kind of a spur of the moment decision woke up didnt have anything important to do, eyeballed around 4 grams of syrian rue from a 100 gram bag, wrapped it in platic, put a t shirt over it and pounded the grains into dust with a round rock eyeballed around 10 grams of bark from a 56 gram bag, pounded that with a rock also, next time i,ll definetly use a coffee grinder,put crushed bark in my big nalgene water bottle, added some pretty hot water and put it back in my backpack went to a coffee shop and got a cup of black coffee and an extra cup, put the rue in smaller cup and added some coffee, drank it all down and read for a half hour or so took out the nalgene bottle with the water and bark, it was opaque purple drank all the mixture down, didnt taste too bad, just what u would think bark taste like left bark in the bottle and added some more water and microwaved it for about 5 minutes on high, added the rest of that mixture to my coffee cup to drink additionaly, discarded the used up bark got very nausues, this lasted for about an hour or so into the trip, i probably could have vomited but i rode it out walked to a cliff, bluff area of above the ocean, a great spot to trip, literally about a 300 foot drop in some places down to the beach,lots of yawns and sensitive to the cool breeze, lost myself mentally a few times, would come back to reality in my head and have self awareness once again DMT is a great tool for soul searching, had thousands of different thoughts above my existence some good and some bad, alot about my relationships with my family the cactus and small trees shaking in the breeze were making their presence known as living entities, didnt have any outright hallucinations at one point a hawk floating on the air waves above me caught my eye and i saw a pattern on its underbelly and found it quite remarkable that such a perfect Symmetrical design could just randomly occur in nature, no wonder the native americans hold these birds sacred hiked around the cliffs sipping on my DMT coffee watching the boats, pods of porpoise riding the waves with the surfers, the water was extremely clear, the trip started to abate after a few hours and i was bummed it was ending, the time went by quickly, my thanks go out to the various vendors who have the mental fortitude and resolve to provide access to these important PLANTS and i hope the gov. has a more developed mental maturity to leave these things alone
-------------------- "the way of the warrior is the resolute acceptance of death" Miyamoto Musashi
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