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Phishe
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LSD troubles..
#7830323 - 01/03/08 11:48 PM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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Ok I'm pretty stoned so bear with me.
I think I have built myself up to a certain point with tripping that I am afraid to go past. I feel like my next trip will be a liberating experience because I felt so near a state of becoming one with the whole system that is around us.
This awakens some fear and anxiety in me, because I know that my next trip will be the one where I need to let go.
I have tripped many times on LSD and I have enjoyed nearly every one, but lately I feel very out of the mood to do it, I feel like I need to change myself before the experience.
If anyone can give me some wise advice It would be helpful because It will be a-happening soon.
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newlife
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Re: LSD troubles.. [Re: Phishe]
#7830335 - 01/03/08 11:54 PM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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Not being in the mood to trip good lead to a bad trip, so unless your really wanting to liberate yourself as you said. You should wait for the right time. But if you are need this experience to help yourself then you might want to go for it, but be sure you know your ready for it and really want this experience. Then you will get the most out of you trip. Its ultimately up to you. Good luck!
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Plok
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Re: LSD troubles.. [Re: Phishe]
#7830355 - 01/04/08 12:01 AM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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It sounds like you are stumbling upon ego death. If so, it usually gets scary until you surrender to it and then you feel totally liberated and one with the universe. It is really undescribable, words can't do it justice, and you can't know what it's like until you're there. Once you realize that you can live without your ego, it becomes a dead weight that you gladly cast off, and it feels like you're flowing with pure energy.
At least, in my experience. Your experience may vary...
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LedHead
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Re: LSD troubles.. [Re: Plok]
#7830391 - 01/04/08 12:13 AM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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does anyone else feel that sometimes a series of trips kind of are interconnected and lead to ego death? i feel exactly like the original poster on this topic. i have tripped many many times and have had experiences that are truly nirvana like experiences but my last few trips ive had rougher times and i feel like the experience is ultimately leading up to me having to totally and completely let go. its weird because i have had experiences that i thought were ego death but it must have been a weaker degree or something because ive definately felt oneness etc, but i dont think ive fully experienced my own death! i think that is what this is leading up to, mentally experiencing the let go of accepting death. any input?
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Phishe
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Re: LSD troubles.. [Re: LedHead]
#7830414 - 01/04/08 12:22 AM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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Quote:
LedHead said: does anyone else feel that sometimes a series of trips kind of are interconnected and lead to ego death? i feel exactly like the original poster on this topic. i have tripped many many times and have had experiences that are truly nirvana like experiences but my last few trips ive had rougher times and i feel like the experience is ultimately leading up to me having to totally and completely let go. its weird because i have had experiences that i thought were ego death but it must have been a weaker degree or something because ive definately felt oneness etc, but i dont think ive fully experienced my own death! i think that is what this is leading up to, mentally experiencing the let go of accepting death. any input?
I can relate completely.
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Re: LSD troubles.. [Re: Phishe]
#7830421 - 01/04/08 12:24 AM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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yeah phishe, so we are in agreement about thinking at the time it was ego death because of the profoundness of the experience and the feeling of oneness and peace but now in hindsight believing it wasnt ego death and we are both on the fast track to kicking and screaming but knowing that it will be well worth it? sorry if that was long winded but im stoned =)
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