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musher_420
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Reformatting my mind tonight
#7820337 - 01/01/08 03:01 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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I got a strain of PE that convinced me I was dieing on 3g. Not ego death.. I feared actual death. Most of that trip was pretty terrible the only truly amazing part was not dieing. I'm thinking I'm gonna try 7+g tonight solo. I've got the rest of the week off, very little stress right now. Think I'm just gonna line up a playlist to pound out of some 300W speakers and see if I can start off 2008 with a clean slate.
Wish me luck!
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: musher_420]
#7820372 - 01/01/08 03:13 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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You and me both man. Got some Mexi-cubes fresh off the cakes with my name on em.
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Yeah fresh, i had a pretty good time on some small shrooms that were between 12 and 18 grams.
30-40 grams wet is gonna blow your mind if its fresh.
7g seems a tad excessive
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: veda_sticks]
#7820518 - 01/01/08 03:49 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Good Vibes dude!
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musher_420
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: veda_sticks]
#7820587 - 01/01/08 04:00 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Yeah.. 7 is a tad excessive. 7 ground into lemon shots will probably be ridiculous. But I've done it before just with less potent B+ mush. The most uncomfortable part is the initial onset.. like getting into a cold pool or taking off in an airplane. Once it's set in as long I'm undisturbed I can just meld with the music and feel that connected presence I'm lacking lately.
A little temporary insanity can do wonders for your peace of mind in the long run.
All my previous bad trips have usually been a result of some uncomfortable social situation. That's why I've opted to be by myself with the phone off the hook in my living room with the heat cranked a bit higher then usual to avoid the damn winter mushroom chills.. comfort.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: musher_420]
#7820627 - 01/01/08 04:15 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Sounds wonderful!!! Just remember, you won't physically be dying. I have had the same problem on 7g trips, where I think I am dying or have died. You just have to convince yourself that that is what one feels while in the grips of a high dose, and go with it. I hope the mushrooms leave you feeling refreshed and at peace.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: landsnorkler]
#7820721 - 01/01/08 04:49 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Good luck bro! Have fun and welcome to 2008!!!
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musher_420
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: LSDaytripper]
#7820778 - 01/01/08 05:05 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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The deed has been done. Went with OJ however. Thought all that lemon juice would be a little too hard on the stomach.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: musher_420]
#7820915 - 01/01/08 05:51 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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wait? what would happen to convince you that you were dying? immobilization?
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: bryanbzl]
#7820959 - 01/01/08 06:03 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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tell us how it goes
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: shaftmonkey]
#7827158 - 01/03/08 12:02 PM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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bump,
I iz curious.
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papixx
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He's dead.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: papixx]
#7828040 - 01/03/08 03:40 PM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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I DID 10+G'S on new years and i had the best time of my life, the things i learned have stayed with me forever, i felt everything, and how its all connected and how out thought works with the cosmos to create.
i dont thik ill do such a huge dose for a long time though.....
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: Chronic7]
#7830325 - 01/03/08 11:50 PM (16 years, 29 days ago) |
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how have they stayed with you forever when its been 3 days since your trip?? That must have been quite the ride though no doubt about it.
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musher_420
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: papixx]
#7831566 - 01/04/08 11:01 AM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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Quote:
papixx said: He's dead.
Thankfully not. But I did fuck up. I grew too comfortable with taking high dosages. This trip really got on top of me. DO NOT take large dosages in the winter without a trip sitter. I probably would have believed this post to be bullshit had it not happened to me.
I ended up leaving my house without shoes on and wondering around in the snow for a few hours. Complete loss of control. The most unsettling thing is that I couldn't feel the cold. I think I knocked myself unconscious at some point. I woke up in serious pain with a pretty low level of brain function due to the cold. -10 Celsius for about 4 hours with only a t-shirt and socks on.... It took me about 20 minutes to remember who I was.. the vague memory of myself slowly came back to me like a strange dream then I went in to survival mode. I managed to walk the two blocks home without shoes and suffer through the unbelievable pain of dethawing my hands and feet followed by about 8 hours of violent shivering huddled next to the heater. I've been to the hospital since to see how sever the frost bite on my feet was. Try to imagine still tripping while you consider whether or not your foot will turn black and be removed. Luckily the frost bite isn't that extensive. I can't really walk on my own yet and have little feeling in my finger tips but the doctor told me the cold damage should heal up.
