5:02 AM - salvia...take two Tonight myself and Josh will embark on another journey together. I'm going to turn him on to salvia, and I'm going to try to control my trip more-so by using thoughts to guide me through it rather than fear, and unrest. I will post the results of our trip/findings Saturday at some point. We started off the night by going to wishbone and buying a gram of 10x salvia extract for 25.00 not a bad deal considering it usually sells for 30.00. We then realized we had no pipe suitable for salvia ingestion, so we pulled a mcguyver and built a fairly decent one out of a liquor bottle and socket. Then we had to hunt down a cheap butane lighter which was fucking 4.99. Bullshit! back to the house, and time to trip!
Josh exhaled his hit at about716 pm about 5 seconds later he was making slumped movements with his hands, indicating that the motor skill loss was immanent. He then went through his peak, which obviously disturbed him in some sort of way, his facial expressions were those of someone scared for there life. Speech came back slowly, until he decided to go outside where he indicated he was confused about what just occurred. During the peak i had to assure him that he had JUST smoked salvia and was tripping! his trip lasted around 25 minutes, although he noted that effects are still occurring. "it felt like i was dying" is what he had said after coming down somewhat. After asked the question "would you do it again?" he smiled and shook his head with a definite yes gesture. I was up next as before.....
goddamn i hit the pipe and filled the chamber but when i cleared it i didn't get it all so it was a mild trip. Due to this occurrence i packed another bowl and proceeded to draw the smoke into my lungs, then hold it. BEFORE i even exhaled that slightly familiar pressure/feeling overcame me, i was pulled from reality once again, only remembering then distinct patterns that i saw while looking at josh, it was as if he was in a small window pane, which was the real world, but surrounding this "reality window" were patterns of weird faces moving toward and away from this window into reality.black and red is all i can remember clearly. When coming down i had the distinct feeling that this exact moment had happened before and i was reliving it. Once again so many emotions and thoughts yet no way of explaining them...camedown, and before fully recovering me and josh blasted another hit! This was far less intense for me but defiantly fucked you all up. i am still feeling the "afterglow" while typing this and i am totally exhausted and mentally raped. I will sleep well tonight. We still have a half gram left for research purposes, so until next time......
sat Nov 17
although it is the day after our multiple trips into the subconscious i feel rather refreshed, and feel i have learned more than i care to talk about. Josh sent me a message this morning thanking me for turning him on to such a wonderful herb. Thats a good feeling when you know someone else has had the same/similar experience that you had. "la-maria-pastora" we will be back
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"It is the prayer of my innermost being to realize my supreme identity in the liberated play of consciousness, the Vast Expanse. Now is the moment, Here is the place of Liberation. " -alex grey
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