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please help!!
    #7769686 - 12/17/07 01:39 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Hello, perhaps some of you know me from before. My name is jonathan and I feel I am in big trouble.

I have lived my life as several years as a Christian. All of what I thought to be true was based upon my belief in a comprehension of God's spiritual eternal nature. But very recently that changed very much.

To put it shortly, if what the beings that are talking to me is saying is correct, or the beings I perceive, humanity is doomed forever.

A harsh reality has awaken me to the realization that I cannot be realistically logical, because the intuitive comprehension I thought I once had turned out to (seem to) be another being and group of beings that control humanity, and the comprehension I thought I had of God was really of a being I do not know who truly is but is supposedly satan and God at the same time, fooling humanity. They are evil but can pretend to be very good and preject lies into you mind.

If what I perceive is true, they intend to make me the or an antichrist and help to destroy humanity before they throw me into something like a lake of fire along with the rest or most of humanity as well.

It makes sense now to consider that a God of love would not send people to hell for eternity. I realize now that I accepted that blindly. Also the idea that God would require the slaughtering of animals and shedding of blood for remission of sins does not make sense, and there is no explanation given in the bible. The best explanation I have is that this being or beings who claim to be God are very evil and want to smell the nasty smell of meat and death and watch as animals are killed and lives destroyed. Why not just forgive humanity? Why wait so long?

I don't know if I will convince any of you, but I have to try, I cannot give up. Because if what I perceive is correct, and if what they are saying is correct, I am doomed, and so are you all. Unless we can find a way to overcome. There is no way to do this if you choose evil. There is evil, and there is good. And these beings seem to hate good very much.

Please help me,. I am serious. We can meet up an d talk about it. I am lost and confused and I am trying to find a way.

I am convinced these beings are real. I know this contradicts what I know to be logical, but I have no choice.

Consider that the symbol of ishtar the sumarian goddess is a dove. But the holy spirit is a dove also. Once you uderstand that men and women were supposedly created in the image of God and his church it makes a lot of sense. They seem to be made by the same beings to control and deveive humanity.

Drugs are also seemed to control humanity.

The illuminati culminate in 13, that is their number. The cannabis plant also has thirteen leaves.

Mushrooms are also used to deceive humanity if what these beings are saying is true.

I believe in love and righteousness. I don't know if there is some greater being out there that will save me, or if we can save ourselves, but I am going to try. If there is no God, then I still love righteousness, and believe there is nothing greater to live for.

I must say I cannot hold to the ten ommandments, so please have mercy, and don't attack me for being a fundamental, and have mercy if you can.

Please consider what I am saying.

*edited your personal info for safety reasons* If you want to talk please hurry and come talk to me because it is your life that could be on the line also.

I don't know how much o what these beings are saying is true, it seems possible if they are real they are just toying with me. I don't know how much of my mind is my own. But I know I have a mind of my own and I am me. I know I am very special.

206 is the number of high priest of the order of the mystic circle. I believe I was deceived to put that in my name. It seems these being s have controlled all humanity like little sheep and make them go and do what they want to do.

I believe in love though, and I believe that there is a possibility that you can have love also.It wouldn't be the same love of the bible, because without God, elements of God's love falls apart.

They have told me a number of things: they are from a timeless abyss, they are spiritual creatures from another dimension.The say they hate love because it is weak. They have said there both is and isn't good beings that could help me. I can't rely on what they tell me, they do not seem to be trust worthy, but from I have perceived that can control matter, and electricity, and your mind. I don't know whether i have a spirit or not, but I don't see why I can't.

They also said that the universe is their creation and that everything is intrinsically evil in substance because of their nature. Please reply back asap and come and help me please!!

PLEASE HELP! I AM SO SERIOUS!


Edited by coda (12/17/07 01:49 PM)


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Re: please help!! [Re: a_guy_named_ai]
    #7769703 - 12/17/07 01:43 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

What are you on right now?

I AM SERIOUS!


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Re: please help!! [Re: Rose]
    #7769735 - 12/17/07 01:49 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

I don't think he's "on" anything :frown:


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Re: please help!! [Re: Rose]
    #7769737 - 12/17/07 01:49 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

i don't know, but i do know that cannabis does not have thirteen leaves.


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i really am glad you came back to us instead of taking the other path. *hug*

-A_S (RIP your final words to me will never be forgotten)



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Re: please help!! [Re: Rose]
    #7769740 - 12/17/07 01:49 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

this is no joke, I am totally serious, please consider what i am saying, if you think about it it makes a lot of sense!

Think about how all music in this world has darkness, ALL OF IT That's because it seems perhaps they don't want any good music in this world because it could help to liberate humanity.

Have you ever been in a room and heard that faint whisper of music, and it's so dark and eery, and you've never heard it before? It's very likely them.

Please consider what i am saying, and gaurd your minds because they can prject lies into your mind and brainwash you from what I perceive.


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Re: please help!! [Re: a_guy_named_ai]
    #7769744 - 12/17/07 01:50 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Quote:

i don't know, but i do know that cannabis does not have thirteen leaves.




yes it does, it can have up to 13 leaves.


