Hi everyone, I'm new to this board, I love this website, a lot of good information. Well I tried salvia for the first time last weekend, so why not have my first post be a trip report?
Me and my girlfriend split 1 gram of 5x salvia extract. we split it up into 4 bowls, 2 for each of us. My girlfriend smoked the first bowl with a torch lighter, finishing the bowl in one hit. After she let out the hit, she became immediately non-responsive. She was looking blankly in random directions, leaning in random directions and she had a look of amazement but also fear on her face. It was really scary to watch actually, even though I knew she was just tripping. She was like this for a few minutes, not even 5 I don't think, but when she came back she said that she didn't like it at all and it was way too crazy. We agreed that she had just had a bad trip and she tried another bowl. same thing, she didn't like it. So then it was my turn, I smoked the bowl in one hit, held it in as long as possible and let it out. Than thats where we have to split this off into 2 parts.
From my point of view: I felt like I was all of a sudden separated from my existence, like I was done being that person and being in that reality. I heard a voice say "you broke it!" Everything around me looked like a puzzle, and whenever I moved, the pieces rearranged themselves into a new existence for me and a new reality, none of which I could comprehend, It wasn't like different lives as different people, but new realms of reality, that all the laws of nature were different in. I was searching around franticly trying to get back to the reality I came from, and the whole time i heard a voice telling me what to do. All of a sudden I saw my girlfriend in front of me and things looked semi normal again, so I buckled my belt tighter, because somehow I thought that would fasten me into reality again. I quickly came back to my senses and realized I was playing with my belt and remembered I smoked salvia (i had forgotten the whole time). I was completely shocked at how powerful it was.
What I looked like to the rest of the world: From what was told to me, after I took the hit, I started laughing and was holding the bong really tight and wouldn't let it go. I swung the bong and almost broke it and my gf finally got it away from me. I swung my arms up and knocked a picture off the wall and all of a sudden I got a terrified look on my face and I got up and started running around the house, my girlfriend was trying to calm me down, but I kept pushing her away from me. I than started to unbuckle my pants, that's when my gf finally got me to sit down, where I continued to play with my buckle until I came out of the trip.
Coming down from the trip was a good stoned feeling, it's such a quick comedown from an intense uncontrollable trip, to a mild pot high. My gf was a little traumatized by everything, but she got over that by the end of the night, and I completely understand her feelings.
It took until the next day until we could talk about our trips without getting her upset. It turns out that mentally we had almost exactly the same trip, pretty strange huh? both of her trips were almost exactly the same and they were the same as my one. (my second bowl was really small and only got me slightly more stoned) However, I ended up enjoying mine, while my gf didn't. My gf's trip really scared her, because her worst fear is losing what she has, and she just couldn't take the whole loss of reality thing.
Just goes to show how the same things can affect different people in different ways.
In my opinion salvia doesn't fuck you up. it removes you from your body and places your mind in a completely different realm of reality where none of the laws of nature as we know it apply.
In this world you don't know who you are, or what you are, what you just did or what just happened. All you know is that moment in your salvia fantasy world. This fantasy world can be a very fun and interesting place or a really horrible place.
It is fucked up shit. I thought 5x wouldn't do much, I had no idea. You don't have any idea unless you try it. Words can't explain it.
I don't know if it was a good trip or a bad trip. My "trip" was good, the situation it caused wasn't. I also didn't like the complete loss of control, I pushed my gf and didn't even know it cuz I was in fantasy land. I could have really hurt her and not have known I even did it. What I can say is it was definitely a mind opening experience, thats for sure.
So what do you guys think of all that?
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