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mathewww
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Insane thoughts.
#7890838 - 01/16/08 10:34 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Is there any crazy thoughts that been on your mind?
Shit that you think no one will ever even care to listen to but it trips your mind out?
Just wondering.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: mathewww]
#7890841 - 01/16/08 10:34 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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why, are there crazy thoughts on your mind?
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: mathewww]
#7890856 - 01/16/08 10:37 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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dude id get too overwhelmed even trying to describe the amount of insane thoughts i have. you just gotta learn to sort them out and interpret them for the better. or you can interpret them for the worse, in which you could go all jeffry dalmer on someones shit right?
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: igwna]
#7890862 - 01/16/08 10:38 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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not really i'm pretty fuckin sane.
i do have some crazy thoughts on shrooms though.. just feels like i make some big conclusions or something but they are false and i realize when i return to baseline..
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: igwna]
#7890873 - 01/16/08 10:40 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Ya dude, I've had torturous thoughts and suffered because I could not see past them. Now they don't have that emotional punch anymore and I can see them for what they are and allow them to pass easily. Meditation is excellent to cultivate awareness and centeredness.
Checkout the free guided meditation audios here: http://www.imcw.org/audio/audio.php
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Well, of course on the mushrooms I get way tripped out in my mind.
Meditation helps so much.
I mean, I've had a few lately. Mostly about happiness. And mostly, the purpose of life. Growing up in a mormon household and all and then becoming completely confused at 14. Fucks with my mind; anyones mind I guess.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: mathewww]
#7890893 - 01/16/08 10:44 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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dude your an escaped mormon? dont they want to drink your blood now??
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: poot]
#7890901 - 01/16/08 10:46 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Well, to say the least, it's been hard. For sure.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: poot]
#7890912 - 01/16/08 10:49 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Ive had crazy thoughts.. More like day dreams though.. Like I was buying some food from a kiosk thing on the 16th street mall and dreamed that the hot dog guy pulled a gun out and put a cap in my head..
Oh and sorry about the mormon thing.. My dentist tried to convert me.. it scard me for life
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: poot]
#7890925 - 01/16/08 10:51 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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glad to see you didn't kill yourself.
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i think everyone is talking shit about me at all times so then i think about how i can fuck up their lives. i got one guy fired today cause i thought he was talking shit behind my back.
i also think everyone in the pub is out to get me.
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No, no need to apologize. It's not the whole "being" mormon. It's just the profuse manipulation I get from family members and church members that gets overbearing.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: mathewww]
#7890947 - 01/16/08 10:57 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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I have crazy thoughts alot. Impossible to explain, more like insights.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: Tangerines]
#7890952 - 01/16/08 10:59 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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I've had so many crazy thoughts all this time, by now, they just seem normal.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: mathewww]
#7890955 - 01/16/08 11:00 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Yeah.
I have been thinking about, like, love.
If your girlfriend/boyfriend (for example) were to be dying from the scorching of a flame-thrower, naturally, you'd save them, right?
So, I've been analyzing why would you save them?
Upon further dissection of the thought, it seems I've came to the conclusion that the ONLY reason you would save them is not for their life, continuation, survival or sake. You do it for yours.
Think on it - The only reason you want them to live is that they can make you happy. So you preserve that person cause they better you OWN life.
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yeah im alive. im resistant to heroin ;-) . I think the world is changing and humans are all having crazy unexplainable thoughts. thats where religion is dangerous because many of these thoughts will of course always be defined by any particular religion. look at the middle east. they have crazy thoughts, and their crazy religion forces its explanations for their crazy thoughts even if they make no sense. fuck religion, fuck language, and fuck Jimmy Paige.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: mathewww]
#7891049 - 01/16/08 11:22 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Why do you think they are sending all those ships out into space? Ill tell you. They are building an earth 2 behind the moon just for rich white people once hell breaks loose.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: poot]
#7891056 - 01/16/08 11:25 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Welcome back, man.
No more scary posts like that, umkay?
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I thought that is what the Space Station was for.
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Nope a full planet, fully functional at 1/3 the size
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nah, the space station is a meth lab, hehe.
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With Death Laser, yes? As seen on Star Wars?
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Well it shoots missiles not lasers, thats just crazy talk.