I'm very disappointed with myself right now.
Don't ignore the warnings. I've tripped well over a hundred times and at least a few dozen times on a quarter or more. There's always that random chance you happen to pick out the particularly potent ones. Even when your dealing with a isolated strain you have experience with.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: musher_420]
#7831692 - 01/04/08 11:44 AM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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holly shit man. Do you remember going outside? What was going through your mind at the time??
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: papixx]
#7831718 - 01/04/08 12:03 PM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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Yeah, I learned a while ago that you can never really hope to control those high dose trips. A sitter, and other tripping companions, is a must.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: g00ru]
#7831755 - 01/04/08 12:17 PM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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The second i tried to control my trip i bad tripped in a MEGA way!
i felt like my ego had died (which i thought id had b4 but hadnt't) and i could feel nothing, i had no reference to feel happy or sad etc....i felt absolutely nothing, my ego was dead!
I started trying to feel and force myself to feel happy, then all of a sudden i really bad tripped, then tried to control the bad trip so it got worse, the only thing that brought me out ofit was fresh air and weed.
Thsi was on a 100+grams fresh cubes, i reckon its caus ei mixed strains and when the hawaiins kicked in i bad tripped for an hour, the mexicans were ecstacy then all of a sudden an hour after the hawaiins....
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musher_420
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: papixx]
#7831767 - 01/04/08 12:21 PM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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I do remember leaving the house. What I remember feeling is like I was creating everything around me... like I was in a virtual world. Had it been the summer time I'm sure we all would have had good laughs. But I will not deny the fact that there is a potential to do very serious bodily harm to oneself during a strong trip. For me it happened to be 7g of potent mushrooms. Maybe for someone else it could happen with a lesser dosage.
It's strange to go from total loss of self control resulting in an amnesia like state to thinking in an almost totally sober mind set in a time span of less then 6 hours.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: musher_420]
#7831814 - 01/04/08 12:41 PM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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Its good your ok. You got a good story to tell now.
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These are the risks involved with high dosages, you can't let them deter you from venturing that deep on the very rare occasion. Simply take as many reasonable precautions as you can, but one of them is not being able to forcefully control your experience, because the fact is straight that it's not possible.
Myself on 4gs had a similar experience, where after ATTACKING a very close friend (in which he states that I definately appeared to be possessed) simply jaunted out into the cold night with no shoes or coat and proceeded to somewhat throw myself infront of a bus. There were no feelings of suicide, hatred or depression really, I simply felt I needed to know what being struck by a bus (or that colorful looming form that was approaching) felt like. This was also after trying to force entry into some house i came upon stumbling down a suburban street.
I was tired with the previously mentioned experience and shouldn't have tripped. And I reccommend that if your winter tripping to lock yourself in your house or have a competent sitter.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: krin]
#7832039 - 01/04/08 01:50 PM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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at higher doses, a competent is pretty much necessary.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: citricacidx]
#7832333 - 01/04/08 03:26 PM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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Yeah actually a sitter who isn't necessarily in the same space as you, but "around" so he can detect crashing sounds, you trying to break out in madness, hurt yourself/others is a very good idea
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: krin]
#7832701 - 01/04/08 04:57 PM (16 years, 28 days ago) |
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I took a small dose about half an hour ago. Going to smoke bud soon and then try meditating on psychedelics for the first time. I had some quite interesting thoughts earlier today so I hope it's enough for reformatting my mind.
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: Chronic7]
#7835444 - 01/05/08 12:52 PM (16 years, 27 days ago) |
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i come up pretty intense of pan.syans to bd tripped for 2 hours then had the time of my life
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Re: Reformatting my mind tonight [Re: 2play]
#7835926 - 01/05/08 02:46 PM (16 years, 27 days ago) |
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Nothing came out of meditating. I just ended up lying on my bed with eyes closed enjoying the greatest tunes ever known to me. I got to think through all I needed and found some new perspectives in life. So I might say the reformatting was success. 
Go shrooms! 
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