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not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD
#7893383 - 01/17/08 03:06 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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so whenever i trip around my boyfriend. i feel completely awkward and don't want him to initiate any kind of move on me. and then i start thinking too much about our relationship. if we are somewhere public, where there are a lot of couples, i'm comparing our public relationship to theirs, from what i see. (not out loud, but to myself, and i keep thinking how weird our relationship is)
but this only happens when i trip. i just think too much.
but when i'm tripping and i'm surrounded by more friends than just my boyfriend, i'm totally happy and enjoying everything.
anyone else feel like this?
i was hoping we could have sex on acid, but i just wouldn't be able to do it.. seems like people really enjoy sex on acid too. so wtf?
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893398 - 01/17/08 03:10 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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You should have sex on acid, I'm sure that would change your mind
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: Caribou_Lou]
#7893407 - 01/17/08 03:13 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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You "just think too much"? No such thing. It seems to me that your problem is not thinking enough while not on acid.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: Phonerothyme]
#7893420 - 01/17/08 03:19 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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Phonerothyme said: You "just think too much"? No such thing. It seems to me that your problem is not thinking enough while not on acid.
honestly, i think way too much sober. which is why when i'm high, i absolutely hate it because my mind won't shut the fuck up and i can't distract myself from going down in that black hole of pessimistic thoughts.
everyone always tells me that i think too much, if i note on something that might happen or has happened..and i'm constantly worrying about things that have not even happened yet.
all this causes me anxiety.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: Caribou_Lou]
#7893425 - 01/17/08 03:20 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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Caribou_Lou said: You should have sex on acid, I'm sure that would change your mind
everything feels so ugly . maybe i'm not tripping hard enough.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893460 - 01/17/08 03:26 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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I don't mean to imply anything by relating my experiences, they are simply what they are.
My SO was molested by a teenage boy when she was around 8, she wasn't raped but it really fucked with her in terms of sexual development. We had been together about 5 years before we ever dropped LSD together, both mid 20's by this time.
This is well into the trip and we are laying in bed, just fully clothed and hanging out relaxing when she says she doesn't feel too good physically. So I am kind of giggly and just fucking around and I jump over to the other side of the bed and get on top of her to try and tickle her a little bit and cheer her up.
I looked in her eyes and she was like a deer in headlights, I have never seen her look so fucking scared! So I move over, she proceeds to shove me out of the way, stand up, sprint for the bathroom and throw up for the next fifteen minutes. She said she had some flashback to being molested, and she has never felt like that since it happened, it didn't have anything to do "with me", even though it was because I jumped on her... so it was just pretty fucked up all around, for what it's worth.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893478 - 01/17/08 03:31 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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On mushrooms I don't want anyone or thing touching me. Only when I'm able hold it with one hand like a cigarette.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893505 - 01/17/08 03:36 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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Caribou_Lou said: You should have sex on acid, I'm sure that would change your mind
everything feels so ugly . maybe i'm not tripping hard enough.
Hmm I don't really have any advice.. How much do you usually dose? Try to take a little less maybe, do you feel the same way on shrooms?
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: xeallos]
#7893642 - 01/17/08 04:02 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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xeallos said: I don't mean to imply anything by relating my experiences, they are simply what they are.
i was sexually harassed a bit four years ago when i was really stoned. i hardly think about it anymore, thank god. but it always makes me sick when something reminds me of it.
but he never seems to want to be touchy either. and maybe that is why. i always notice that he seems very distant, and those vibes are so strong and i think i pick up on them and keep space from him because of that. i think if he was touchy, i would like that and want to be touchy too. but he seems like he's the one that keeps us uncomfortable together when we trip
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Caribou_Lou said: You should have sex on acid, I'm sure that would change your mind
everything feels so ugly . maybe i'm not tripping hard enough.
Hmm I don't really have any advice.. How much do you usually dose? Try to take a little less maybe, do you feel the same way on shrooms?
well a few nights ago i dosed the least i've ever dosed. but it was enough to feel weird, and i got a lot of anxiety when we went out in public. which he doesn't like when i get like that, but it's hard not to. so i just don't let him know, and he usually doesn't notice unless i say something.. i didn't like being on such a low dose. i either wanted to trip or be sober. i didn't like just feeling weird and anxious.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893738 - 01/17/08 04:17 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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Phonerothyme said: You "just think too much"? No such thing. It seems to me that your problem is not thinking enough while not on acid.
honestly, i think way too much sober. which is why when i'm high, i absolutely hate it because my mind won't shut the fuck up and i can't distract myself from going down in that black hole of pessimistic thoughts.
everyone always tells me that i think too much, if i note on something that might happen or has happened..and i'm constantly worrying about things that have not even happened yet.
all this causes me anxiety.
me and you have alot in common. after continued use of psychedelcs i know over think every aspect of my life sober or high, the more high i get on acid, shrooms, weed ect. the more i overanalize everything. i tend to everytime i enjoy something i think of every reason why until i get into evolutionary reasons, and sometimes that can get depressing realizing how trivial your life really is. but fuck enjoy it its the only one you have. (that you know of)
dont worry about things that may happen nothing is in your control you may die at any second on any day, worrying is just going to make the time you spend alive that much worse. worry about that. lol
get used to it, think of it as a gift and dont get caught up on one specific area of something, learn from it and move on.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: awesomebastard]
#7893758 - 01/17/08 04:21 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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i never think of things optimistically though. i'm always asking myself, 'what if' which is ridiculous, and i need to get over that.
