, but going on a tirade with someone who's tripping is bad form. Glad you worked it out tho.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: BoulderBoomer]
#7895304 - 01/17/08 10:29 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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BoulderBoomer said: Maybe have a little talk with her about the state of mind of someone tripping? Seems like a pretty hostile thing to do in such a state. Not that I'm passing judgment on your girlfriend, but going on a tirade with someone who's tripping is bad form.
I totally agree. Tripping puts people in a vulnerable state of mind and what the fuck is so important about the laundry that it couldn't have waited until after you'd come down? I'm upset with your girlfriend, Pillow. I doubt her over-emotional and nasty reaction was warrented at all. Sorry you had to go through that while tripping.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: notapillow]
#7895323 - 01/17/08 10:32 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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Wow what a terrible trip dude
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: Caribou_Lou]
#7895468 - 01/17/08 11:08 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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damn dude, you should beat her ass!
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: notapillow]
#7895815 - 01/18/08 01:14 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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Well, it is good that things were worked out. Sometimes the resolution of a conflict can strengthen a bond.
On the other hand.... YOUR GIRLFRIEND BITCHED AT YOU WHEN YOU WERE TRIPPING??????
Did she know you were tripping?
I would 100% leave a girl for that. So fucking unbelievably fast her head would spin.
The only excuse would be if she were tripping as well, and some unresolved emotions were coming up.
If she did know that you had taken mushrooms, and she still chose to do that to you, it sounds to me that she Either:
1- has little understanding of the importance of set and setting, or the potential seriousness of a bad trip.... Or 2- She simply is SO self-absorbed, she didn't care about your possibly fragile state of mind.
One of these things has to be true.
Like I said.... so fast her fucking head would spin.
Better luck in the future.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: CidneyIndole]
#7896243 - 01/18/08 07:08 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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Okay, if you're freaking out, I'm with you. But, if you're tripping two days a week, that isn't really fair to always demand that "personal space."
While enjoying some mushroom tea yesterday, I decided to get up and vacuum the floor instead of facing what you received. Yes, the trip was at level 0 while focused on the stupid floor, but the day went a lot smoother. I'm not perfect either, I'm just saying that sometimes you just gotta do what needs to get done. Laundry is easy.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: 04281969]
#7896286 - 01/18/08 07:29 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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yea man that sucks, you need to let her know not to fuck with you while you are tripping, and if you accidently started it cuz you were tripping (lol been there) then i guess you can share the blame. But personally I would never go off on someone who was tripping and I was sober.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: notapillow]
#7896482 - 01/18/08 08:34 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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i've spent a karge portion of two dofferent mushroom trips doing my laundry now. it's not that hard to do and can be rather self-reflective as it gives you time to think.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: pantsboy]
#7896507 - 01/18/08 08:40 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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On a high dose like what Pillow was talking about I wouldn't be able to identify or operate a laundry machine.
When you're really tripping balls household chores just don't tend to come to mind.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: MOTH]
#7896840 - 01/18/08 10:20 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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no she did not know i was tripping. she came home. saw i had forgot to put one load into the dryer and then started screaming. it was my fault tho, and i did forsee some kind of blip on her radar screen. i just did not know it would lead to a full out battle.'she really got alot of stuff of her chest tho, and i glad she made her feelings known. once she figured out i was tripping she let off and just kinda liet me breath and try t regain cotol over my body :shruh:
and my doses for bothe these trips has been an 8th of cyans.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: 04281969]
#7896850 - 01/18/08 10:23 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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04281969 said: Okay, if you're freaking out, I'm with you. But, if you're tripping two days a week, that isn't really fair to always demand that "personal space."
While enjoying some mushroom tea yesterday, I decided to get up and vacuum the floor instead of facing what you received. Yes, the trip was at level 0 while focused on the stupid floor, but the day went a lot smoother. I'm not perfect either, I'm just saying that sometimes you just gotta do what needs to get done. Laundry is easy.
i did not trip 2 times in one week. there was about 3 weeks in between trips in this case
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#7896851 - 01/18/08 10:23 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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notapillow
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i LOVE tripping with my gf ahe usualy loves it too. ormaly all my energy from the trip is poured into loving, holding and talking to her. its always a very enlightening experience.
but her just letting loose like that made me feel wholy un enlightened. very low and dirty
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: BoulderBoomer]
#7896897 - 01/18/08 10:32 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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BoulderBoomer said: Maybe have a little talk with her about the state of mind of someone tripping? Seems like a pretty hostile thing to do in such a state. Not that I'm passing judgment on your girlfriend, but going on a tirade with someone who's tripping is bad form. Glad you worked it out tho.
thanks'im gonna talk to her in the next few days more and more about it. im glad really. i mean it was by no means a bad trip or even tha much of an unpleasent one. but a grim reminder of how fast things can change when you get that deep into it.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: MOTH]
#7896916 - 01/18/08 10:37 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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MOTH said: On a high dose like what Pillow was talking about I wouldn't be able to identify or operate a laundry machine.
When you're really tripping balls household chores just don't tend to come to mind.
quite true, but i was too do all that before i dosed. long story short. went biking, picked up a new pipe and some n2o (that i cannot really aford right now) and by the time i got back it was way dark. my gf had told me to put the laundry in the dryer right at 7. i got back at 7:20 and decided that it would not be cool to do the laundry cus it was pitchblack and the laundry rooms dryer shares a wall with my nneighbor (who just gave us the bike i had mentioned) so insted of annoying him at this late hour with 1 and a half hours of clunky spinning behind his wall i decided to save the set cloths till tomaro. i could have just ran them over to the laundry mat and been responsible. but at the time i was only truly really concerened with throwing drugs into my face.
tea i know thats not really a short story but 
much was learned about self centeredness, selfishness and the huan condition.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: notapillow]
#7896963 - 01/18/08 10:50 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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it sounds like something that happened for a reason and taught you something. doesn't seem like a bad trip at all.
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Re: high doses and emotional states [Re: notapillow]
#7897069 - 01/18/08 11:31 AM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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notapillow said: 'she really got alot of stuff of her chest tho
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