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ever deepening fountain of love
#7839115 - 01/06/08 12:39 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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i have seen a fountain in my travels. a fountain that, at its source becomes deeper and deeper while simultaneously spreading through the entirety of material reality. what flows from this source has many names: well being. blessings. love.
and not only at its source does it deepen exponentially but also from every particle of existence. my sense is, perhaps a hope, that as the wellspring of love deepens at some point it will overwhelm all beings and we will transform into life in its essence never to die.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7840022 - 01/06/08 03:08 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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Don't hold your breath.
Love has been around forever and humanity is still pretty much the same as far as I can tell.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7840076 - 01/06/08 03:19 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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What did you take? How much? Where can I get some?
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7840360 - 01/06/08 04:36 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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excellent question. i first saw this in 1958 when i was 8 years old. in 1970 i took a huge dose of orange sunshine and saw it in its great depth and beauty. two years ago in amsterdam i took 160 wet grams of p cubensis which sealed the deal. i have also done 10 years of tai chi chuan. 160 wet grams is very helpful.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: Icelander]
#7840375 - 01/06/08 04:41 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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Icelander said: Don't hold your breath.
Love has been around forever and humanity is still pretty much the same as far as I can tell.
you are correct and holding breath does not work very well. this fountain i have seen and bathed in covers incomprehensible material reality. it might take some time. it is like an express train that keeps getting longer and faster at both ends. coming fast but not fast enough for the average human trapped in the time sensation.
Edited by dshroom (01/06/08 04:45 PM)
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7840504 - 01/06/08 05:17 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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Is this love fountain expanding from the time that you took Orange Sunshine or from long before?
Do you understand the concept of exponential growth from a purely mathematical perspective?
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7840578 - 01/06/08 05:36 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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i would not be able to say how long it has been going. since before i took the acid for sure. i think i understand the gazintas of exponential growth. i could also be a delusional hippy. my children think the latter. i, on the other hand think i have bathed in a perpetually deepening fountaion of bliss. they say it is the drugs. i tell them to mind there own business.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7840761 - 01/06/08 06:30 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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Is this a literal fountain other people see and touch, or is it something you visualize?
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dshroom; I think I just had dinner with you. you are alright, and when people are just learning poetry awkwardness is fine even if they are just learning for the 10,000th time.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: redgreenvines]
#7841125 - 01/06/08 08:07 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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even if they are just learning for the 10,000th time.
Is that prose or poetry?
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it's a bit of an awkward question
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: redgreenvines]
#7841992 - 01/06/08 11:52 PM (16 years, 26 days ago) |
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sounds nice, does it actually work? Can you use it? can you share it? can you explain it?
the only thing that could be called wrong with the world is alot of beings dont know how to explain love to eachother, and possibly themselves explain it, and feel it feeling it isnt some wierd invocation, or slogan, its not flowers and smiles love is only substantial when it makes a difference, when it crystalizes as something tangible, otherwise its your own trickle that your nursing.
I, want to help you with your trickle, only togther, with both our trickles, can we form a river, and then we can all trickle into an ocean.
I love you
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Quote:
some1whoisntme said: Is this a literal fountain other people see and touch, or is it something you visualize?
for me it is literal. i not only touch it but merge with and become it. i think others see it as well but most people that i encounter simply think i am a crazy. it is literal in that it fills all of material reality, so that anything you touch or see anywhere is filled with it. like x-rays, it is not always perceptable by the human eye. with proper focus and p cubensis it comes into view. evern so, not all people see it. i do. it causes me a lot of trouble with my liberal atheist friends, especially when i call it god. oh my, he said GOD! ban him ban him.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7842979 - 01/07/08 10:33 AM (16 years, 25 days ago) |
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We are mature adults here. This is a self-banning forum.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7843118 - 01/07/08 11:16 AM (16 years, 25 days ago) |
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but most people that i encounter simply think i am a crazy.
Yeah it sounds crazy, I don't usually go with "most" people but I think I just might on this one.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7843180 - 01/07/08 11:26 AM (16 years, 25 days ago) |
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for sure i see things that others don't see. also i took a HUGE does of mushrooms to start this process. the interesting thing is that i run a business with 75 employees, a complex computer driven sales and marketing program, as well as a complete inventpry and accounting system. and our sales were up 18% in 2007! i am married for 37 years. and i speak to god. my kids think i am crazy. go figure.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7843192 - 01/07/08 11:29 AM (16 years, 25 days ago) |
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George bush runs the fuckin country and he sees things that others don't see too. Go figure.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7843199 - 01/07/08 11:31 AM (16 years, 25 days ago) |
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well, i am older than 50 but i am not yet a mature adult. did i tell you about the time my kids had to phyiscally remove me from a restaurant in amsterdam as the shrooms hit me hard?
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: dshroom]
#7843237 - 01/07/08 11:43 AM (16 years, 25 days ago) |
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No you didn't tell me your war stories. I have this really big scar though. I got it in the jungles searching for an LSD plant. Man that was a tough one.
I'm over 50 also and oh so mature.
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Re: ever deepening fountain of love [Re: Icelander]
#7843266 - 01/07/08 11:51 AM (16 years, 25 days ago) |
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Second childhood?
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