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Offlinefuture
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Damnit man
    #7786734 - 12/21/07 07:08 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

WELL.. about a year ago today, my parents decided to move out of the place I grew up at. More important then that is, it was where I had my first trip, second, and so on.

I remember my backyard most vividly. It gave me some outstanding vibes. All the flowers and the huge oak trees we had. Shit I can't tell you how many times I tripped back there with my lawn chair and just had a dazzling time.

On top of that, is a huge river just 600 or 700 yards away from us. Theres a dock there where people are trying to sell a peice of property ( no home or nothing, just open space and a dock where everyone in the neighborhood that doesn't live right on the river use to fish off of ). I had my first trip on that dock at the dead of night at the start of fall, just staring at the stars and how the whole world looked almost like a painting.

Man I can't even describe the night I had just walking through the whole place losing my mind in the massive just massive oak trees waving at me against the star lit horizon.

I was at peace back then. I loved the place and everything around me tremendously, every second of my existence. But most important, and what i've been getting to, is that the scenery made it feel like...... home.

Now we've moved farther south, and I just don't got the same vibe on my trips. Gone is the magic of them. I miss it tremendously.

This place just doesn't give me the same "feel" that it did back where I used to live. Here i've been succumbed to bad trips. Back where I lived before, a bad trip was totally out of the question. Practically impossible and I even used to tell myself "I don't see how it's possible to have a bad trip, theres just no way no how".

Oh boy, did I have a lot to learn.

Maybe theres a bigger picture that I just don't see at this moment. But I sure do miss how it used to be :frown:


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Offlinelearningtofly
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Re: Damnit man [Re: future]
    #7786743 - 12/21/07 07:11 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

buy it


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Invisibleim_on_a_boat
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Re: Damnit man [Re: learningtofly]
    #7786758 - 12/21/07 07:16 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

i felt like this like first year of college..

parents moved.. lots of people moved away..

dog died..

had to move away from friends to go to school..

didn't have my car cuz my sister was driving it..

i was in a 70 year old dorm and my roommate was a dick..

it was a tough time.

you just gotta be grateful for what you got ya know..


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Offlinefuture
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Re: Damnit man [Re: im_on_a_boat]
    #7786773 - 12/21/07 07:21 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

yes, i've learned that much. Not a night goes by without a thankful prayer going out for what I have now so I don't go further down the drain.

In essence, i'm really doing fine. In college and 3.25 GPA up to this point. Getting by quite easily... but this isn't what I had in mind. I'm not one to JUST GET by.


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Invisibleim_on_a_boat
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Re: Damnit man [Re: future]
    #7786788 - 12/21/07 07:24 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

werd well you are probably being supported by other people which puts a strain on them..

i'm in the same situation pretty much, brah.

just think they're probably doin the best they can for you.. and when you get out on your own there's your opportunity to shine.

it helps when you got a supporting girlfriend :tongue:

that's why they call college a 'transitional' period


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Offlinefuture
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Re: Damnit man [Re: im_on_a_boat]
    #7786799 - 12/21/07 07:26 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

yeah i bet it does because in this tiny town I live in now, decent looking girls are hard to come by. The ones that do you look good bro, they are taken lol.

So, shit, I wouldnt call it rough, but it's pretty damn boring.

I could really use a meaningful trip but I'm not even going to try, it'll just lead nowhere given my set and setting.


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Gotta find another spot in life... [Re: future]
    #7790628 - 12/22/07 09:49 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Overall I refuse to believe that the first place we trip - will always be the best place. Although I believed that for a long time...

The trip, as I see it, is an intentional stumble we take in our lives. The first environment was ready-built for you. And you are lucky for that.

Now it's up to you to create the environment where "there is no such thing as a bad trip". When you create it you'll know...


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