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primativezen
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: Seventy]
#7814575 - 12/30/07 05:35 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Nothing happened but if the other guy had been gay I don't know what would have happened to be honest. The entire night seems almost like a dream. It seemed as if my subconscious directed all my actions, as it does in your dreams. I didn't actually have the thought "I'm gay", it was more like a loss of sexuality as guruu said. I also tried to get on girls (unsuccessfully lol) and ended up pleasuring myself in front of them all.
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smoothrider267
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Irradiated_Feces said: I think shrooms make already gay people gayer. I really have no interest in sex whatsoever while tripping.
So they must make straight people straighter I assume?
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AlCapwn
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: AlCapwn]
#7815519 - 12/30/07 11:17 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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To clear things up, I mean gay as in homosexual.
I didn't want to bone dudes, I just wanted like dude affection. Like, cuddling or whatever. And I was tripping with guys, and I didn't want it from them or anything either. I'm absolutely not homosexual. And don't think I may be in denial. Believe me, that mushroom trip made me think fucking hard about it and no, meat and manholes just don't cut it.
It's really hard to explain, but that was definately how i'd picture being gay feeling like, it was just like straight out loving men because they were men. I dunno man... prankster mushrooms perhaps?
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Drewwyann
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: AlCapwn]
#7815528 - 12/30/07 11:20 PM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Thats exactly what I thought when you made the original post.
I have the exact same feelings. Like I just wanna lay on my friends.
It has also made me question my sexuality many times, but every time it does, it reaffirms my current heterosexual standing.
So, I know exactly what you mean about 'cuddling' with friends. It's simply enjoyable to be close to them while tripping. I don't know what it is, but it truly is.
I have great urges to go and invade their space by falling on top of them while they are on a couch. I wouldn't call it gay though. Just more open.
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: Drewwyann]
#7815638 - 12/31/07 12:27 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Really, I think that it's just a massive emotional connection brought about by ego-softening and the sharing of such a profound experience.
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: Ness1]
#7815664 - 12/31/07 12:38 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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You're all a bunch of homos!
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Drewwyann
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whats more pathetic, being open about your experiences in life, or being critical of other people's openness and experience in life?
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reeferaddict69 said: You're all a bunch of homos!
I hope you're not serious.
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: Ness1]
#7815691 - 12/31/07 12:50 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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he's sarcastic.
If he's not, he is an asswipe.
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: Drewwyann]
#7815714 - 12/31/07 01:03 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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Drewwyann said: whats more pathetic, being open about your experiences in life, or being critical of other people's openness and experience in life?
I was just kidding man..I think we've all felt a little homo at one point in our lives
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g00ru
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I don't think what you felt was actual homosexuality. It sounds like you just really really connected with your tripping buddies and wanted that connection to be physical.
If you actually were gay during the trip, you would want your dick in their assholes.
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Drewwyann
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Quote:
reeferaddict69 said:
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Drewwyann said: whats more pathetic, being open about your experiences in life, or being critical of other people's openness and experience in life?
I was just kidding man..I think we've all felt a little homo at one point in our lives
I know you were kidding. It's all good.
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: g00ru]
#7815729 - 12/31/07 01:09 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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I have to agree with guruu. Sounds like y'all were just more touchy feely like girls while on shrooms, not gay. Unless one of you had the urge to be pumbled by a male friend or pumble a male friend which none of y'all have admitted to yet.
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TheHauntingSoul
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: Acaterpillar]
#7815733 - 12/31/07 01:13 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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i'm never gay on shroom trips although i almost always end up playing with my junk
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Drewwyann
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: Acaterpillar]
#7815740 - 12/31/07 01:14 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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ok, ok!
you just had to keep asking didnt you?
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emeryg89
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: g00ru]
#7815744 - 12/31/07 01:15 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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I think there's two factors going into play, both already stated... 1, the fact that affection is very desirable in the mindstate because of the 'connections' and whatnot, and 2, your ego is weakened enough so that normal social, self-constructed mindframes and stigmas begin to melt... you'd want to cuddle with all of your friends, gay, straight, or not, on a normal basis if you weren't used to putting on your egomask that society has trained us so well to do... Affections a completely natural thing, and has nothing, whatsoever to do with sexuality... if you associate the too, you're following 'societie's' rules... we're animals... let's just be happy with that.
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RonaldFuckingPaul
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: emeryg89]
#7815747 - 12/31/07 01:16 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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emeryg89 said: I think there's two factors going into play, both already stated... 1, the fact that affection is very desirable in the mindstate because of the 'connections' and whatnot, and 2, your ego is weakened enough so that normal social, self-constructed mindframes and stigmas begin to melt... you'd want to cuddle with all of your friends, gay, straight, or not, on a normal basis if you weren't used to putting on your egomask that society has trained us so well to do... Affections a completely natural thing, and has nothing, whatsoever to do with sexuality... if you associate the too, you're following 'societie's' rules... we're animals... let's just be happy with that.
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Drewwyann
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: emeryg89]
#7815755 - 12/31/07 01:19 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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I really like the way you put that. Well done.
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Seventy
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: emeryg89]
#7815756 - 12/31/07 01:20 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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is it wrong for me to think that's weird though? I just can't see myself seeking the affection of my male friends like that, even if it is just hugs and cuddles.
this whole mushrooms make you gay thing is fucking far out there, yet just as equally interesting. what is a good question though, is if we were stripped of our societal ego mask (without tripping), would we be a lot more affectionate with men, without necessarily being gay?
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Re: I thought you guys were joking when... [Re: Seventy]
#7815763 - 12/31/07 01:25 AM (16 years, 1 month ago) |
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^Probably. Physical affection and sexuality aren't necessarily related. I've hugged some of my male friends before in a totally non-sexual way. Like I said, it has to do with having a deep emotional connection with them in a non-sexual way.
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