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Anonymous #1
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Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight...
#7883406 - 01/15/08 01:10 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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I've od'ed once before and came back magically.
dont think i wanna this time. flying off on an opiate cloud sounds appropriate
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7883424 - 01/15/08 01:16 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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are things really that bad? i mean, there is definitely better ways to deal with your problems
suicide isn't painless when you leave everyone in pain...
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Anonymous #3
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7883655 - 01/15/08 02:21 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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take me with you
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Anonymous #4
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #3]
#7883775 - 01/15/08 02:47 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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bang all that shit. Get fucked up.
no, but maybe not.
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Anonymous #5
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7883795 - 01/15/08 02:50 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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Don't man.
If you don't have any reason to live, live so you'll see what happens in 2012.
Don't do it.
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Anonymous #6
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #4]
#7883799 - 01/15/08 02:51 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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Hang in there for the people who care about you. I've thought about killing myself many times but just couldn't bring myself to do it because I care too much about my family.
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Anonymous #7
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7883820 - 01/15/08 02:54 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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Put it off, at least for today.
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Anonymous #2
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #7]
#7883853 - 01/15/08 03:01 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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yah, why do today what you can put off until tomorrow?
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Anonymous #8
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #2]
#7883921 - 01/15/08 03:15 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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if worst comes to worst, i generally say to myself there are experiences like smoking nn-DMT which exist in the universe. also living just for your family. just remember,
one day, in the future, there maybe be a particularly glorious day, you might walk by a river or lake, amongst the trees and the sweet fragrances and peacefully turn to see the million glimmering shards of sun scattered across the rippeling water
live, because that beautfull moment exists and the bad times "pass"
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Anonymous #3
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #8]
#7884175 - 01/15/08 03:54 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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for a minute there I was half expecting you to say something along the lines of:
Quote:
one day you'll be out in the sun...and blah blah blah...and then you'll stumble across a treasure chest of gold
bullshit 'promises' of treasure chest's of gold are FAR superior to realistic promises of beautiful sunsets, ya know
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Anonymous #9
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7884634 - 01/15/08 05:20 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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if anyone has had reason to kill themself its me,ive been contemplating it for awhile now,even pretending to and waiting to see how long till someone found me
ive found id have plenty of time and no one would miss me till it was too late
now ive decided if worse comes to worse im going to take some people with me
fuck killing myself because of the miseries others have made me go through
sometimes people push the wrong people over the edge without realizing that maybe theyre dying or have so long to live like i could be,i have a tumor in my neck now and before losing my mind id sacrifice a month to kill their 30 or 40 yrs they have left
i dont think theyd like my plans at such young ages
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Anonymous #10
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #8]
#7884669 - 01/15/08 05:24 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous said: if worst comes to worst, i generally say to myself there are experiences like smoking nn-DMT which exist in the universe. also living just for your family. just remember,
one day, in the future, there maybe be a particularly glorious day, you might walk by a river or lake, amongst the trees and the sweet fragrances and peacefully turn to see the million glimmering shards of sun scattered across the rippeling water
live, because that beautfull moment exists and the bad times "pass"
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Anonymous #11
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #10]
#7884707 - 01/15/08 05:30 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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Anonymous #12
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #11]
#7885806 - 01/15/08 08:53 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous said:
I wouldnt mind dropping the soap in that room. I would be more then happy.
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Anonymous #13
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #12]
#7886502 - 01/15/08 10:52 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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quick!
somebody call the waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahbulance
we got a live one!
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Anonymous #13
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #13]
#7886505 - 01/15/08 10:53 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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so i assume you lost your ipod?
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Anonymous #14
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #13]
#7886553 - 01/15/08 11:05 PM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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alright here it goes
lets see if i come back magically again or not
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Anonymous #15
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #13]
#7886970 - 01/16/08 01:08 AM (16 years, 17 days ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous said: so i assume you lost your ipod?
mitchell?
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Seuss
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... (moved)
#7888568 - 01/16/08 03:07 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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This thread was moved from Shroomerites Anonymous.
Reason: Please see the new home for this thread.
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LeftyBurnz
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... (moved) [Re: Seuss]
#7888953 - 01/16/08 04:26 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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if thats what you really want then noone can and should stop you. that is a decision for you and only you. no matter how selfish it is.
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... (moved) [Re: LeftyBurnz]
#7889377 - 01/16/08 05:52 PM (16 years, 16 days ago) |
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Suicide is the one decision you can never undo.
Everything is temporary, including the pain that is making you think this is a good idea. Everything that is except death.
I lost a daughter once. Put me in a place I didn't think I could come back from. Never thought I would smile or enjoy life again.
But I can now. I have blessings in my life now that I would never have known if I had given up. Give it a day. If you still feel the same tomorrow then give it two days.
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... (moved) [Re: mushbaby]
#7895190 - 01/17/08 10:04 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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dude dont do it... shit will get better, your just at a bad spot right now. A couple of years from now when you are cleaned up and with the love of your life your will be thankful you didnt do it...
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memes
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... (moved) [Re: mr_pat]
#7895387 - 01/17/08 10:47 PM (16 years, 15 days ago) |
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i would be sad if you did 
::sends vibes::
give yourself a hug and take a nice nap
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7898053 - 01/18/08 04:14 PM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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Quote:
Anonymous said: I've od'ed once before and came back magically.
dont think i wanna this time. flying off on an opiate cloud sounds appropriate
I support you in any choice you make for yourself. You are an adult and it is your right. I assume you have looked into the pros and cons here. Good luck.
-------------------- "Don't believe everything you think". -Anom. " All that lives was born to die"-Anom. With much wisdom comes much sorrow, The more knowledge, the more grief. Ecclesiastes circa 350 BC
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... [Re: Icelander]
#7898397 - 01/18/08 05:36 PM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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Wow. I am impressed that you are so supportive!
-------------------- "A warrior is a hunter. He calculates everything. That's control. Once his calculations are over, he acts. He lets go. That's abandon. A warrior is not a leaf at the mercy of the wind. No one can push him; no one can make him do things against himself or against his better judgment. A warrior is tuned to survive, and he survives in the best of all possible fashions." ― Carlos Castaneda
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... (moved) [Re: LeftyBurnz]
#7899062 - 01/18/08 08:30 PM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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i think you should tell me where to score some heroin, then I will tell you not to OD on it because that would make you dead... and alive is good... your ability to be conscious and perceive things intellectually and artistically is a gift that will probably never exist again for you once you're gone... make your mind work for you to help you enjoy life buddy
much love brother. stay away from drugs; go take a long 65 year walk..
-------------------- notapillow said: "you are going about this endeavor all wrong. clear your mind of useless fear and concern. buy the ticket, take the ride, and all that.... " ChrisWho said: "It's all about the journey, not the destination."
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Re: Thinkin bout oding on heroin on purpose tonight... (moved) [Re: Anonymous #1]
#7899485 - 01/18/08 10:05 PM (16 years, 14 days ago) |
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maybe all lives are beach walks shhhh.......
never know always shhhhh
just wait all you have to do is wait you'll be surprised.
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