i'll sit in a fucking classroom and not pay attention because i'm thinking about anything and everything else, or wondering about kids in the class or something. i can't pay attention to the things i NEED to pay attention to.
yes.. overanalzing. that's it. and i do it way too often. the only time i don't mind is it when i'm sleeping.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893804 - 01/17/08 04:28 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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wearejellyfish said: i never think of things optimistically though. i'm always asking myself, 'what if' which is ridiculous, and i need to get over that.
i'll sit in a fucking classroom and not pay attention because i'm thinking about anything and everything else, or wondering about kids in the class or something. i can't pay attention to the things i NEED to pay attention to.
yes.. overanalzing. that's it. and i do it way too often. the only time i don't mind is it when i'm sleeping.
hey, you sound exactly like me about 3 years ago most of my anxiety stopped after an ego shattering trip i had. dont worry about things that may happen nothing is in your control you may die at any second on any day, worrying is just going to make the time you spend alive that much worse.
and just remember bad things are not all bad. without the bad things in life we could not apreciate the wonderfull things . do you get my drift.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: awesomebastard]
#7893820 - 01/17/08 04:31 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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that makes total sense.
i am hoping for something to happen to quit all this anxiety. how did it stop after the ego shattering trip?
sometimes i wonder if i should trip my face off enough to have one of those.. just because i know it will HAVE to change me.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893849 - 01/17/08 04:36 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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Caribou_Lou said: You should have sex on acid, I'm sure that would change your mind
everything feels so ugly . maybe i'm not tripping hard enough.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: sui]
#7893862 - 01/17/08 04:38 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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if i knew where to get some mdma!! i would do it in a heartbeat
but i'm still waiting to find some pure, so he will do it with me
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893871 - 01/17/08 04:40 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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but he never seems to want to be touchy either. and maybe that is why. i always notice that he seems very distant, and those vibes are so strong and i think i pick up on them and keep space from him because of that. i think if he was touchy, i would like that and want to be touchy too. but he seems like he's the one that keeps us uncomfortable together when we trip
Well, analyze your relationship, see what it means to you and what HE means to you. How much of him do you feel close to you and how much of him is distant? Psychedelic experiences are overwhelming by their nature and IMO a deeper connection must be felt, sex while tripping is not just sex, it's something way deeper and meaningful. Maybe the reason why you don't like to be touched by him is because you need that kind of connection? Things that you should definitely think about.
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i'll sit in a fucking classroom and not pay attention because i'm thinking about anything and everything else, or wondering about kids in the class or something. i can't pay attention to the things i NEED to pay attention to.
I've learned that when you try to force yourself into anything, no constructive results happen.  Instead of making yourself pay attention to what you NEED to pay attention to, start asking yourself WHY do you feel that you NEED (as in an obligation). Maybe you don't like the classes that you take, maybe it's not what appeals to you, so then why do it anyways? Why taking classes that don't interest you? Or... it could be because you feel generally anxious, and then you need to keep digging in your mind (without being judgmental to your past) and find out what keeps bugging you.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893885 - 01/17/08 04:42 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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you can change withought ego shattering trips they are just a shortcut for some people. if you really want a life changing experience do some ayahausca or smoke some DMT. and just let go
by the way dont take your boyfriend not wanting to play grab ass while tripping personally. I completly lose all of my sex drive while tripping.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: MushroomTrip]
#7893899 - 01/17/08 04:46 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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i was going to take this term off. and work full time, and then go back spring term. but finding a job wasn't as easy, since i'm so avoidant. and i ended up kinda being forced into taking classes again (by my dad who threatened to stop helping me out financially) and signed up the weekend before classes started.
i have a few 2 hour classes and 2 one hour classes. one hour classes i seem to get by pretty well, though still, concentrating is hard.. two hour classes. i can't even pay attention for a half hour, but i think knowing that i have to be there for two hours makes it that hard. sometimes i find things interesting that they are teaching, but i just hate the lecture/projection thing. i need hands on things and that's why i was going to wait until spring to take classes again because there's no real field work during winter, cause it's too fucking cold..
i was diagnosed with add (isnt everyone?) before. but i think it's just anxiety.
but what you said has helped, and i will think about those things more, thanks.
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: awesomebastard]
#7893906 - 01/17/08 04:48 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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awesomebastard said: you can change withought ego shattering trips they are just a shortcut for some people. if you really want a life changing experience do some ayahausca or smoke some DMT. and just let go
by the way dont take your boyfriend not wanting to play grab ass while tripping personally. I completly lose all of my sex drive while tripping.
good to know. thanks. wonder where i can find some ayahausca or dmt around here..
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Re: not wanting to be touched while tripping on LSD [Re: wearejellyfish]
#7893907 - 01/17/08 04:49 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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im not sure what your anxious about. is it what other people think of you or something like that? you can ordr the ingredients for aya and dmt online mimosa hostilis and syrian rue look em up.
Edited by awesomebastard (01/17/08 04:50 PM)
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