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Re: please help!! [Re: Rose]
    #7769746 - 12/17/07 01:51 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

How are you communicating?

and.. two things

1. What you are saying reminds me a lot of this.
2. Type 'spoon guitar' into youtube and tell me that is dark music.


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Re: please help!! [Re: MushroomTrip]
    #7769752 - 12/17/07 01:51 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

This Donnie Darko shit doesn't belong in this forum.

We're neither paramedics, shrinks, nor exorcists.

This thread should be moved and the personal address should be removed.


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Re: please help!! [Re: a_guy_named_ai]
    #7769760 - 12/17/07 01:53 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Jonathan, your posts entertain me a great deal, and I thank you for that.
I have no idea what you are saying, and I don't think any of my advice would help you, or make you feel any better about humanity.

You sound like you are under the influence of LSD or a similar chemical.


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Re: please help!! [Re: Rose]
    #7769767 - 12/17/07 01:53 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

I agree that the address should be removed, but maybe the thread could be moved in physical and mental well being? :strokebeard:


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All this time I've loved you
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All this time I've missed you
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Here is true peace
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Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs

:bunnyhug: :yinyang2:


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Re: please help!! [Re: MushroomTrip]
    #7769774 - 12/17/07 01:54 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Xactly.


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Re: please help!! [Re: Rose]
    #7769775 - 12/17/07 01:55 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Huh?


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Re: please help!! [Re: ShroomMan420]
    #7769804 - 12/17/07 01:59 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

no please don't remove the adress I meed help!!


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Re: please help!! [Re: a_guy_named_ai]
    #7769806 - 12/17/07 01:59 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Also, don't give out your personal info like that. It is especially dangerous to do so in a state of mind like you are now.

>I know I am very special.

That sentence along with the paranoid and irrational nature of your thread leads me to believe you are almost certainly on some sort of drug.

Out of curiosity, how are these entities communicating with you?


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Re: please help!! [Re: CureCat]
    #7769813 - 12/17/07 02:01 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

>no please don't remove the adress I meed help!!

No, you cannot give out your personal information on a public site like this!!! It will bring more trouble to you than help!


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Re: please help!! [Re: CureCat]
    #7769825 - 12/17/07 02:04 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Furthermore, please provide evidence to show why you are "special" and why these entities can deceive us with their lies, yet you are not effected by their tricks??

Jonathan, what drugs have you taken in the last 48 hours? I am serious. I'd like you to address this.


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Re: please help!! [Re: ShroomMan420]
    #7769864 - 12/17/07 02:14 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

Most of what you describe is exactly what I experienced during a psychotic break several years ago.

Everything comes together as a conspiracy and all connections are suddenly so obvious, like you have an overview or the full grid imprinted onto the map.

Maybe it is some kind of revelation not to be taken so literally?

I do believe you will be grateful for this experience later in life. Ram Dass wrote 'the Devil Knows not Who He Works for', think about this and about the backside of a coin. About perfection being stillness where nothing ever could happen and therefore 'evil' (friction, resistance) being the prime and only mover. Therefore you in a weird way live in the shadow of perfection while your Self is the centre itself, the non-local. In this way 'they' are right, but you have just put faces and personalities on your revelations and spun them into human language - thus made your own MYTHOLOGY as a map for the territory.

The path leads through yourself. Maybe the Illuminati is reality itself illumining its' shadows through different peeking holes. The person (ego) obscuring the peeking hole from flowing its' essence inthrough itself is seen as something evil. But this 'evil' darkness is how resistance looks. If you zoom out the branches will come into context and nothing will be threatening. It will be a GAME. And you are pushing yourself out of yourself.

YOU MUST EMBRACE HOPELESSNESS.

I know you must be terrifed right now. :frown: Breathe slowly. Don't panic. PM me whenever.


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Re: please help!! [Re: CureCat]
    #7769880 - 12/17/07 02:17 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

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Furthermore, please provide evidence to show why you are "special" and why these entities can deceive us with their lies, yet you are not effected by their tricks??




Because I know, and you should know by now that I am a very unique person. From what they are saying, I could be brainwashed just like everyone else, but they do not because they want to torture me and want me to willingly help them destroy the catholic church. I don't know how much of this is true, but from whatI have seen YES they do have power, and I have no taken any serious hallucinagens, I have smoked some weed last night, but I am completely sober now, and this has been happening over a period of several days. I hear their voices right now! I am serious, I know this sound like some stange bizarre nightmarish hallucination, but I am telling the truth!

Please, I know gnostics and luciferians , they must know more of what I ma talking about. They have minlged lies with the truth. They have revealed truth in mysteries including Christianity and hebrew relgion that reveal about them. This has to sound familiar to them and others..

I have never even done mushrooms and havn't done lsd in years. I am being totally honest, and I need help now!


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Re: please help!! [Re: CureCat]
    #7769887 - 12/17/07 02:18 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

jonathan i hope you're okay man.. please don't watch any television or listen to the radio for the next little while


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Re: please help!! [Re: a_guy_named_ai]
    #7769889 - 12/17/07 02:19 PM (16 years, 1 month ago)

They have told me I am the ONLY ONE, and if you know about lucifarian religion, you have to know what this means!

The say they intend to throw me into the sun, I don't know how true this is or not.

I am not psychotic, I feel I am a very sane person.


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