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 blkjkrabbit
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 when you realize you're a tool... 
#7834537 - 01/05/08 07:36 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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You start fucking hating people. People that want to throw parties at your house but never hang out with you or even bother to learn your name. People that change your music from something awesome to some shitty club rap song they listen to when they drink. People that just want to fuck on your bed, and drink your beer/smoke your weed, bump your system, but sacrifice as little and be as selfish as possible while they're doing it. People don't care who you are unless they can use you somehow. I'm at the point where I don't want to answer my phone for a while, turn down parties, and just stay alone or something for a while. I'd rather be alone and friendless than have lots of "friends" who just use me as a tool. 
p.s. it's 4:35 am here and I'm just getting my house quiet. 2 people are fucking in my bathroom, my best friend is drunk passed out on our couch. i'm in bed alone, again. yay. fuck parties
Edited by blkjkrabbit (01/05/08 11:12 PM)
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 Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7834552 - 01/05/08 07:47 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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you gotta lay down some ground rules at the start of the night man
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blkjkrabbit
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: sam420]
#7834556 - 01/05/08 07:49 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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i know we usually try to but at some point there's a disconnect where either i'm too drunk off in my own world or my roommates are, and so we have to crawl out of the drunk hole back into sobriety so we can regulate shit in the house.
p.s. if you like metal, try some downfall - it's got some tasty fucking solos
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7834563 - 01/05/08 07:59 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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nice. used to be a hardcore metalhead, these days i neglect it too much in favour of drum n bass 
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: sam420]
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: veda_sticks]
#7834629 - 01/05/08 08:55 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7834646 - 01/05/08 09:15 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Unfortunately, if you let people walk over you then they will.
People just push boundaries, see how far they can go. I expect you do as well.
If I were you, I woulda gone in the bathroom and said "let me hit that shit or you can go fuck in an alley".
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: Ego Death]
#7834832 - 01/05/08 11:40 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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yeah dude, thats pretty fucked up.
but the best thing you can do is confront them.
why throw a party if you get nothing out of it?
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: Ego Death]
#7834856 - 01/05/08 11:52 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
Unfortunately, if you let people walk over you then they will.
People just push boundaries, see how far they can go.
Some people are like that, not all.
With people who truly respect you you have a shot at becoming true friends.
Being used sucks. You could set off a bug bomb in the room to make a statement, but I think it's a lost cause. Some people are just like locusts.
Building serious friendships relies on spending quality time together in groups of 2-5 people. Any more and group mentality sets in.
 you got to find the right people but real friendships do exist.
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7834863 - 01/05/08 11:55 AM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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you choose the shape and function of this tool,
becomb an avatar of your choosing and vessel the se dmons
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7835673 - 01/05/08 03:40 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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sounds like my buddys place where I lived for a couple months
imo your getting a lil too mature for the constant party life(I got sick of it FAST) its shallow and leaves you feeling empty(as u seem to feel right now)
these ppl ARE using you(take it from someone who is usually used) you will probably never see most of them again if you call a stop too using your place like its their own personal party shack
pull the plug and find some real friends man...there are good ppl out there who truely care(they can be hard to find with all the assholes surrounding them tho unfortunately)
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: Iamthewalrus]
#7835689 - 01/05/08 03:46 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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eeeww, I don't want people fucking in my bed! you let people get away with that?
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: Iamthewalrus]
#7835702 - 01/05/08 03:48 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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blkjkrabbit
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Quote:
Cannabischarlie said:
eeeww, I don't want people fucking in my bed! you let people get away with that?
nah none of them go in my room, i was at least smart enough to get a lock as soon as i moved in and keep my room off limits. instead they just fuck on our couch, our pool table, our bathroom, etc. this house is a fucking zoo when people are over here, and girls become this massive distraction for everyone. 3-4 guys trying to make moves on the same girl gets confusing and just downright stupid.
anywho, thanks for the advice guys - i was just really pissed about this shit and wanted to write it out/listen to some metal. these stupid fucking parties are getting left at the damn door from now on. fucking bullshit
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7835757 - 01/05/08 04:05 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Quote:
blkjkrabbit said:
You start fucking hating people. People that want to throw parties at your house but never hang out with you or even bother to learn your name. People that change your music from something awesome to some shitty club rap song they listen to when they drink. People that just want to fuck on your bed, and drink your beer/smoke your weed, bump your system, but sacrifice as little and be as selfish as possible while they're doing it. People don't care who you are unless they can use you somehow. I'm at the point where I don't want to answer my phone for a while, turn down parties, and just stay alone or something for a while. I'd rather be alone and friendless than have lots of "friends" who just use me as a tool.
wow..this sounds like my life for a minute there (before my roommate finally laid down the law and threw everybody out one night, and told em all not to come back)
I'm actually kinda glad he did too 
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: Muppet]
#7835765 - 01/05/08 04:08 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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Muppet
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Quote:
Cannabischarlie said:
eeeww, I don't want people fucking in my bed! you let people get away with that?
saddly...this has happened to me before 
it started out with one girl getting entirely too wasted, so I took her up to my bed so she could sleep it off
needless to say though - it wasn't long before somebody decided to go 'check up on her' 
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: blkjkrabbit]
#7835775 - 01/05/08 04:09 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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it was constant metal at my buds place
but it was made up of mostly punks/hippys
I was definitely the most peaceful of the bunch
my buddy beat the shit outta this guy who threw a rock through his window and glass flew and cut this chick on her face and RIGHT next to her jugular and 3 of us went after him(I was only there to make sure things stayed fair tho)
it was priceless and my buddy ended up beating him to the point where the kid looked like a zombie
yet he gets up and follows my buddy(Not swinging or anything) just following him(like a zombie lol) it must have looked like something outta night of the living dead to onlookers....my buddy did NOT want to hurt this guy anymore(plus he broke his hand on his face) and refused to indulge so he just kept walking away and it was just all really odd and messy(on the way back I noticed a CHUNK of flesh on his back)
one of our friends(who REALLY loves everything bloody and evil etc) was sooo upset that she missed the fight(it was brewing for a long time) and she went back to the spot where this guys blood was ALL over rocks right by train tracks and she collected those rocks and has them in a bowl on display in her house
my point...I was definitely the most peaceful of the bunch
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: Muppet]
#7835791 - 01/05/08 04:13 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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sorry to hear that blk.
i don't think you're too much of an exception though, nearly every big party I go to, people just completely disrespect the host and house. there's so much drinking and confusion that people really stop giving a fuck about anything.
i just throw small parties for this very reason, 10 or so very close friends.
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Re: when you realise you're a tool... [Re: Iamthewalrus]
#7835824 - 01/05/08 04:22 PM (13 years, 2 months ago) |
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nice hijack 
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