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do you think anyones ever rubbed one off on the space station, or in space for that matter? i think the higher probaility lies with the russians on mir. id totally do it if i could, just aim for a sock or something.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: poot]
#7891089 - 01/16/08 11:33 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Sex is zero gravity would be weird, especially after the cum shot.
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itd be a blast! (literally). i think having one of the space bitches blowing you off would be the cleanest and most failsafe method. you could just hump the toilet and let the suction get you off, but after a while you might lose some skin..
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: poot]
#7891125 - 01/16/08 11:39 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Hump the toilet? I doubt they could have standard toilets in space. There'd be no way to keep the water in the bowl.
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lately i've been thinking about how thoughts cannot take you to the total Truth because the Truth is infinite and thoughts are finite, so when i have weird thoughts i no longer try to "figure them out" because thats just more thinking. paradoxically, the less you think about the truth, the more you understand it.
the rational mind is a perfect servant and a lousy master
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: sleepy]
#7891184 - 01/16/08 11:53 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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What is rationality though? By whose definition?
I mean, I don't think the mind is infinite. If it was, then there would be an eternal splurge of new theologies, philosophies, ideologies and progression. But, we hear all the same damn thoughts recycled from person to person throughout time. The human paradigm is a repetitious one.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: sleepy]
#7891190 - 01/16/08 11:53 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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^^^^ write that one down
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: mathewww]
#7891197 - 01/16/08 11:56 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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mathewww said: What is rationality though? By whose definition?
I mean, I don't think the mind is infinite. If it was, then there would be an eternal splurge of new theologies, philosophies, ideologies and progression. But, we hear all the same damn thoughts recycled from person to person throughout time. The human paradigm is a repetitious one.
Why do I feel like I entered Philosophy & Spirituality on accident?
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Sorry, maybe this is the wrong forum.
That wasn't intended.
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the rational mind thinks "about" things. it cannot merge with the object without dying. truth is one, but the rational (remember ratios from middle school math?) mind only exists in duality.
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: mathewww]
#7891231 - 01/17/08 12:03 AM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Oh it's OK by me. I like reading abstact info like this. I was just wondering about the sudden topic change.
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did i mention earth 2 has a cloaking field and can fly as well.
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I would just love to know how you were able to obtain this info.
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Haha.... you guys.
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Well they only allow certain people to go into space right. Thats not a lot of people to build earth 2. So who works on it? What they do is they enslave aliens(I know what your thinking but just because they give cheap labor doesn't mean Mexicans travel to outer space too) to do all the grunt work. Long story short I found one in my backyard when I was on 6 hits of acid and he told me everything. O and did you know the moon is actually just a projection onto a big flat disk!?!?!
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Give me a moment to drop some acid so I can catch up with you, 'cause in this sober state, I'm having a hard time believing a word you're saying.
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The original moon was blown up by an accident in the early stages of making earth 2 so they had to build another, because it was needed to block the view of the new planet.
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i'm in charge of building earth2 and i can say with total clout that this is all untrue
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: sleepy]
#7891727 - 01/17/08 03:21 AM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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i've had lots of "crazy" thoughts lately, number one being that i am able to project my thoughts and wishes to my self from the future and i am a focusing lens for Lucifer's power.
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b0red5tiff said: i've had lots of "crazy" thoughts lately, number one being that i am able to project my thoughts and wishes to my self from the future and i am a focusing lens for Lucifer's power.
are you actually able to do that?
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Re: Insane thoughts. [Re: poot]
#7892045 - 01/17/08 08:09 AM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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poot said:
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b0red5tiff said: i've had lots of "crazy" thoughts lately, number one being that i am able to project my thoughts and wishes to my self from the future and i am a focusing lens for Lucifer's power.
are you actually able to do that?
i don't know. i'm skeptical about it but i also don't like talking about it because i may alter the future. i recently posted in the mental health forum section about this. there are some things i have to do, i don't know why i do them but there's like a signal beeping in my head letting me know it's all part of a bigger plan and all my suffering and sorrow will be re payed to me once i endure this.
meanwhile in my mind i'm seeing weirder and weirder dreams and at times i get glimpses of an inner reality through all outer reality is controlled. i am convinced i can distort reality also.
i have done lots of different rituals when younger but have forgotten them on purpose. i am having difficulties functioning in this society. i was banned from the military service for life by the state psychiatrist with a diagnosis of "not being able to work in a group or social setting" and i don't know what will happen to me.
i used to get panic attacks about this but now i'm just like "fuck it."
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