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Anonymous #1
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I feel betrayed
#7880573 - 01/14/08 09:38 PM (16 years, 18 days ago) |
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I have just recently come back into contact with my old freinds. I really want to be friends with them, even though I havechanged alot and don't listen to the same music as I used to.
I feel betrayed because I got robbed several years ago, and It seems one of my old friends was involved.
See I used to have three friends that would always hang out together with me as a teenager. Mostly what they did after we stopped our young stupid for fun phase was play video games and smoke weed alot.
I had come out of addiction from heroin and I had several hundred dollars that I invested in buying a large amount of weed. I don't remember the exact amount but it was either half an ounce or a whole ounce.
So I got back in contact with one of my friends because during my addiction I was hiding out with one of my friends uncle and doing coke and heroin that he was buying with his inheritance from his mother.
We went to one of my friends freinds (he was more of his friend than mine) and I intended on selling the weed to make some money to support myself because at that time I was practically homeless from what I recall.
Anyways we went to this guys house and I showed them my weed and they both knew I was intent on selling weed.
Then basically what happened is I "lost" my weed and it just disappeared. I was like where's my weed at? But noone would confess to taking it. I searched around and couldn't find it, and I came to the impression fairly quickly that I had been jacked.
This was one of my best friends and it's rediculous because he still won't confess to taking it or knowing who did. But even an idiot knows that weed doesn't just up and walk away. Even if noone jacked me and it fell out of my pocket or something then they would still look for it, and possibly not tell me. But I don't think so because from what I recall I never left the room and it was gone and I had not even gotten up.
I don't know what Idid to make a person hate me so much, but I have to admit we were all probably stealing from each other or "borrowing" without permission. I just wish someone would come clean because obviously the weed was found if lost, and if not lost then jacked.
I just didn't think that such a close friend would do something like that, and my mind reels and my heart hurts so bad to think about it. Now this friend wants to come back into contact with me and I don't know what to do. He's still friends with my old friends and I can't avoid him forever. The other remaining friends I have come into contact with they do not act like they want to rob me or hurt me, although sometimes they seem to act suspicious but it could be my paranoia.
I want to find a way to trust them again but I feel that can only come when I have finally found the culprit. What if all of my old freinds are in on it together. That would hurt me so bad, because we had been such close friends for such a long time.
I don't know what to do. I seriously distrust him and when my friends tell me I should be the one apologising to this friends friend for saying he must have been part of it makes it even worse.
I wonder if they think I'm really a faggot or dislike me behind their maskes but that doesn't make sense to me because if they really hate me that much why do they want me around so bad? To keep jacking me? To slowly rob me blind? What do I do?
I'm thinking perhaps I'll just tell him how I really feel. I think perhaps I should just tell him how I feel, that I will never trust him until the culprit is found.
I saw him walking up to the stairs at his house and I saw him smirk (or it seemed like it) when he had his back to me.
I'm wondering if I should ever trust anyone. I wish if they hate me so much or don't want me around as a friend they would just tell me and I will leave. Does it make sense that they would keep me around and pretend to be my friend so they could jack my stuff? I don't know. But if that's true I hope to find out. But I already gave him a second chance, and I "lost" a small bag of weed again while at his house.
I hate this. It hurts so bad.
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Anonymous #2
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fuck his dog
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Anonymous #3
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Drugs change the game man, even weed. Many stoners leech on other peoples stashes, they consider it normal to take someones lighter (especially a throwaway) without asking, and always happen to be short on cash when a pizza is ordered for the munchies.
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I don't know what Idid to make a person hate me so much, but I have to admit we were all probably stealing from each other or "borrowing" without permission.
He doesn't hate you, he just likes getting high so bad that taking your stuff became negotiable to him. Like you said, it was the kind of friends you were back then.
Are harder drugs than weed in the life of this friend? If yes, chances are you're going to get screwed with again.
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But I already gave him a second chance, and I "lost" a small bag of weed again while at his house.
Yeah? This happened recently? FUCK HIM.
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I'm wondering if I should ever trust anyone.
You should definitely trust people again, but you got to make a distinction between honest upstanding people and lowlifes.
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Anonymous #4
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I'm sure your post is very interesting but you would get more responses if you could trim it down a bit.
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Anonymous #5
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Everyone, the op post went something like this.
Should he trust his old friends even though he suspects them of stealing some pot he had a few years back. A lot of pot just for the record.
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Anonymous #6
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during my addiction I was hiding out with one of my friends uncle and doing coke and heroin that HE was buying with his inheritance from his mother
was this the same guy by any chance?
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Anonymous #7
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There's only one thing to do......
Dry Smash his Man Pussy.
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Anonymous #8
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Sorry to hear that. It's a shit world getting worse. Friends close, enemies closer.
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